everyone deserves a second chance
**but not for the same mistake

I often find myself wishing the best for everyone *except myself

Leave before they love you
Or
Stay until they don't anymore

i have no idea where i'd be without you
you breath air back in my lungs
you fill in the emptiness i feel with love, laughter, and life
you make my heart beat again
a day well spent is always a day spent with you
you can even make me feel better than music does
i can't describe the quality you have
to make me insanely happy when i feel my worst
my best friend, my soulmate, my partner in crime
and you do all this 3,000 miles away
**i have no idea where i'd be without you

He was like an angel that fell from heaven


*But so was Lucifer

In order to move on, you must understand why you felt what you did and why you no longer need to feel it.

Love lasts about seven years. That's how long it takes for the cells of the body to totally replace themselves.

they aren't worth your tears,
your precious time,
your perfect body,
your unconditional love,
your happy smile,
your sleepy face or sleepy voice,
your late night thoughts,
your weird laugh,
or how in love you are with the rain
and that one band, or
how your eyes glow when you sing
or that one shirt you wear way too much,
or how your eyes sparkle when you stare into space

you deserve the world,
my friend

I wonder whose arms I would run and fall into if I were drunk in a room with everyone I have ever loved

Well I tried my best
My heart has been ripped out my chest
Nothing left but to cry
I'm sorry dear friend but I want to die
I've made my bed in which I lie
I don't understand, I don't know why
Maybe because you left me high and dry,
Maybe because you said goodbye
I won't[die]; it's fine, I'm just wandering in space
My mind and heart are in fast pace
How the hell is this 'okay'?
I wish the world would stop the noise
in my head; I just want to hear his voice
Oh how silly I'm being for a boy
that still brings me joy

Say you love me, I'm yours
Your smile and laugh are my cures
Didn't realize you'd be this immature
Go ahead, you have the floor
Tell me what you're looking for
"I'll never leave", you swore
Well there you went out the door

The same person that broke you
**can't fix you

I'd rather fight with you
Than laugh with another

It breaks my fragile heart
Even further to go through
My 2015 best memories
And they're all with
Someone who I can't even
Recognize anymore

I wish I could take away your pain

Falling in love is easy
Staying in love is hard

"That's the problem with relationships. You change the other person."

You don't need water to feel like you're drowning, do you?

I have no regrets, trust you me.
But that doesn't mean I don't recognize when
I've done someone wrong, made a mistake,
or made the wrong choice.

I am destroying myself so others can't
It's a twisted kind of control but it's the only kind I got

not one second goes by that i don't wish you were here with me

I have everything, honey
*Except a **** to give about you

Anyone can leave your mind, but your heart . . .

Nothing haunts us like the things we don't say

We catch each other's glances occasionally
And I guess that's all I need
To know that deep down
Someway, somehow
You still care
We laugh at the same things in class
And I guess that's all I need
To know that deep down
Someway, somehow
You haven't changed

It's kind of a head **** honestly
How I can love and love and love
And not stop
No way, no how
No matter how bad you've hurt me
It's funny, actually
How "just the thought of you
Makes me stop before I begin" (Frank Sinatra)
And I feel better
Inevitably, I just do

But you also tear me down
I want to die, but I want to live
*I'm trying

"There are parallel universes out there where this didn't happen. Where I was with you and you were with me. And whatever universe that is, that's the one that my heart lives in."

i feel just like i did in June
and that's the worst i could feel
but i guess that it's okay
because i already knew that
*everything ends

don't know how i've been living
before i met someone like you
that makes me feel so alive

Maybe we'll meet again, when we're slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I'll be right for you and you'll be right for me. But right now I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart.

i don't want to be your friend i want to kiss your lips

What happened to "You can leave me as many times as you want, but I'm never leaving you"

It's getting bad again

I thought to myself why we couldn't be friends
It isn't because you can't be friends with an ex
It isn't because I still love you or you still love me
It isn't because we haven't moved on
It isn't because we're both depressed and think we are both better off
It isn't because I miss you, my best friend
It isn't because the memories flood back every now and then
It isn't because you want to leave reality
It isn't because I have too much to worry about besides the ghost of you
It's simply because sometimes when people grow, they grow apart
But we are both withering and worse off
So tell me again, why can't we be friends?

For anything you do in life
The smiles should always
Outweigh the tears and if
They don't, change the
Direction you're going in

I'm trying to be okay with closing
This chapter of my life away
But all these problems will still
Be here after midnight anyway

Living in the past and scared of the future that I cant live in the present happily

I can't tell the difference between what's for the better and what's for the worst. At this point everything I do is to self-destruct.

Razors pain you
Rivers are damp
Acid stains you
and drugs cause cramps
Guns aren't lawful
Nooses give
Gas smells awful
*You might as well live

I long to be your friend again,
Anything but the radio silence you give me.
But I look at you and I feel nothing but love
I still don't know how I'm supposed to
Make it all go away, the pain and love.
The memories still make me smile and might leave a
Bitter aftertaste, but I'd never regret anything.
I just look at you and feel nothing but love,
No amount of heartbreak or screams into nothingness
Will ever let me hate you, and I hope I never have to.
So until next time. . .

The day you stop looking back is the day you can start moving on

If you can see a future without me and that doesn't, like, break your heart, then we aren't doing what I thought we were doing here

"Why does it feel so impossible to let you go? It's an addiction, you know. That's all it is. It's a biochemical addiction. It's so stupid."

I begin to assemble what weapons I can find
'Cause sometimes to stay alive you got to **** your mind

The past is dead and buried.
You get nothing from living there.