Holly

Holly Jan 2015

Stars,

Stars light,
Stars bright,
You are the only star i see tonight,
I wish i was there in your dreams.
Because,
You starred at the stars
Like they were
Pillows for your mind
And in their light
You could rest your heavy head.
And dream the most beautiful dreams.

Holly Jan 2015

The Boy.

I knew a boy who liked to draw,
He drew pictures nobody saw,
He was most artistic late at night,
In the bathroom out of sight,
He kept a secret no one knew,
He didn't tell a soul and his gallery grew,
His drawings were different no paper or pen,
But needed a bandage now and again,
We stood by the river under the stars,
He rolled up his sleeves and showed me his scars,
He felt embarrassed and looked down at his shoes,
Then i rolled up my sleeves and said "I draw too".

Holly Jan 2015

...

One day you'll look back,
And realize how you treated me,
And maybe, If you finally grew up.
You might actually feel bad about it.

Holly Jan 2015

.

Realized I
Lost My Heart
To Someone
Who Doesn't Care...

And I Found
It Crying In The
Corner.

Holly Jan 2015

:'(

When you look at  me what do you see?
You see a girl that likes to make jokes,
You see a girl that likes fun,
You see a girl that likes other girls,
You see a girl that hates to see people cry,
You see a girl that has bad grades,
You see a girl  that has not many friends,

Lets Tell You How I Really Feel,

What you dont see is a girl who is dying,
What you dont see is a girl who cuts,
What you dont see is a girl who is bullied,
What  you dont see is a girl who takes pills,
What you dont see is a girl who trys to hard,
What you dont see is a girl who soon cant take it no more.

Holly Jan 2015

Strong, And Wrong.

I always hear " You are strong"
But that strong turns to Wrong,
And I hear a song,
It has some wrong,
You are strong,
But why not wrong?
Because,
They say im strong, but im wrong,
I cant stay strong,
Ohh, but you can my darling,
But When i try strong,
My heart turns wrong, i pick up the silver wrong,
sometimes strong,
Ohh, My darling stay strong.

#helped @brokeninside

Holly Jan 2015

X.X

Just like the edges of a blade you cut me,
Leaving your blood red trail,
Leaving  memories,
Reminding me what you did,
Loving you was one of the worst mistakes i made,
Your scars you left are slowly fading,
Blood stains my wrist,
Knowing i actually  cared for you is a shot in the back,
Breathing in the same room as  you is more pills shoved down my throat,
Knowing i still ******* care for someone as worthless as you,
Is a stab in the heart.