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Savannah Jun 2018
Dad there's now words i can say but,
The only words i can say are
I love you
I miss you
I wish you were still here us your family.

I look back and say its not true that your gone
I wanna pick up the phone and
I wanna call you
I realise that i can't when i do pick up my phone.

Dad its too soon for you to be gone
Dad you should still be here with us your family
Dad you have been token away way to soon
Your pictures dont seem real
I wanna call you
I wanna talk to you

I wounder if your pound of me?
I wounder if your around me?
I wounder if you miss me?

As i lay in bed i know i will never hear your voice again
I will never hear you say "your gonna do it anyways"
I will never hear you say "i love you" or "i love you too"
I will never hear you say "goodnight"

I know the past is the past
I forgive you daddy

You are with the angels and
You are no longer in pain
You are with your dad
You are with your granddaughter
You are with your grandfather
You are with all your family you miss

And one day you will be all your family

Dad i know I've disappointed you alot
Dad i know I've missed up alot
Dad i know I've done things you dont like
Dad i know I've done a lot but i know
You miss us

I wish you where still here.
I love you
You are one of my angels

                                                      June 3, 2018
Savannah Dec 2017
I saw this on Facebook and really felt the need to share it. I have NEVER seen a more perfect poem, written in the saddest way.          

"I destroy homes, tear families... apart - take your children, and that's just the start.
I'm more costly than diamonds, more costly than gold - the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
And if you need me, remember I'm easily found.
I live all around you, in schools and in town.
I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door.
My power is awesome - try me you'll see.
But if you do, you may never break free.
Just try me once and I might let you go, but try me twice, and I'll own your soul.
When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie.
You'll do what you have to just to get high.
The crimes you'll commit, for my narcotic charms, will be worth the pleasure you'll feel in your arms.
You'll lie to your mother; you'll steal from your dad.
When you see their tears, you should feel sad.
But you'll forget your morals and how you were raised.
I'll be your conscience, I'll teach you my ways.
I take kids from parents, and parents from kids, I turn people from God, and separate from friends.
I'll take everything from you, your looks and your pride, I'll be with you always, right by your side.
You'll give up everything - your family, your home, your friends, your money, then you'll be alone.
I'll take and I'll take, till you have nothing more to give.
When I'm finished with you you'll be lucky to live.
If you try me be warned this is no game.
If given the chance, I'll drive you insane.
I'll ravish your body, I'll control your mind.
I'll own you completely; your soul will be mine.
The nightmares I'll give you while lying in bed.
The voices you'll hear from inside your head.
The sweats, the shakes, the visions you'll see.
I want you to know, these are all gifts from me.
But then it's too late, and you'll know in your heart, that you are mine, and we shall not part.
You'll regret that you tried me, they always do.
But you came to me, not I to you.
You knew this would happen.
Many times you were told, but you challenged my power, and chose to be bold.
You could have said no, and just walked away.
If you could live that day over, now what would you say?
I'll be your master; you will be my slave.
I'll even go with you, when you go to your grave.
Now that you have met me, what will you do?
Will you try me or not?
Its all up to you.
I can bring you more misery than words can tell.
Come take my hand, let me lead you to hell."
Savannah Oct 2017
So many thoughts going
Though my head
As i figure my life out
Figure me out
Figure everything out
I am lost

Lost is a good way of putting how
I feel and go with it

Lost? Lost im not for sure what to do
A lot going though my head
Spinning things around
Thinking is not one for me
My action's are who i am

My action's are who i am
My action's speak louder then my word's
If you know me and be around me for some time
You will know that i don't think i do

I do what my heart is who i am
I'm working on learning on loving me
Loving me
Being comfortable about me

Be comfortable with myself
Means stop judging myself and
And love me.

Love me means don't care what anyone
Say's about me and love me for me.

                                                              7:38 Am
Savannah Sep 2017
Four walls around me
I cant get out
No one hears me
I set and wounder

Why am i always hurt
Why do i feel empty
Why am i always hurting

My heart hurts
I wounder why?
Wish someone could take it
All away
Savannah Sep 2017
i cant trust my husband
i have a backstabber as a friend
this isn't the beginning
but, soon be the end.

I'm writing this note in advance for
my mistakes, this is my ******
life i don't know how much more i
can take.

the end is coming soon
i can feel it in my blood
while i'm lying in my room
thinking of the past
this is my ****** life
in which won't last

the end will come tonight
ill be leaving this earth
ill soon be leaving your site
this is my ****** life
it'll be over soon

life will soon be a dream
whether i like it or not
i hold in my a gun
in which only has one shot.

the thought makes me cry
i cant stand anymore for tonight i shall die
and tomorrow will be no more.

so i'm saying goodbye
please don't cry for me
all that i ask
is for you to write my eulogy.
its getting harder to breath
all i can see is darkness
please forgive me!!!

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