I have this fear of losing you,
And I can't keep it off my mind.
The fear of dying anytime,
Just when you say a word and the spell will eventually cast me.
The fear of you pulling the trigger,
Of the gun I personally handed to you.

Congratulations.


You finally killed me today.

You know what hurts me the most?

Your actions.
The things you do
and the way you replaced us
like it was nothing to you.

I made a mistake.
I made love again with you last night.
I love you,
You do love me, but you also want someone else.
And what's make it more painful?
Because I did know.
We let our emotions take us over.
I let you linger in my skin.
I touched you like there's no tomorrow.
Our lips met again since I don't know when.
And our body missed each other so much.
It was a painful, yet magical memory.
It was so wrong but it feels so right.
Now I regret that it happened,
Letting you in again was a big mistake.
I was on my way of moving on from you.
Now I'm pain again.
And I'm back in the starting line again.

You can't break her heart,
So you break mine instead.

Even if I'm not the reason of your smile,
Nor the one who brings sunshine in your day.
Neither the one who gives you happiness,
And not the one you dreamed your future with.
Even my heart is aching seeing you happy with someone else,


I am still happy for you.

I was a game
you played too well.

How can you stay
on someone you need to move on from?

If you are not ready
to swim
her ocean-depth love,
Bring back
your shallow
feelings to the shore.

And we're back
at being
strangers.

Sorry if I was not enough....


Sorry if I loved you too much....

Pain turned to scares,
Moments turned to memories.
Friendship turned to betrayal,
And love turned to indifference.

Rain
always
reminds
me
of
you.

I knew you were a pain in the ***,
Long before we started anything.
Now that I let you in and I can't find my way out of you,
I suffer alone, and the shame is on me.

I found you,
But I lost myself.

I helped you to make your world complete,
But you just destroyed mine.

You before me,
That was I stuck on my head.

Not knowing I lost the game from the start,
I was the only one who poured true love from the heart.

You don't know
How painful it is to watch,
To let the person you love
Love someone else.

Specially if that
"someone else"
is your closest friend.

Behind this strong woman that you admire,
Is a fragile girl who wears a mask to at least ease the pain.
Behind this strong image she portrays,
Is a lost soul who search for a reason to live.
She acts like she don't care about you anymore,
But she still hope it's you and her at the end.
Behind that smile she wore,
Shows an aching heart when the curtains fall.

And it kills her,
To show up to everyone
and pretend that she's okay.

You're giving me
hundred reasons to leave,

But I'm always able to find
one reason to stay.