Got million ways to ****
Guns, swords oh and my humorous quill
Not so handsome, badass still.

Love again


Calling the night
In your heart again
Showing storms the way
To your heart again

Telling your heart to
Suffer the pain again
Letting your hopes fly
Like wandering birds in the sky

Says the brain to heart
You selfish son of Cain (murderer of his brother Abel)
You can try loving again
But I'm sure you're in vain

Love has lain the sword
To **** my heart again
Says my heart to me
Come on let's die again

It's an honor to be slain
In the way of love again

God help me if you can
I'm in love again
My heart has suffered much
In the name of love again

Why do you allow love
To enter your heart again

The melody my heart sings
Of the beloved's eyes

You don't need to drink
Just a Glance of love again

You don't need to sing
Just the voice of love again

No need to give a smile
Just the memories of love again

Like a little child
Standing below the sky again
Hoping to see a fallen star
To wish for the love again

He sees no Fallen star
Goes with tears in his eyes
Like a free bird
Fallen for the trap again

That stupid heart of mine
Tells me all the time
Let's keep hoping till we die
That it's going to rain again.......

I try but I can't forget
I'm living in the valley of regret
Shaded by the clouds of misfortunes I met
At the hour of doom the clock's set


I've carried the weight of wishes for ages
My forgotten dreams can be inked over million pages
Stuck in the realms of fake sweet phrases
The remember all the turned backs & there faces


This pain has earned me a name
Earned me an unwanted eternal fame
Granted by grace I feel no shame


For years just giving,no gain
The nights have left a dark stain
In Valley of trust I'm slain
I'm known as the Emperor of pain.

Jet black full of venom
It's small but a bomb
Hold back it's not a Adatom
If you go close then meet you at your tomb


Swift walk
Like a snakes mock
Hidden eyes
Like parasites

A scorpion


Full of treachery
Like a mercenary
Scorpios got a hard thing
Well yeah it's sting.!


Measured movements
Attacking improvements
Agile cruelty
Scorpios brutality.

Blazing through the clouds
High and alone in fervor
No one knows who is next
Every moment every prey in tremor



With eyes containing vision of miles
Piercing through the wind it flies
It's appearance creates a beauty in skies
It's flight is deception body of lies


Drops down wings folded
Stealth, body molded
Prey in the eyes
The stance holded


Strikes like a lightning
The moment is frightening
It has seen it's prey
Start hope abandoning


E legant
A rt
G Gazing
L ands
E ternally

I'm standing at your grave
While the rain hides my tears
Thinking how I could be so brave
To keep the promises we had for years


Standing at your grave
Asking you some questions
Was I too naive
To understand your departing gestures


All those memories with you
A garden of roses and lotus
With nothing left to say but thank you
However now departed, somehow I still dwell in us


Tears hidden by rain
Years smitten by pain
I can count the rain drops
But I lost count of my tear drops


Unwilling to let you go
I stand in envy with the Lord
Taken from me, he has you
Asking Lord what treasure you had not


I'm clinging to your death wish
To stay brave and bold
The vision will all be blackish
And the weather will be cold.


I'll keep the promises
The promise that I'm all yours
The promise of loving you eternally
The promise to never let you go


So I'll stand daily at your grave
And tell you I've been brave
Even after you are gone
I'll dwell in us all alone.

Hey buddy you're funny you make me smile
Oh yeah well why don't you sit with me for a while
I'll tell all about my fake shattered smile


Found my brother
******* about me at my back
Why call him a brother
When dignity he lacks


Well I want to stick in his face some darts
He ain't nothing, not worth a real brother's farts

Oh well yeah that's a funny one


Someone weeping said to me
I have a broken heart
I said to her well
I have one too..!

What do we get when we combine two broken hearts?
She smiled and said softly a new heart

I smirked and said no lady that's two broken hearts...



Just the pain shared
Die a thousand times love dared...


A small doubt that someone cared
Expecting some help being scared



The humor is just a mask
The sarcasm just does the task
Why so serious you ask?
Try living in havoc's flask.

Treacherous Love
Acidiferous love
Billion faces of love
Adulterous love


The love starting in a *****
The love ending in a blink


Aligerous love
Anserous love
The Lethal weapon of love
Poisonous love



Armiferous love
Astriferous love
Sacred prayer of love
Blasphemous love



Treacherous Love
Poisonous love
Delusions of love
Asperous Love...

Hey Human listen
Why such wickedness?


A happy smiling face
Inside empty
Happiness you can't trace

Words of encouragement
To them
To you
Arrows of discouragement



Why so concerned about others?
Deep inside you know,
In need even you leave your mother


Yes drop that fake mask
And what you want, just ask
Stop playing the honey combing games
Remove the sweet, sour, touchy names


Well yeah you got what you needed
The seed due to which towards me you heeded.
Well now I don't think you even know my name
Ah just another mean stranger, what a shame.


Ummm well yep I like your face
Now I'll befriend you like, it's meant by grace
Nah I don't like your looks
Well farewell, I've to read saintly books.


Hey you, you seem happy..
Oh well I'll enter your life..
I'll be sure to make it ******...
I'll slit your happiness with a knife

After all the struggle
All the promises all the trouble
After all the tears
And these lonely years

I find cute only polar bears
And I like to play with my fears
Well now what about death....
Love her, longing for her till my last breath...

I'm losing every bit of courage
You left me with a rage
How do you expect the pain to submerge
I'm neither a saint nor sage.


You were my north star
Shining through the thick
You were my herb tar
Curing me, when I'm sick


I've been patient all along
I've endured the pain life long
My story is the saddest song
Sung with the beat of thorns on thong.


My dreams are deception
What happened to me seems abdication
With untidy water, is my ablution
I'm a soul now self neglecting, performing self reflection.

Neither a saint
Nor a sage
Just a soul patient
All his age
A reflector, with pain as wage
Thrown after use,like a bandage.

Neither a saint nor sage.
Decades of pain as age.

Purified by the tears
The wanderings alone throughout years
I'm a mountain of wisdom
Awaiting to be known
I'm neither a saint nor sage
But a dervish unknown.

Let's find a song
To sing it along
Because the ride is long
And brothers are meant to
Live and die along


What makes you stronger than a brothers support?
A love profound, creating a diamond fort
What's truer than a brothers love?
In the black night, shining a star above
What's more valuable than a brothers smile?
A paradise, a gift, dream granted for a while.
What's more saddening than a brothers frown?
To replace that, selling the dearest crown

Let's join our hands
To all the havoc that lands
Stay faithful till our last breath
A promise unbroken by death


Let's find a song
To sing it along
Because the ride is long
And brothers are meant to
Live and die along

The season of separation is here
It's here to separate us again.


You will be losing your bloom
We will be departed & left for doom
Says the stem to the flowers in pain
The season of separation is here again


You'll be left naked for the eyes
No one will look at you, even hear your Cries
Your beauty was,being covered by me
I'll be departing soon, you will see
Says the leaves to the tree in pain
The season of separation is here again


Your home is no more hidden now
My leaves will depart, the branches will bow
You will be homeless under the wide sky
I'll protect you no more, you should fly
Says the tree to the birds in pain
The season of separation is here again.


Rain you will nourish me no more
O soil I won't have a visible beauty to adore
Even with the water, I'll be lifeless
The beauty of nature will now be a barren mess
Says the tree to the soil in pain
The season of separation is here again.



I'll be left alone
In this silent zone
With some gold leaves
They die but never leave


We will rejoin in the season of spring
The season Almighty will soon bring
Says the tree to the beauty in pain
Season of separation is here again....



A lmighty
U nseen
T easingly
U sually
M essing
N ature


* forgive me Almighty

I live in a vortex of mystery.
With shadows of the Cresent moon.
Riding my ride to an unknown tune
whirling towards sand dune.

I cover myself in the sand
Sometimes I uncover, and walk on land
I see the horrors, the soul in pain
A brother by a brother slain

I see lives ending themselves
Thinking who would hurt thyself

Was not this cruel journey enough
To trouble you, breaking the most tough.


I see greed is now a holy Creed
There's only thyself to feed
A word forgotten, good deed?
To soul, to truth they don't heed.


Questioning myself what is this place
After all the struggle, there's no happy face
They bounce they run, and die keeping up the pace
Still at the end no one wins this race


Everything will end
The strongest of prides will bend
Your money not will a hand lend
A truth, a destiny no one will wend
When death comes, and takes your hand
And you'll be a property of unvisited sand.

I live in a vortex of misery.

You are my sky.
the cure of my scar
You are my only wish
You are the shooting star.

You are the one I see
When there's no one for me
You are the one that stands
Even when the havoc lands.


You are my holy wing
You are above everything
You are the eye of my heart
You are the soul of my art.

You are my earth my space
You are the falling grace
You are my sun my moon
You are the light in doom


You are the All praised
You are the all grace
You are the Judge
You are the executioner of Grudge


You are The God
The only one I sought
You are the Love and melody
You are the soul of Rhapsody

You are the Beloved Lord
You are the God
The most beneficent Lord
MY GOD

Red roses have turned black now
The clouds of rain whisper in my ears
Time has thrown me back now
In the days of no fears....

Somethin i see when I look into a mirror.
The good times and the horror
The wrinkles on my face
The smiles given to me by grace
Description of my time spent
The days I didn't have my back bent


Smiling in the face of world
Flying like a free bird
The Arrogance and the pride
Like an oceans high tide

The unruly ways
The untruly says
The trustworthy fellas
And that secret crush of Bella's

Alas.. I had the days
Where I could have said the phrase
Could have made my life with her
But the bitterness of love we all have to taste

The energy overflowing in me
The joy overthrowing me
The nights merging into days
Roses losing it's petals


Back when i was a boy
Goin through the wet days and the dry
Better know as the black sheep
Nothing to hide no feelings so deep


Dancing my way through the crowd
My presence shouting my name out loud
No emptiness there was to fill
No guilty I had to ****....



The summers and winters of the life
Everyone has to witness
Spring is the choices we make
Autumn is the destiny....


I've known the four Seasons
I've lived them in a way
when you get to the truth
Life sways away with the death.


The old days have gone now
The silence now speaks to me
Those memories mess my head
Now there's not a long road Ahead.

I see my death on my door everyday
Always finding a way to take me away
A million things I've left to say
Wishing to get one more day.

After losing myself in your love
I found you

I have travelled the world
Your love made me travel a lot

I tried to find you
But I couldn't
Then I lost myself
And I found you

Deceived by the voice of this world
To the traveller of the dark
You have shown me your way

I have a night in my heart
I have a small wish
My destiny made me laugh at my self


Why hold hopes with this world
Without you I could never live

I trusted so I could break once more
My ignorance made me weep a lot

Then I lost myself and found you

O my creator don't separate me from yourself
I have no one but you only

You burnt this sinner in the fire of love
And then which hell are you making me afraid of?

You made me thirsty for your vision
And then which heaven do you make me dream of?


I was nothing
Why made me something

Without you
I'm standing alone
In a silent zone
Hoping to hear
My beloveds tone....



My world has dark sunsets
The skies have less stars
The oceans are drained now
It's never going to rain now


Without you
I'm standing alone
In a silent zone


I'll never dream again
I'll never scream again
I'm just a dead soul now
To someone I'll never mean again




My poetry has lost it's rhythm
I'm a bird,I've lost freedom
I'm a flower I've lost bloom
I'm hopeless and destined to doom.


Without you
I'm standing alone
In a silent zone



The winters were never so cold
My dreams will never unfold
These memories never seem to get old
I have no hand to hold




I'm a lone flower
In a barren land
I'm a widow's dower
Abandoned buried in sand
You have left my hand
Calling you again still here I stand



I'll hope you return
And make me burn
I love this pain
I'll give you another turn



I'm a cloth that's worn
I'm a wish that's torn
In regrets I mourn
Asking why I was ever born


Without you
I'm standing alone
In a silent zone


I'm a broken mirror
Unable to see myself
I'm the only book
On the burnt bookshelf



I'm a misguided traveller with no one to guide
I'm my own help the fact I can't hide
I have to complete the ride
With no one by my side
I'll surf on this ocean's tide
With your memories along side.



I'm hoping for a wishing star
A remedy to heal this scar
I'm looking for wishing well
To get me out of this hell


Without you
I'm standing alone
In a silent zone
Hoping to hear
My beloved's tone.

A broken smile.
The face of Shattered man
Deep inside killed for a thousand times
In the valley of trust he's slain

A broken smile
The scream of rising sun
The day's here once again
The complaint of the merging day
World horrors seen again....

A broken smile
The chanting of the leaves
The wait for the spring.
Dancing with the breeze
The song that's everyday sung


A broken smile
Rose colored black
It had the love now it lacks
The clouds shadow the rose
It's petals fall, the autumn's close


A broken smile
Veil of a thousand scars
The feel of Shattered glass
Compelled to forget the cause

A broken smile
Veil of a thousand scars.

The thoughts of the passed world
Rule my present world
Thoughts of the future
Also paint my present culture...

Therefore the present seems
As it is stuck inside realms
Of the passed and the arriving
Repeatedly glassed still thriving...

Present a blend of future and past
Present will turn to past so fast
Which makes the past
A blend of future and present at last
The past remains always present.

I wondered why past never leaves
It's always there in the night eve's

So I see the past
Is always future and present
It never leaves at any cost
It's all the happenings and all that's meant.

I saw you
Felt butterflies in my belly
Yes for real
Put your ear here, hey but the belly button's smelly..


I see what I did there
Wasn't good enough for a joke
Or was it? It's just you Shakespeare
Go out have a smoke.

* Disclaimer* smoking kills...

Try laughing without a reason
People will consider you mad?
Well it's better than showing you're sad.
No one cares except your dad..


Nope daddies don't care
Yep yes they do
When you need em they are always there.

Unless they are alcoholic dads
Scolding, beating , hurting there lads.



Just high on pain
Not high on drugs.
No pain no gain

The eyes that smile
Takes you on a journey of thousands mile
The smile that eyes
Can't look off for a while


Her smile
Like a sad sunset
Beloved's that never met
Flowers that never get
A Springs joyous Ballet...

Her eyes
The book of love
black spot on a dove
innocence of a child
Looking for water a fire gone wild
A Lantern of light
In the darkest night..
The cry of a unloved soul
Whose wishes never unfold



Her smile
like a thief's mask
She steals me wearing that
Helps her complete her task
Stolen and left puzzled
Let me now just ask..


What makes you beautiful?
You are a magnet
I can't avoid the pull
My heart's Fallin for you
I have to be careful.


You are like a stary night
Giving a little light in the darkness.
You are rainy cloud
Watering the fields in barren mess.

You are a shady tree
Shading the ones passing by
You are a Flowers petal
Giving the nectar honey is made by.


What makes you beautiful?
You are a magnet
I can't avoid the pull
My heart's Fallin for you
I have to be careful.



You're the one that praises grace
His love all over your face
Like a firefly that fights
Even when the evil ignites


Like a bundle of small sticks
Trying to burn yourself and ignite the flame
That will keep everyone around the same
In the the cold and the hail.


What makes you beautiful?
You are a magnet
I can't avoid the pull
My heart's Fallin for you
I have to be careful.


I have to say
Whatever you say
You have had cat eyes
You cannot hide that by lies

That voice of yours
Sounds to me like a chorus
Of my favorite song
I want to replay along.
My whole life long....



And how can I stay
At the shore at the bay
You are an Ocean
Of my wishes and pray
So just let me Drown
And dissappear Like a abandoned crown....!


What makes you beautiful?
You are a magnet
I can't avoid the pull
My heart's Fallin for you
I have to be careful.

Unchallenged beauty
Beauty unchanged
Perfectly balanced beauty
Eyes remain engaged


Undisputed beauty
I lost words for your praise
Unpolluted beauty
You're ineffable in one phrase


You still seem impeccable in your flawed days
You're above the beauties
My stone heart says

Here's a poem for the hidden good
The hidden kind and the hidden truth

We are all same
In the race of life
Nobody's got a permanent stand
In the face of life


Some are born better
Some better thrive
Some are saved from tribulations
Some have survived

The ones who sailed the higher tides
The ones who fight the strongest fights
The ones who have seen the worst of nights
The ones who cry deep inside


Just take a look at yourself what do you find
You seem to think a broken mirror an unlit light?

You are wrong there's always light
You just have to know which side is right

I see in you the will and dream
You don't lead a life so mainstream
You have abilities you endured the screams
You've been prepared to create light realms


You have made it through the pain
So you don't give others the same
In the book of Lord we share one name
To act out bad is worthless and lame


The kindness in you
and the cruel world
Can never be same
You can hide it by your different name
You can't end it, you are the players in game


No skillful warrior is ever born
Until he is thoroughly torn
Burned and molded
Left alone and scolded

You have gone through the wild
No sword is made in temperature so mild

Deep inside we all know
We have big purpose we can't deny
This world is just a mere show
We are sent to the world as tweeny



These tribulations have turned you into something more
With genius mind and patience to endure
With strength to conquer
What we desire to master


These are skills not a ruthless cruelty
Lord didn't forget you It isn't a penalty
He has given you skills
So prove some loyalty


There's nothing such as permanent fate
If there is then you can create
So get everything together mate
You are never too late.

So let's raise our hopes
Let's fly through the slopes
Let's raise our head
Make the path we want to tread.


Choosing the path is your choice
It's your choice if you accomplice
Just a piece of advice
Follow the deep inward voice

You will see the path
So do your job
Before your retirement
Is signed by death.

My beloved has gone to a distant land
Shivering in cold beneath millions stars I stand
With tears in my eyes, I raise my hands
Wishing to see my beloved before I'm the property of clay and sand



I looked from the hills, she was never found
My heart prays every moment, for her to be safe and sound
I've waited so long, by time my loves not bound
I will call her name as long as I'm around.



I hope my love delivers her message through the wind
There's nothing that hides and the wind doesn't find

O wind deliver my message to the beloved if you don't mind


I'm singing and dancing everyday in ecstasy
I'm with my darling everyday in fantasy



I've fallen for you a million times
I've praised you with a million rhymes
I'll sell myself to get you a million dimes
For you I'll attempt vicious crimes



Yet there you are standing so still
I'm falling & falling and rolling down a hill

I'm here still waiting for you while
You're spending your life with a smile
I've been faithful, I don't need to cry
O these tears they are tears of joy...

Twinkling in the sky
So high and above me
You are the only light I find
So high and above me


You decorate the sky
So simple and fancy
You look like thousands eye
So simple and fancy


You witness the vicious crimes
But stay silent so still
You witness the lonely cries
But stay silent so still


I wonder to pass you by
To see the world hidden behind you
I will cross your path
To the see the world hidden behind you



You have charm to spread calm
You are diamonds so precious
While falling you grant a wish
You are diamonds so precious.

Matter of fire
Behind mask of a pious
With a wicked desire
Playing Abstentious


Flooded with pride
Hiding ungodly side
Hellish and holy alongside
Desire of realm, he couldn't hide


Adam was created
Devil's dream cremated
Bow to Adam, Lord stated
Devil's pride didn't Prostrated


Lucifer stood bold
Self burning, heart cold
Envy took hold

Million years worship still malicious
Slowly unveiling the mask of pious


How can I, a being of fire
Bow to a being created by earth?
How can I, whom angels admire
Prostrate to one, you just gave birth.


Replied the Holy wise
In his calm voice
I was all aware, of your hidden vice
How could your wickedness be revealed otherwise?


It's neither about worshipping
Nor about the praise
Obedience is the true thing
Saint's secret in one phrase


Knowing that his plan was all now ruined
But in the picture of universe he stayed tuned..
Asked the Lord, what do I get for all the worship
You say you always reward for someone's effort
I know I'm ******, away from Noah's ship


Ask what you may, it'll be granted
Said the mighty Lord
To what I say, I always accord


He asked for a life, extending to the end day
So he could deceive Adam & his sons
And to hell with Adam hey could sway
But not just Adam, but the coming billions


Said the Lord, do what you may
Leave heaven, on earth you can stay
With my creation games you can play
But the believers, you can't take them away.


Enemy of Adam is now free

Rooted by holy and evil, a tree

Stinging with providing honey a bee.

I move with the wind
My Havoc mind
You may have seen evil
I'm the one of my kind


The sinister thoughts
The wicked wishes
I see the devil hiding from me
I see his baby plans and enjoy the laugh


I'm beyond the evil
I'm beyond medival
I'm beyond greed
I'm beyond lucifers creed


The world has driven me crazy
I'm crazy I guess you say
I'm beyond the craziness
I've evolved to selflessness


What i am now
Is a selfless insanity

I don't need a reason
I've got regrets a ton

What I am now
Is a controlled destiny


Destruction is my origin
I've been destroyed and I destroy
What a selfless insanity can do
Oh my.


J.... Jester
O.... On
K..... Kings
E..... Empire's
R..... Redemption

I stumble, I fall
I cry or ask
In a shriek or melody
Surviving seems the task
Torn clothes broken body


Million eyes passing by me
Ignoring the wet eyes
Asking for some mercy, for glee
A glace on me
The kindest heart flies


Sharing one room
But left for doom
By fellow humans
I feel like an abandoned groom


The strange stares
Eyes telling no one cares
Sitting walking and dancing for dimes
They throw rocks and curse at times

Asking for food
From any hood
Will do no good
You can get it sometimes
Depends on mood

Seldom they think
About the fellows in misery
Frequently they blink
Before watering the rosery


Knowing the fact
I have an ugly face
Still my tension intact
What am I doing in this race


To them I'm a runner with no legs
Neglected like I'm a rich guy who begs

Wishing they knew my condition
So to my misery there's no addition
I guess they don't know hunger
If they did my asking food wouldn't bring them anger


I'm always trying to lend a helping hand
But they think I'm begging, there eyes filled with sand
I'm a test for them from the Lord
He's seeing which of the believers will accord
To his teachings and orders
And win the fight at borders
The borders of humanity and Animals
The borders of nature and chemicals


I'm a beggar in the streets
Walking and talking to myself
I'm lost in this ruthless world
Homeless hoping for a stranger
To pass me a smile
Talk to me for a while


The deepest secret will now I reveal
Money is the last thing a beggar begs for
I can go on without a two day meal
Even animals get food
That's no big deal

The untold wishes of a beggar never unfolds
He's begging for love, for friends, for happiness
Not courageous enough for this secret to be told
Your passing smile or a small talk can lend the courageousness
For a beggar to unveil
What he actually begs for....

When the flowers went to spring
I was left
When the flowers ran from autumn
I was left


When the moon began to shine
I was left
When the stars hid from scorching sun
I was left



When the rain feeds the barren
I was left
When the rain brought flood
I was left


When the clouds shaded the world
I was left
When the clouds roared aloud
I was left


When the Mercy was descended
I was left
When they ran from wrath
I was left


When the wind was smooth
I was left
When the wind was heavy
I was left


When everyone abandoned you
I was left
When I needed you
I was left

I talk of love
And love I hear
I walk towards love
And loves always there.


I sing of love
In love I drown
Love I find above
Love I find down



Of love I think.
In love I blink.
And in love I sink.
About love I ink.

Scars I look at them with pride
Recalling the dark times no one by my side

I have to walk the path alone now
Have to scold myself to not moan now
Leave the past , it's gone now
Scars heal the time has shown now

The world has its orders
Humans have declared borders
Selfishness is the holy creed
Revenge now I see is a good deed

What we want destroyed us
We never thought what we needed
To stay in content with what you have
Is the first step taken by the ones who succeeded

Promises are broken everyday
So are bones
Death will take grasp of just one
What about the ones who then moan?