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Zead Apr 2015
One splashes rainbows before my eyes
                                                               Another tries to save me before I die
What do we want with you
                                                                              As if you’ve ever gotten old
Making the world go down
                                                     Your broken gears will never be forgotten
Clean is what I wear
                                                                                              Filth is what I seek
Is it that I’m really seeking for the grace of God? is it that I’m just too scared to live? What is wrong with me?
                            The narrow gate is wide to me. What is wrong with me?
Perpetually oozing **** out of the only place I can find
                                                              I should have never started this cycle
My best friend
                                                                                                             My savior
My idol
                                                                                                     My best friend
   Who is my best friend God?    
                And why do I care so much
                     He is a joke
                              Gosh dangit!
                                    I want to live in the light
                                                  I want to walk in the Light
                                                                     I desire the LIGHT!
                                                                               God is everything beautiful
What is seen as beauty, truly is beauty:            
                                                                                             one way or another
Your response
                                                                                                           Harmonize
310 · Dec 2015
lost
Zead Dec 2015
you just don't know, until you are
and expressing that state of loss
of everything
insanities
it's all an illusion
but death is only a new way to live
it's already over, right? i mean like dude
don't give into this world,
though i'm scared that you'll die in it
for some reason, you won't even know
because you can let your conscience go
instead of growing from your conscience
but in all justifications
i love you
all of you
listening to lapfox, thinking about the abyss of lost souls as we all are.
288 · Apr 2015
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Zead Apr 2015
I can’t tear you off
But I can’t let you destroy me
How can I not be you
If you are me?
Here I lay
On my knees
Screaming as It disintegrates away
In hopeless relief

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