Even at my best,
I'm still not enough for you.


And I think, I'll never be.

Pain turned to scares,
Moments turned to memories.
Friendship turned to betrayal,
And love turned to indifference.

I made a mistake.
I made love again with you last night.
I love you,
You do love me, but you also want someone else.
And what's make it more painful?
Because I did know.
We let our emotions take us over.
I let you linger in my skin.
I touched you like there's no tomorrow.
Our lips met again since I don't know when.
And our body missed each other so much.
It was a painful, yet magical memory.
It was so wrong but it feels so right.
Now I regret that it happened,
Letting you in again was a big mistake.
I was on my way of moving on from you.
Now I'm pain again.
And I'm back in the starting line again.

It just happened in an hour,
But the memory stays forever, so as the pain.
It was a mistake,
But it was a mistake I'm willing to commit.