Is this life
or is this death
it feels like hell
therefore i must be dead

I have spaces between my fingers
And scrapes along my knees
And there are cracks between my lips
Where empty words are breathed
Now can you see - that i am not complete?
Im waiting for your arrival
and when you come, please do not leave

Hand me a candle
though its dark inside
ill blow it out
and darling,
ill make a wish to die

I thought i was drowning
but the moon casts only beams
I thought i was drowning
then realised  it flooded out from me

The sadness isnt cruel
to survive, there's certain things to do
If only it would leave me
Because i only have room for you

Im not sleeping, not tonight,
Too many thoughts running through my mind,
Too many whispers, too much pain,
Rather think and think and start again.
Stare at the stars and think of regrets
Pray to my God for all the help i can get.

My thoughts they'll be louder than even my words.
Though as loud as they are, they'll never be heard.

to blow out the candle and mutter words of hope
used to beautiful ,signifying growth
but now all i want and all that i plead
Is that i wont remain
in time for another wish received.