Gay and ***.
I cant help who i like. Love is love.? isn't it??
****** and Emo.
Cant you see words hurt me?
Stupid and *******.
I cant help my mental issues.
Its to bad words hurt.
Bullies don't know because they are too busy making fun of other peoples' life, and not paying attention to people calling them names.

Why try suicide?
Suicide is not a good thing.
When you commit suicide.
There are lots of things you should think of,
Like, your family & friends.
You don't know how many people would die if you did.?
There are many.
And if you have dealt with family or friends committing suicide.
How did you feel when they died.?
Did you feel sad, mad, or depressed?
Well if you did.
Would you want your family or friends to go through that?
If you really didn't like them you would,
But i'm pretty sure, that most of you wouldn't.
But would you feel bad if you died and your family and friends were depressed, sad, or mad.?
I would.
I know sometimes i want to commit suicide.
But deep down.
I just cant.
My family loves me. (even though sometimes i feel they don't.)
My friends love me. (even though sometimes i feel they don't.)
But. I guess it's whatever.
But,
Why try **suicide

My own best friend acts like i'm trying to pretend,
I don't want this to happen again.
Another fight over something ridiculous.
Because if i was trying to pretend,
I would tell everybody.
She says she knows because her step dad has it,
But my Grandfather had it, My sister has it,
So there is a possibility,
I don't why she doesn't believe me.

As my tears began to fall,
I think of why i have to bawl,
I want to puke,
But i have to learn i am what i am,
I cant help that i'm this way,
People may not believe me,
But i don't know if it is yet true,
But i guess it shouldn't take the best of me anyway,
Even though i let it,
It still hurts to know i may have it,
I don't want anyone to know,
Even if  it starts show,
Even though some of my friends know,
I don't want to be treated different.
I don't want to be treated different.
I don't want to be treated different.