A whisp of smoke,
A smidgen of mist,
And a dusten of rain,
Nothing more nothing less,
No sun, no moon,
No two lovers gazing at the stars,
Just the cold empty space,
The tendrils of mist sweeping over the hills,
The smoke moving in front of the fire,
Hiding the angry red flames of hate,
The rain so desperately trying to stop,
The fire,
But it will not stop because YOU,
stoked its flames, you fed its fuel,
But then you left, left it to die,
To wither and lose its heat,
Left it to become cold as night,
But then you expect it to be there for you,
When you left,
Expect it to keep you warm,

A whisp of smoke,
A smidgen of mist,
And a dusten of rain,
All it would have taken was one word,
But you refuse to see what you did,
Refuse to see what you made,
Happen,
So I will not stop burning,
I will not stop until you,
See.

I will burn everything to the ground just to make you see me once again.

Little by little,
The passion fades,
The love falls away,
And little by little,
My soul shrivels,

You say that you love me,
But do you,
So you really love me,
Or do you say it just,
To appease me,

You said that you would be there forever,
But will you,
No you won't because really you don't want me to stay,
You want him,
And him alone,
I'm just a back up plan of a back up plan,

But yet here I am even when your love fades away,
And your passion has all but disappeared,
Mine only expands,
And my love grows stronger,

For although I am only third best,
I am still here for you shnufflepuff,
My love my be blind love and devotion,
But it is unconditional love,

Forever in love with you.
Signed

Pookie.

its easy to hide,
to not show your self,
its easy to just disappear,
its easy to stop texting stop calling,
stop all communication,

**** like magic,
gone with out a trace,
its easy,
a bit of smoke there,
a few mirrors here,
and i'm invisible,
gone to the naked eyes of everyone,
all those people who want to pry at the open wounds,

so here i go again spreading the smoke and placing the mirrors,
making it so that all the people who want to hurt,
who want to pry,
who want to rip apart everything in there path,

so with a magic word,
or a swish of a wand,
im gone,
like smoke and mirrors,

im just the smoke that everyone will ignore,
dissipating in the air.

My eyes to heavy to stay open,
My arms to heavy to lift,
My legs to heavy to move,

Everything is just to much,
Everything is to heavy,
Everything is too much,

I'm just so tired,
Tired of trying,
Tired if trying move something that won't move,

It's just to heavy,
It's just to much.

A slow rhythm,
A beat,
Slow steady,
Beat after beat,
A pulse of life and death,
Beat after beat,

Like rain falling from the sky,
The drops fall repeatedly,
Over and over,
Beat after beat,
It's never ending,
It never stops,
There are no breaks in this storm,

The storm is life,
The rain drops are my heart beats,
The lighting and thunder my nightmares,
The cold is how I feel,

The beat of my heart keeps going no matter what,
No matter how much I want the cold to take,
No matter how much I want the rain to drown me,
No matter how hard I try the beat is still there,
All be it weaker every day,

The steady rhythm,
The beat
Beat
Beat.

I don't know what to say anymore,
I don't know what to think anymore,
I don't know what to do anymore,

My mind,
My body,
My heart,
My soul,
Do not know what to do anymore,

Time has just stopped,
It's like I'm just treading water,
I'm not moving,
Not going any where,
Just trying to keep myself afloat,

I don't know when I keep treading water,
Everyday my legs and arms get weaker,
The water keeps on getting deeper and deeper,
My body gives in,
I don't know why,
Why is it that I survive,

I don't know what to do,
What to think or feel,
I don't know which way to go,

I can't take it much longer,
It won't be long before my head goes under the water,
And I won't tread water anymore.

I don't know why,
But when I lay here watching the rain fall,
I remember all the pain,
The sorrow and sadness,
It's like each raindrop,
Is like tear shed by the sky,

It's like the world is crying for all of us,
See our sadness each day and night,
Like it holds it in for as long as it can,
But like tonight the sky cries,
And shows us that it sees our pain,

And I sit here and see in those tears my memories and sadness,
And like the sky I hold it in,
But then I cry and let it out,
Because I can't hold it in anymore,

My tears like the rain drops,
Dropping and hitting the floor,
With no sympathy,
With no one there to wipe them away,

But sky gives us one thing when it cries,
And that's a new start,
It washes away the tear tracks,
And washes away our actions,

The sky sees out pain and when it rains it rains for us,
Showing us that it sees,
And It knows our pain,

So let it rain and wash away out tear tracks,
And give us a new start.