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Priya Patel Feb 2017
I wonder what he hides
behind those smiling lies
and the warm creeping blush
that shades his eyes

I wonder if he knows
that I can see

I wonder what he sees
when he looks at me
the flushed cheeks
and hesitant goodbyes
quivering lips
from wasted lies

I wonder what he sees*

© Priya Patel, 1/29/16

The face is the mirror of the mind, and eyes without speaking confess the secrets of the heart.
~ St. Jerome
Priya Patel Jan 2011
I am so scared
sweat beading on my forehead
goosebumps rising on my arms

One hour - 60 minutes
is he nervous or glad
happy or mad

He drove me to this moment
I did not ask for this day
I did not ask for this pain

Love, honor, obey; till death do us part
it's almost time; lawyers, witnesses, judge
tears, anger, frustration - Divorced!!
Priya Patel Apr 2011
Only laughter and smiles
Of his girls could bring
A father of two fairies
To feel like a king
No diamond or gem
Could ever compare
To the fairy dust sprinkled
By his girls unaware
Upon his heart and soul
Every moment they are near
It is these moments in life
That he shall always hold dear
Priya Patel Sep 2013
I hear the soft crumpling of leaves
beneath the paws of life
One must wither eventually, right?
I look down on grass
burnt brown from age
and rake the leaves away
with memories from summers page;
torn from the book of life
The branches on a tree
beneath a rumbling sky does sway
as if to say
goodbye
The tinkling of raindrops;
wet against dry
as if, for a moment
in mourning, clouds cry
for the soft crumpling leaves no more
Arms stretched out
eyes moist with hope
I pray for their souls to be nourished
in the memories of summers dew
Priya Patel Nov 2013
I saw a glimmer of yesterdays;
when I was with you
and you with me
when I was all
that you could see
I walked into a room and
100's of eyes began poking at me
but not he
I was a jeweled princess
in silken blue
and you had you new wife
all over you
I have moved on
of course I have
of course I have
but sometimes,
sometimes I miss
the way we used to be
when I was with you
and you were with me
Even though life was only
a pretence to be happy
Even though I was so
very lonely
Even though you were never
truly with all of me
I dont miss you
I dont, really
I am in love again
happier now than even before
in fact, much more
but in reality
I miss being part of a family
Priya Patel Sep 2015
It was her, in ribbons of gold
masking the swirls of darkness
playing in fields of fear and loneliness
hiding behind those beautiful blue eyes
The smiles were all lies;
a makeup to cover the encrusted pain,
and now she plays again
Priya Patel Jul 5
There is surely a river
that is flowing through me;
small ripples that tickle my skin,
the way you did with your eyes
Should the river of me
touch your feet,
perhaps we both
would drown within the ripples
of laughter and desire

The water; once cold, ice cold,
burnt my skin with its touch;
Now it is warm,
scented with your sweet smile
that often washes over me
in my dreams;
kissing my eyes open
to see more than the ice cold touch
of yesterday

Perhaps that is your smile
laughing in the ripples;
trying to touch me,
kissing my eyes open
to see more than pain;
to see me bloom
like the tiny flowers that
grow wild in a lovers field

~ ©️ Priya Patel
Priya Patel Apr 2015
Finally, a gentle reprieve
warm, comforting arms
engulfing me
helping me to grieve
helping me believe
that everything will be ok
This new road has just started
and the journey is long
Right now I'm in limbo
I don't seem to belong
to anything but a deep emptiness
But he is here now
arms wide and warm smile
Perhaps now, everything will be ok
Priya Patel Jul 5
I'm outside on my swing,
without the trace of a breeze
or the slightest wind;
just the scorching heat
beating down on my face,
and yet this is my happy place
The birds are humming
and the bees are buzzing,
my eyes are squinting
yet I sit here swinging;
all the while wondering,
what you must me doing
or thinking in my absence;

so I asked ...
and in honeyed words, you replied
in a way that made my eyes smile

The swing is the place to be, you said
Life is a pendulum and we like a bee
We flutter and collect in the gardens
soaking in goodness and mollen
Then only we load our everlasting pollen
Heat will cleanse you and let sweat be your attire,
for only the sun can share your fire
Finally, the internal beauty
will reflect in your desire,
for this beautiful lady's heart
is ready for a new hire  

Oh how I smiled ...

You surprised my senses,
sipping from my words,
swirling the soft taste
of my sun-soaked innocence -
and something else, a silliness perhaps;
the kind that comes from
unexpected surprises
How did the words taste, I wonder;
enough to tease your lips into a smile,
enough to tickle your pen into writing
me into the midst of your day,
and enough for the sound of your voice
to echo like a whisper within my ears
Suddenly, the swing in the early afternoon,
beneath the glaring sunlight,
wearing nothing but sweat
and silly innocence,
has become my favorite place to be

~ Priya 🕉
Priya Patel Jul 2013
The ties that bind
once, so tightly bound;
the strength of the chords
have lost their sound
and now weakens
Threads loose and frayed;
their strength
beginning to fade
softened by my tears
unravel themselves
like the words on this very page

I have come undone
I am a crumpled
piece of paper
waiting to be
ironed out

Help me once again
Bring me back
the laughter that
once spilled from your lips;
and the **** smile  
I once traced
with my fingertips
Bring me back you

The ties that bind
need only a tug
from me, from you
together
so that the unraveled
words can once again
become the poetry
of our love song
Priya Patel Apr 2011
Sands freckled with seashells
And warmed by the sun
Lie patiently waiting
For the cool waters run

The warm waves come crashing
And with passion collide
As the moans of the ocean
Wash away with the tide

Sated, the sands and the
Newly washed shells
Await the return
Of the ocean’s sweet swells
Priya Patel Apr 2011
The words, they jump right off the page
Imagination all the rage
To feel as if you are right there
Adventure finds you everywhere
The book you pick is how you gauge

The princess locked up in a cage
You are allowed to go backstage
Be the judge of how she will fair
The words, they jump

Allow your heart to take the stage
Be the hero who saves the sage
Fun and adventure in the air
Open a book, read if you dare
Respect the library with care
The words, they jump
Priya Patel Nov 2014
I watch in a silent reverie
the face staring back at me
the eyes sunken in pain
and then I cry again
This can't be me
I trace the place
with my fingertips
where once there was a smile
and now only misery
This can't be me

This can't be the pain I see
I trusted you
But you hurt me
Left me in pain while I sat in the rain
Caused so much to change
You went away
You did your own thing
Left me in this place
Broken and abused
Searching for the light
This can't be me
Priya Patel Feb 2015
This time tomorrow
there will be no more tears,
and the warmth of your arms
will soften all fears
This time tomorrow,
I will lie awake in your embrace;
the warmth of your breath
on the soft of my face
I shall watch you sleep;
our arms and legs lovingly entwine
safe in your arms
knowing that you are all mine
This time tomorrow ...
Priya Patel Apr 2011
Temporary
Imagined
Manipulating
Everytime

Transient
Ignorant
Malicious
Everytime

Tormenting
Immortal
Malfunctioning
Everytime

Tactical
Righteous­
Intuitive
Unbelievable
Majestic
Perfect
Happiness
Simple
Priya Patel Apr 2011
To touch to sense
to feel to hear
he whispers my name
and I am lost
Skin to skin
fingers to caress
his eyes seek mine
and he is lost
His breath to mine
my sweat to his
the sighs unite
and we are lost
Priya Patel Feb 2015
Your smile lingering
longingly
like a gentle breeze
frolicking in trees
Your gaze entrancing
tempting, mesmerizing
engaging me in a lovers dance
The warmth of desire
from your smoky brown eyes
a duet of stars
sparkling in the skies
Your hands on my hips
the warmth of your lips
sensually intoxicating me
with your gentle sips
seducing my senses
with just a touch of you
Priya Patel Jan 2011
So many years, so many hours

trampled on like a bed of flowers

Will provide food and water

clothing and shelter

Servitude I say

helter skelter

Trapped in a box, four walls and a hole

aching to get out, release my soul

Let me out! Let me out!

is this what hell is all about

So many years, so many hours

Trampled on like a bed of flowers
Priya Patel Jul 5
Knees bent and eyes closed
I'm ready for this next load
Head up and shoulders straight
mask on, fresh tears await
I just need to stand up tall

This load is so much heavier
and my knees are getting wobblier
Everyday, like a draft on tap
a new stress pours into my lap
I'm trying to stand up tall

I'm tired, this is way to hard
I don't like my lifes card
Surely I've been dealt the wrong hand
I just want to, once again stand
But this time, I think im going to fall

~ Priya 🕉
Priya Patel Mar 2016
Another day another hour  
lost in the hum drum  
of everyday life
I am a mother, a daughter,  
partner by your side
I never say it enough
never share what I feel
never tell you how much  I adore you,
I truly do
Your simple ways,
and the smile in your eyes  
You are the **** sporty realistic spice  
that I fall in love with day after day
There is so much I feel and not enough
words to convey how much
I truly adore you
I truly do
There is no glam or glitz
or fairytale blitz
but there is trust and love
and years of support;
an unspoken desire  
that I somehow distort
But I want you to know
after all these years
you still are the flame  to my fire...

© Priya Patel Feb 28, 2016
Priya Patel Apr 2023
I slept peacefully,
dreaming I was with you
closing the distance between
the clouds white
and the sky blue
floating on fluffy clouds of dreams
I awoke suddenly,
sinking deep into the blurry seams
suddenly, so very lost without you
and once again, widening the gap
between what I wanted us to be,
and what I always knew was true

~ ©️ Priya, 4/19

"Bitter truth of reality. When you hold something closely, you lose it nearly".

~ Pearce Crizyel
Priya Patel Feb 2022
Every single day,  
at least three times a day,
I find myself asking him
how could you forget,
or how can you blame me
for wanting to protect
when every moment spent
can so easily be forgotten
How selfish of me
not to understand or see
that this is not about me
How far have I fallen
to miss the simplest truth
that this new path we are taking
you did not choose
and in fact,  how very blessed I am
at how much is truly remembered
The simplest of truths
is that you are  just fine
perhaps it is me that has lost my way

~ Priya 🕉,  Jan 4, 22
Priya Patel Oct 2018
it's quiet,
but not as silent
as I would have imagined
after all my bricks fell down
I think, looking back over the years
even through the roughest waters
there were never any tears
just wave after wave of emotions
a swimmer fighting not to drown
but eventually,
all my bricks fell down
it's quiet
no laughter in sight
no will to fight
no longer toiling in a useless plight
just the tumbling of bricks
that fell down

© Priya Patel 10/12/18
Priya Patel Mar 2022
I found you;
hidden in a corner
on a forgotten shelf,
almost overlooked
next to something
exclusively for myself
hiding in my subconscious
where no one but me could find you

You are my needs;
and like uncultured seeds
you were left unloved
until I found you
It's my turn now
to want and need
to water my seeds
and bloom into the flower
I know I can be

~ Priya, 🕉  2/16/22

"the optimal goal is the replacement of false needs by true ones, the abandonment of repressive satisfaction"

~ Herbert Marcuse
Priya Patel Apr 2023
I tried to dip my feet in the murky water
of the lake I conciously kept passing by
I had not been there in so long;
scared of unfamiliar territories
and bringing back memories
I had tucked neatly away to be forgotten
I thought I would never get the chance
to dip my feet in again
but life can take us on so many paths;
time moving so very fast,
almost passing us by
The water was so cold,
like unfamiliar territory
that somehow I thought
I could visit again
I swirled the sand with my feet
beneath the ice cold water
and cut my toe on a shell
Just as well, I thought
Perhaps I'll try again tomorrow

~ ©️ Priya 4/21/23 🕉
Priya Patel Mar 2011
I awoke this morning
With the wind touching my face
A cool breeze waking me up,
As if shards of ice were blowing kisses. 
Touching my face, eyes, shoulders;
anywhere the warm flannel sheets forgot to protect
The morning light urges my eyes 
to open and I realize the windows
were left up to let the breezes in
Wrapping a sheet around me,
I shiver from the cool crisp air
And walk to the bench by the window 
Humming birds are practicing a duet
Such a beautiful sound to wake up to. 
The wind blows thru my hair 
And kisses my eyes. 
Good morning she says. 
Good morning ...
Priya Patel Feb 2022
Yesterday was frozen waterfalls
and so many broken dreams,
tomorrow's forcast
is unexpected it seems
Perhaps a reminisce of time lost
and a tear or few I think
endless cups of brewed coffee
nerves and anticipation on the brink
I'll share with you my secret wish
of this meeting I needed for so long
for just a hug and to hold my hands
reunite memories that together belong
Simply human but special indeed
someone so very much always in need
Weaving dreams under waterfalls
then enduring pains from broken walls
So many things I have to say to you
So many times I wanted to call
Soon, now soon I can finally tell you
Two words however small
Two words I have lived with
have fought with, have cried with
Two words that sums it all
Words that have lived beneath my breath
these two words, my fallen stars
I'm sorry ...

~ Priya 🕉 2/3/22
Priya Patel Feb 2011
What did you do

With laughter in your eyes
And a softness in your heart
What did you do to me?

Your need so strong
Your touch so sensual
Your yearning intense
Your eyes so gentle
What did you do to me?

You entrapped me with your smile
Made me a slave to your touch
Tell me, what did you do to me?
Priya Patel Jul 2013
Alone in the dark

Light bounces where you have been

Your scent still lingers

Where I lay my head at night

I dream of you in my arms
Tanka Poem
Priya Patel Feb 2020
Whispers in the wall

The walls in my room,
where my thoughts fester
like decaying bacteria,
have changed shape
They seem shorter,
like the ceiling is dropping
and suddenly, I can see
where old paint is peeling
and a cobweb I didn't see before
is now making a home
by television on the wall
My room is no longer a place of rest
not when your silence next to me
is slowly pushing me out
I can feel you next to me,
can hear your deep breathing,
inhaling, exhaling
but the warmth that once enveloped me
is now gone
So I bury myself
between the cold blankets
and listen all night
to the festering thoughts
that whispers to me from the walls


~ Priya 🕉️
Why
Priya Patel Jun 2015
Why
And so the days
are truly passing by
like the slowest floating
clouds in the sky
77 days to be exact
So many days
since I heard her voice
or see her smile
It's been a long while
It's all different now
each moment of every day
never sure what to say
or how I'm supposed to feel,
how I'm supposed to heal
The joys are not so joyful
the grief so much more
never sure
what the day has in store
for my heart
I see dad crumbling
with each day passing by
His tears I can now taste
in the corners of my eye
and he doesn't even know
And so the days
are truly passing by
like the slowest floating
clouds in the sky
and I still can't help but ask why
why her
why
Priya Patel Dec 2010
Why..
after all this time
does it still hurt

Why...
does your name
still linger on my lips

Why...
does your scent
still follow me around

Why...
do i hate you
yet question myself

Why?
Priya Patel Nov 2022
Tread soft today upon the snow
where gently she falls
and roses could grow
Let the chill of the morning
soothe your soul
as you sip from this winters morning
Priya Patel Mar 2015
Wrinkles in the corner
of eyes aged with life
and crinkles for all the
laughter and tears shared
Almost seventy years young
he has carried me strong
a lifetime of burdens
he has bared
His shoulders wide
as mountain tops high
with welcoming arms
the span of the sky;
He carries his burdens
and stresses all on his own;
only laughter and smiles
does he show;
he is truly the most remarkable
man I know
So with heavy heart
and crystal tears,
I dedicate this to my papa
who has carried me
for so many years
I just want to say
I love you...
I think,  sometimes,  we forget just how much our parents give of themselves for their children.   But I do not, I remember every single day.  With love, to my dad.
Priya Patel Jul 2013
My mind wonders
meandering painfully
through nooks and crannies
reading through words and sighs
worrying about what
is worrying you
Priya Patel Jul 2013
Wondering thoughts

Sometimes,
in the quiet of the night
I allow my thoughts
to wonder free
to let my thoughts
just be
To play dress up
with faith, hope,
and happiness too;
and sometimes my thoughts
just want to be blue
and thats ok too
In the quiet of the night
my thoughts become super hero's
and I lie there patiently
just waiting to be saved
Priya Patel Jul 2013
How deep the cut
from the blade
in your words;
the stabbing jolt
of an unrequited love
My screaming walls
a resurrection
of hurt and shame
Is that blood in your tears
Don't! Your pity is silence enough
Priya Patel Feb 2020
I accept, I'm in denial,
head over heels, madly in love
with living each day in the dark
The bite of truth is so much harder
then the occasional sudden bark
It's easier this way
It hurts less, makes the truth
seem so much less important;
until it's not
Denial felt safe
but never truly real,
and now the bite
I can finally feel;
the ripping of flesh
bit by bit with subtle nips
of truth
Dark was good, but grey ...
this frightens me
I have too many questions
that I'm too scared
to find answers to,
too many clues
that leaves me asking,
What do I do?
So yes, I'm living in no
Let fate question the answers ...


~ Priya 🕉️ Feb 19, 2020
Hiding from the truth makes being found, that much harder to accept.   Denial is just a temporary fix.
Priya Patel Jul 2013
You are me
A diamond in the rough
and an unpolished gem
Rough around the edges:
sparkles hidden by worn
patches of life
Lost in the hum drum
of broken hopes and dreams
separated by stretches of land;
yet somehow, united on a whim

You are me
A mixture of soils and faiths
A terra cotta ***
planted with seeds of hope
You are the stem
to my blooming petals
Grounding me, nourishing me
together we are the Earth's rose

You are me
Hummingbirds of hope
and lovebirds in the spring
We are a paradise of believes
in an ocean sparkling blue
filled with all our
dreams come true
Priya Patel Dec 2010
Dear friend,

I searched the world for you
climbed the highest mountain
swam the longest nile

Why were you hiding?

I faced horrific demons
swam through trecherous waves
almost drowning in tears of frustration

Where were you?

I heard you were hurting
felt your heart melting
sensed you were wanting

I'm looking... I'm comming

Then there you were
right beside me
within me

You are me..
Priya Patel Sep 2013
Hidden behind dark brooding clouds,
a faithful sky
peeks through
to a down casted eye
Eyes hazed with doubt
and speckled with despair
searching for hope
looking everwhere
losing faith
in the one constant light
in his life; me
I am here my love
lost in my own brooding clouds
battling some of my
worst personal doubts
Look up sweetheart
and peek through
the dark skies above
There you will find hope
swimming in a bath of my love
A light so bright
it will drown
all your doubts away
I am here
Priya Patel Feb 2020
Your words

Your words, so cold
as you spit them in my face
Freezing embers
burning my heart
Like festering ants
multiplying words
a wall now built
tearing us apart
Your words, so cold
have frozen my heart
and I can't get the hurt
off my mind
Your words, so cold
and you don't even know
you don't even know
what you said


🕉️ - Priya

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