my fingers will burn
and the tips may even char
but im reaching
and im reaching
for the second brightest star

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you're always returning,
even in the winter
i can see you peering through the clouds

*please teach me your ways

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This question comes
As unexpected as it was
that you would fall ever for me

But I'm still asking
Do you still love me?

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there are stars in the sky
and i can choose tell you about them
or i can choose to tell them all about you

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of all the things
that i have had a chance to learn
i have realised
that living
is exhaustion

This is what happens when i give you my heart
wrapped up in paper and ribbons-
it's delicate
and gifts are made to be kept

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you are in love with a girl
and you think she is beautiful
you remind her everyday

you want her for yourself
but she has shadows
and they chase

her smile is empty
though you think
it's her prettiest curve

And her veins
they run with blood
she hates it -you've observed

you are in love with a girl
but she has nothing to offer
she despises herself, there is no heart to rob her

I thought i was drowning
but the moon casts only beams
I thought i was drowning
then realised  it flooded out from me

though we were never taught,
we all smile
when we're sad

Because my science teacher taught me
that the moon evokes the tides
But she never taught me
how humans were like him too

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i am falling in love with the way he speaks
because he shouts
then he mocks
and demands to be heard
but then he listens
and he stops
but promises his return

You may not always see him
but i promise he is there
he will always steal your breath
but Death
i do not care.

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There is a summer
but even she comes with the rain.
Youre type of season
that never brings the pain

their screams are so loud
it makes my heart beat faster
but fails
to break the silence

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i find it hard to breathe
and even the air
is weighing me down tonight

though, my heart is beating
so loud i hear it in my ears
and though my wrists
may be painted blue


why does it feel like death?

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There is a sinking feeling in my stomach
and I feel the need to cry
all this water I had swallowed
when I once tried to drown
everything else
around me out

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Because i live in a world filled with people
and there is only one of you

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I want to fall
I think ill fall
but if i fall will you catch me.....


*because there is a bridge and i want to fall

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For you are everything
I have nothing to give you

But perhaps
you may still love me

i will be reaching,
and so will you
we dont care if it burns us
because the sun, is in view

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i will always expect the worst
rain has always fallen

There's a full moon
And nights like these shouldn't be wasted
Because for once,
I'm not just over here
And you're not just over there

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