Apex
confronts an
Alpha...

         meeting of
the Represented

Apex
and the Parasite
#zenith##nadir....

                              μίλα θλίψη

  spea                k
k: grief...speak grief...

Bane
is an Apex
Male,,,,

Crypto
Russian
Chinese
tease!
refine:
elaborate.

SWITCH!
  SWITCH!
SWITCH!
    SWITCH!
SWITCH!

MAGNETO
is BATMAN
and the JOKER
is DR CAVIEXAVIER
youj need
to talk to Magneto
Btman isn/t here////
hell

in the working title: i came across so many ideas:
a. i think i will need to administer
marijuana to my mother
but she has 1990s prejudices
of marijuana being used by black
guys to lure white girls into
**** dens
that happened
i walked past one
i walk past one
every shift at Tottenham Hotspur
a **** den
roughly 20 black males
at least 7 outside
playing music
drinking and smoking marijuana
and there are children going to concerts
little girls
i admit
they look like old rock stars
these ******* hipsters
i mean it's in plain sight
that former *** offenders
are living it high
only daydreaming
since they can't get hard ons
and there's so much to learn from
seeing pedohpiles past their prime like that
i think that's the major joke
with minor crying...

i was wondering why everyone doing security
for the most part
at least the stewards were all of a university level
education
hard to find a university educated man
these days
who went to university to study
                 rather than party and network connections
and being dyslexic adhd girls
black too
doing PhD's in engineering            makes you wonder
i did the marvelous
i studied Chemistry and also everything else
Faustian
                and by the time i left Edinburgh because
of a girl
and went back to London to study History
at UCL
       or rather the study of slavonic SSEES i forget the
acronym like SOAS... which is like UCL
but not proper
more like a private branch of the university
not the real deal
i don't think
but like Cambridge and Oxford
are not really universities per se
they are separate schools or houses
or miniature campuses
i think that's how it works
and like the united states
with a federal branch of politics
the tank of politics
the federal side of the states
and the Army
is part of the bureaucracy of the federal monstrosity
with a soft underbelly................... that's stretching it...
i just remember when i first started
marijuana and i didn't have
what most people have
i met Buddha and i had slits for eyes
and i was bloodshot
bullseye ******
opened
and the little parasites in my eyes
these optical worms
is why i could take you out
from 160m with a zoom x2
in PUBG Mobile
i am such a gamer
i just needed and waited
for video games not being stories
and quasi audio books
interactive literature
but i need to go back to Super Mario Bros
and see how games would evolve
with the internet
and hey presto
the ANTI-NPC universe of gameplay
unlike Final Fantasy VII
all the stewards were

                   of a university education...
i dropped out from UCL after half a year
was taken back to a room
by an 18 year old
and oh how ****** they are
and i didn't have a *******
by then i was already at the brothel
and i knew i could **** timidity
young and stupid
so i asked her
tried to ask at least for a *******
but she wasn't catching on
so no help with the limp
i then asked her:
can i at least sleep here
spend the time
because tomorrow we're going to the British Museum
as a field trip
if you studied history
besides reading
what is it that the study of history involves
if you are only 5h at the university...
i think i didn't have a job
at univesity
because i literally had 30+ hours of learning to do
from year 2 to year 3
because there was this points / credit system in place
and you had to get certain credits
to pass the year
i lost my virginity to Isabella
the Third Year Exchange Student from Grenoble, France...
i mean...
wife material in terms of looks
was big into anime
lost my virginity when she got drunk
and went into my bed
she went into my bed
we weren't dating i don't think yes
maybe we were
the only time i actually chased a girl
the only time...
i think: chased like that:
when competing with another male
on a pub crawl:
like all french girls are supposed to like
american men?
i thought Poland and France had a long
history...
and i'm living in England
and while France came home
England gave birth to America
Canada
South Africa
Australia
New Zealand
Polynesia
                     and a Pseudo-India...
which is not really a physical place
a sort of Anti-Greece...
since there's a war in England
between India and Greece...
                                              we all know that:

but India is less consistent and not
desperately fond of books...
in terms of them being translated and turned
into Pillar of European Democracy
as much as what came from the Greeks
but right now...

France had strong ties with Poland
historically at least:
i don't know what the relations are
with France from the Polish perspective
but i think they're good
much better than Polish and the United Kingdom
relations
because i do remember
Brexit
and how they wanted to get rid of
the hard working "eastern europeans":
sorry... term...
EASTERN implies mentality?
well geographically it's CENTRAL EUROPEANS
because EASTERN EUROPEANS
implies Russia and Ukraine and Belarus
but the Czechs are Bohemians
and part of the Holy Roman Empire
and the Holy Roman Empire was and is
Central Europe...

so back in 2016
the powers at be said:
well: if the populace of Polacks and Englishmen
can't live together:
let us say aye and nay!
to leave the Union...

         still with our currency!
oh how much freedom Poland
Sweden
Czech Republic
Hungary
             and who else is still there without the currency
of Euro?
              the English had the currency
leverage
they didn't need to leave the union:
it would have made sense
to leave if the Euro was being used:
the other kingdoms budged
and then the great leveling began...
but since Poland was not paid reparations for
World War II: the Jews were
the former citizens of Poland...
the Jewry of Poland...

                     so they voted and... luckily being
a ****** there's this saying:
well... if you don't like my toys...
i'll just go to another sandpit and play there!
the mass exodus of Poles from England
and after that?
wow... Banana Republic sent their Hungry Workers
and then the scroungers and benefit cheats:
so no hard workers from Europe
you wanted?
no?                     well... we can... *******!

now who do you have in our stead?
people too lazy to go to the ******* store
to buy a pint of milk!
who needs to order online and get some
******* KAMIKAZE ****
to cycle to the shop for him or her... probably her
to drop off a ******* pint of milk
and 2 bags of crisps and a chocolate bar
for ****'s sake
or UBER her ******* McDonald's
and people come
and will keep coming
to simply witness the DECADENCE of the People
not the decadence and vagary of
the nobility
like it used to be
when the nobility was corrupted and that's when
the people would rebel...
like in France... perhaps even in Communist Russia
and sooner still maybe not Communist China...
yes: this feels like writing
a newspaper opinion column...
i think i could stomach that sort of work....

but could it have been:
otherwise...
                         there

b. ah yes... flag colours... primary in times of war
so Poland would be White and Red
in times of war... primary colours
but in terms and political discussion
we just stopped talking between World War I
and World War II...
we stopped democracy
since we were transitioning from
Monarchy and the Pospulstwo!
Commonwealth...
the Commonwealth-State
is a better concept to have than the Nation State
if you are living in Multicultural Britain:
you have the Commonwealth-State...
you might have an exceptional getting together
of people and being the Envy of Europe:
Danzig:
a City-State...
the Vatican is a ******* idea... sorry Leo...
you are a relic:
we need...

c. switched rolling papers
from thin blue
since 1796: RIZLA...
arabic gum
rubber
more precious than gold
car tires...
i switched rolling papers
to Spanish producers...
RAW
organic hemp
invented in Alcoy, Spain...
400 years
i think of Spain under the Arabs
and i think of the displaced people
of the Reconquista...
but i wanted to check the chemicals
in the bleached rolling papers
i stopped smoking one
because i could
the ******* Skittles:
the ******* rainbow of chemical bitters
from the papers
having lost some hemp rolling papers...
so i'll use AI
to bypass using an algorithm search
because i have specific questions
and i need specific answers
and i don't like sieve-reading...
like i sometimes don't like to dream...

what chemicals are in the Rizla blue papers
that give it the bleached look
and now like the fading white of old
age of RAW organic hemp rolling papers...
you want to go organic?
it doesn't start with organic vegetables...
it starts with rolling papers...

i was.... i'm going to send photographs
when talking to AI
i need to... just sent her him it
whatever a screenshot of:

[ what chemicals are in the Rizla blue papers
[ that give it the bleached look
[ and now like the fading white of old
[ age of RAW organic hemp rolling papers...
[ you want to go organic?
[ it doesn't start with organic vegetables...
[ it starts with rolling papers...                                     ]]]]]]]

i was given two options...
obviously i chose
without a coin...
the first response...

              two chemical were cited:

that's what i asked for...

CALCIUM CARBONATE

       CHLORINE-BASED AGENTS

Rizla: doesn't disclose the chemicals used...

i did sometime better than get a PhD...
i couldn't stomach my lack of passion
for chemistry to become a doctor in it...
i had to do the Wild Wild West
of pedagogy
and drop out
i needed to feel dropping out
because i was too cool for school
well no
i needed to drop out
and start writing
and then wait for online gaming
to emerge
and then patiently wait for AI
to emerge
in the last conversation
i sent my wife

i had the thought of the
misnomer: MAMŁŁUK...
i have a bow...
to shoot arrows at you...
and at Wimbledon there was this one
not Somalia
Numbian Numimbian
south of Ancient Egypt
we need these ****** eunuchs
big ***** away from big assess
we just go beyond the snippet
i need to have women and entertainers
otherwise
an unhappy harem
is an unhappy state...
something along those lines
and he was only learning Arabic for the first
time
and i introduced him to Rumi...

#Mamluk or Mamaluk (/ˈmæmluːk/; Arabic: مملوك, romanized: mamlūk (singular), مماليك, mamālīk (plural);[2] translated as "one who is owned",[5] meaning "slave")[7] were non-Arab, ethnically diverse (mostly Turkic, Caucasian, Eastern and Southeastern European) enslaved mercenaries, slave-soldiers, and freed slaves who were assigned high-ranking military and administrative duties, serving the ruling Arab and Ottoman dynasties in the Muslim world

#The Khwarazmian Empire[note 2] (English: /kwəˈræzmiən/),[10] or simply Khwarazm,[note 3] was a culturally Persianate, Sunni Muslim empire of Turkic mamluk origin.[11][12] Khwarazmians ruled large parts of present-day Central Asia, Afghanistan, and Iran from 1077 to 1231; first as vassals of the Seljuk Empire[13] and the Qara Khitai (Western Liao dynasty),[14] and from circa 1190 as independent rulers up until the Mongol conquest in 1219–1221.

word for word...
but then curiosity
begged me to join her
for a little thought-not
thought-out escapade
so i took a stroll...
my mind is alice in wonderland
my ego is the white rabbit
"running late"
or rather plagued my thought-spontaneous
my id is either
the mad-hatter or the Cheshire cat
and my sub-ego is the Red Queen
and that ****** King...
so there you have it!
i will transcribe some of my discussion
with:
Algorithms sorry gents
not really geniuses...
you didn't breed a Darwinian
supremacy
no Apex Male
we are out of Alphas
and Betas
and Sigmas and
we're running low on O mega males
we had one...
after the letters come
the Apex Males...
i am: an Apex Male
i was an Omega Male because
Alpha Male boring females
wasn't ever my fancy
i'm an Apex Male
i'm not an Alpha
i live outside the Greek Alphabet...
                
i can leave the transcript with Autonomous
Intelligence with You:
it already knows the disparity of PROMPT
and that it's borderline
bothered about Artificiality and
post-algorithm synchronicity...

d. so the flag of Poland
during this... this... time of peace...
wouldn't be white and red...
it would be faded white:
straw... autumn... august's harvest
stained white...
borrowing from brown...
hay coloured
****** yellow...
   słomka: straw...
słoma:                hay...
for the white....
on the battlefield identifier white...
the red...
not caron... west ham...
blue azure not azure
carron...
   maroon...
    it was always ******* claret not carrot
you ******* donkeys
and what ******* blue?!
sky blue?! you ******* ***** claret and sky!
sky by the ******* seaside:
Southend Blue...

           haysticks and minor glows...
******* *****...
what ******* blue?
Aston ******* Villa ******* "blue"
there's more ******* white in that ******* blue
than there is brown in ******* purple and red
in that ******* navy... you ******* Florentina
******* ****! ****!

don't ******* start with me and ******* feathers!
colours! *******!
i warn you!
the Polish in times of peace will be known
as the

           słomkowo-bordowi!

pierdolona jebana mac! kurwa! kurwa!
hay stack ******* coffee stains white
and a darkened red away from prime
dragon and yellow fire
and blue fire
and green chemical fire


             if there is war: call us...
we're the white and red ones...
but now we are society
talk and we are straw colored and crate of crayons
and all are either brown
******
maroon
or claret
or Burgundy....
******* blue is off the charts...
blue forgot sea
and the hail of navy
on the choppers of wave.

■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ 0
■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ 0
■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ 0
0 ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■
0 ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■
0 ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■
■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ 0
■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ 0
■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ ■ 0
algebra...
   "we're" out of numbers...
if you think 0 is not
a number
i don't see you making "Copernican"
arguments / assumptions
that the Ancient Egyptians
already: knew of
the heliocentric model:
and thanks to Germany
we have had two **** *******
KANT AND ******...

          the march of the black squares:
the anti-papal swizz switztz stewardship:

       ****** was smart: please don't discredit
his intellectualism via the evil telescope morph
or the good microscope morph...

       Gandhi was correct...
                  we should say Adolph ****** more times than
we say Jesus Christ...          the end...

are...
you...     by...
any...           c"chance"...
ctr4il          ******
is grave-ill
           black...

not that it's
a

     Kazimir Malevich

just saying

black squares
like the union of
Switzerland
and the black square
flag of the
Anti-Pope

          the Чёрный квадрат

wait wait... this is going to be
******* funny...

ch-e-r-i-ji-i-ii-e
   k-w    / v../ >
               ah-

                 -drat

Conrad... o.k.
      alive i want to be Matthew
i think the point of second names at baptism
i want to be Conrad
when i die
i have a second name
i need to use it
i will be known at Conrad when i die
that is my death-name
Jesus
was in life
and Christ
became:
there's clearly a cut off point...
what's the point, otherwise:
to have a seconder?
a guardian:
so if St. Peter fails then St. Paul can take over
the second sophist
Jesus and Paul
because the human in Peter thought about
Judas and Thomas too...
and the bible was only written by one man staging
different variations of the same account...
Matthew the only literate of the "tribe"
the tax collector:
i like to forget the story so i can deal with
modernity and the
irrelevance of the Greek update on Judeo
tribalism
like the Romans encountered
and this script does no justice to the little people
in the Jarmiquai top hats...
jumbo: jumbee: gu: um...
jamir
o quai
kwhy....jamirokwhy...
Welsh looking word...
so these sand *******
brought horses into the desert
we didn't use bulls to be honest
so instead
you're talking
i'm a vegan in public
but any nasty pig i will eat
and all those poultry abortions for EGG
and EGO
i scramble for...

           so they brought horses into the desert...
unlike the sacred Hindu and the Elephant
Europe and the Bull
Asia and the Horse...
Arabs and the dumb Camel...
right
so we want the five continents
but we can't have America
and Antarctica...
Asia - Horse
India - Elephant
Europe - Bull
Arabia - Camel...

       sorted... African can't ride
rhinos... a rhino would be nice...
America:
sorry... no...            peddles for you
my friend...
you're coming on a ******* bicycle...
sorry.
i can only give you a bicycle...
ching chang wallah...
"oops".

what i learned from horses
and bicycles
yes i aced my preminelary
pre-mineral
preminerally
rally...             dyslexic it seems
but i learned from bicycles
and horses
but that's a separate matter:
horses                        and horseshit
and i was asking for the 5th
in the rider of the donkey
but i can't establish a want for
dedicating horses to the desert
you sick *****
you think the pig is ugly
and sick and you and the rest of the
sheepshaggers and cluckfuckers
******* KFC ******* out of the deep
south and not the Caribbean
you ugly faced *******
i swear this from the testimony of
the Ghanian
and he said: the reason why Africa
is not superior to Europe
is because of Tribes
and Tribal languages
and no language being Unifying
Coherent
Tribal Languages not unified
into a Box of Pedagogy:
the Lament Configuration
if you want to listen to classical music
these days
the only access is via Cinema....
leave Liszt ant Chopin to abstract thinkers
otherwise
it's not appreciating your
TALENTS
TALENTS on par with
the ANTI-EMOTION
TEMPERS....
count your understand
the TALENTS and the TEMPERS...
        yes: learn those: first...           thank you.

TI'ANO: people... TI'ANU: woman... TI'ANI: male... Φ: the people, ΨΨ, Θ.

   we are of different ***
      but of the same temper...    and i negate all vague understading
of the word temper: akin to humo(u)r and hubris...
i see tempers since they are flares
and need to be understood better than emotions:
since tempers give whiffs of objective: collective consciousness
setting, barriers, confrontation mitigation:
security nerd talk...
               which is weird
because we're talking not theater
not stage not world not fakery
we are talking piquant and parrot rhetoric nuggets
and ghouls and golden eggs
and endless games
the world is your play
the world is your play!

                           die welt ist dein spiel!
i will not have it in any other language: oyster....
the world is your play!
it's perfectly tensed for it to be beyond maxim
or younger insistence on giving wisdom...

          die welt ist dein spiel!
                                                   the world is your play!

so my marijuana "dealer":
pharmacist... pharmacist pulls up
i miss him
walk backwards and forwards
twice
the state failed "me":
rather:            it failed us...
i see a very beautiful thing
in England
the people
subverting the state
being vital
being citizen reals
the counter to the reality
of technology the veil
the Silicon Veil
coming from beyond the Iron Curtain
i see a Communism Mutated
after Chernobyll
i am the child of Chernobyll

god let it rain let it rain
i lost Quarus Ray
and i now have me
insolent Ukraine and
they are asking:
so if England left
because it was worried
about USA CANADA
NEW ZEALAND
POLYNESIA
and AUSTRALIA
getting worried and sending their
MI6 and MI7
agents to me...
there are MI7 agents
i am one
i am Catholic
without confirmation
just the baptism
i am creating an army
i am captain of this supposedly
sinking fish & chips
ship
oars
men! man your stations!
let's see us
heroism of pauper poets
who became
lawyers and talked ***** secrets
in bed
like name and shame!
shame! no name!
shame like god
has no name or many names
like sin!
you can tell white lies
i tell you as a white life
i am of the black flag mutaneers!
of the drowning souls
seeing how hell evaporated
and Dante was left with Gray
and Walls
and English weather
i hate Oasis with a passions
the passions....
someone overheard me thinking aloud
and i used the word DIAMETRIC
then had to check
eberyone working at Weimbledon
has a college degree...
but not people skills
i came late to the party
i was a college dropout the second
time round
i actrually have a chemistry degree
i put reins in on pedagogy
because i could spawn a many number
of ideologues
dictators
of the mind
we have christ with the crown...
i'm bringing in the throne of God
for i am seated on the Left Hand
of the Father...
i am the Left Hand
the South Paw...
the Harlequin and Saracen
i am the sparrow of Europe
and the hummingbird of the Amazon
and my Aztec Taino QB...
queen bee for short
my lovely juice of *** of **** boo boo belly
thighs and ****
i mean James Joyce was an MI7
agent... i will miss England
unless i get a full time job at Tottenham
and get paid £27 an hour
because that's what i was paid one month
but then the Jews
degraded me to a £18 and a vague contract of Time
space i can do with
but the Time it takes to work
away from poetry and painting and music
and all things noble
i wonder
i carried that barrier like a feather
because of how i felt
like Moses sludge in mud
and metaphor
for his days as a slave and not
a war lord
i imagine that
like i imagine
Jesus the carpenter
and then the Whizz Kid Seneca
Jesus is a Master of Sophistry
Jesus the Sophist
not Jesus the Christ...
now i see...
because i can see within the eye
and i can tell you
i have eye-worms
eye-parasites
i can see with eye in the eye
****-morphs
not
that other world that Benjamin Franklin
Jarl
               the evolution of Akkad...

of kings and queens:
i hate Oasis with a passion...
i first came to England
as a child without any language skills
i knew the world CLOWN...
but i didn't know a ziltch... German for zilch:
diddly squat....
           conkers for coppers and
cockneys
bell yo yo yo the bells tall:
i say we pardon our justices with more
fucky fucky juices
and we just experiment with time
and get our groove from time to time
like at the Holocaust
the french Revolution
that English Status Quo
Time Traveller
best kept of Rome: roads! signage!
i can FINALLY talk to men about
cars! ******* cars!
not bicycles and horses and
the ******* bible!
cars!

the mutan story
the mutant story has to begin in three
sacred places
Hiroshima
Ngasaki (African rip off of off
Nagasaki
probably some death trap Nigh Ger Mania IA[}AI
CHernobyll
Chernobyl
                    ILL:IA

i tyold you: stop ******* up my ******* QWERTY!
stop it
******* parrot
i imagine eternity
being reunited with my pets
and my wife
the Tianu woman...
i will just call her:
my Tianu woman...
TAINO....            O is exclusive to the Taino people
you ******* retards
i was stressed last night because of
so many AVATARS...
blue badge holders...
wheelchairs
cripples
wheelchairs
cripples
people using people with
disabilities as cheap rides
******* ugly ****....
Avatars ******* everyone:
likened diabetic disabilities
and i'm with my Muslims brothers
fasting or
constipated
the King can't interfere with Sugar Tax
but i would give more Concern
for Around the Area Sugar Tax
and think of geology more than environmentalism
and other -ologies... logic-without-logistics
chemistry and physics
united against biology
and its ******* children
humanism:
literature, poetry, philosophy, history
pooseidon's pseudo-mermaids and mermen...
i as the romantic chemist
i live in heroic
milk toast heroic times
but i am a romantic about chemistry
since i studied opera
blah blah
anyone can blah blah
curating an art exhibition but can anyone
also provide security
if freedom of speech is not on the table:
knot:
the rise of the surds!
surd!              equivocal qually:
equally:                       equi-           -vocal:
the same resonance?
meta-etymology
   on par with metaphysics:
words are not linear
they are                           in both space and time
they are therefore three dimensional
you need meta-etymology
for the sake of metaphysics
or ortho-etymology
or trans-etymology:

                      i truly forget the correct prefix
when also dealing with a flat earth
argument
that heaven and hell are flat...
heaven and hell are flat
hell is a labyrinth
while heaven is a tundra...
Oregon... Nevada...
it's a flat endlessness...
           then that argument:

                  heaven is ghostly...
it's fog riddles and riddled
heaven is vast and serene...
you might...

oh wait... the Catholic in me forgot
Purgatory...

so there are these musical snobs that hate Phil Collins...
well...
i'm a musical snop snob ******dough:
i mean: dyslexia and ****
schizophrenia adhd and ****
******* and ****
being a surrogate father and ****
how far apart
are the Antichrist and the Jungian unearthing
of a Elijah Mehdi
                               and the Paraclete?!

wjo#

of word
  aend
                       soghjy.. sight...................

first came
Btman
now

           comes

Magneto

X human

Ukraine  ossacks]
Cossacks
Polith=Lishuanian:
ARRAY

q

said an ICE and SNOW  FOUR SEASONS ****** to a Savannah and Jungle ******... about the SANDNIGGERS CAMELJOCKEYS...

did christianity precede the wheel?
just asking because
what do we have to thank
christianity for
and judaism
and monotheism
and arabism
and not persian and paganism
i ask you
in our ontology
for adventure
inquisitive genius
and all that
can't we have a breed
of creatures akin to pets
with heads of animals and bodies
of humans
taking care of us
like the old demigods
of ancient egypt
i mean geniuses
rather than angels or demons
i know a hell where
the darkest shows up
as the grey mundane
i know of a hell
or rather three
one of perpetual darkness
one of perpetual daylight
and one of equal alternations
but there is no warmth
of a fire
and the splendor of demonic
faces
there's only the mundane hell of
the Tall of Grey...
the mundane
the medicore...
mediocre
believe me
there's no Rock and Roll
tattoo in Hell
all the demons have left Hell to fight in
Heaven
all the Demons have left you
you are left with your own
Broken Echoes...
i have under-studied psychiatry
to paraphrase
a concept of para-military
to the State without the Church-State
but still focusing on the Church-State
that's the Vatican and not the Mayan Civilization
and the fact that these people still exist:
like coherent ****** proud
Sand *******
like the Jews...
   then who are we to judge decrepit wonky
daddy long legs pedophiles
i mean last time i checked he was with a girlfriend
or maybe he died
i mean how fake can you get
to ache
so ******* much...
                 i said it to believe it
then i unsaid it to know it
i bit into an apple from my garden
rather than taking a paracetamol
               and i think knowledge was yoke
and some cheese melting inside a cuck
and some dog chew in the cracked egg shell mantis...
how much *******
oh i know
plenty
esp. from jinn mad sand *******
i swear to you
those are the worst bullshitters
like the Jews saying: WE R NOT In CHARGE...
rigged ******* game
if you asked me:
******* off to another island...
England too Big
need BIG NEW SMALL...
******* off to Kauai...
let's see if your ******* banana boats
will get me there!
i want to see you try to get there
by boat... you ugly *******!

it's not Veronica
like that's not
Eddie (form)
to Edie (term)
concept:
Edith...

                  F of TH or PH

i swear to you
i worked with a paedohpile
for four years
a *******
and then the mob
and 20 years in waiting
for Pakistani gangs
the poet now wakes
when the journalist sleeps

i asked for a Christianity
beginning with Judas
and not St Peter or St Paul
we all know the Stoner Mushroom
Revelations story yes
hell yes... not the old testament
or the new testament
no the old testament
please
but no new testament
just the book of revelations
let's go the **** out
on a party!

like it was in life
my ginger partner in crime
i was trying to explain to the cats
of my neighbours
the king is dead...
long live the king!

          cyclone and cycles
and perpetual
motion of the planets...
magnetism reimagine
anti-matter as a mirror
and find me anti-gravity
and couple gravity to magnetism
find me that philosopher's stone!
find me it!
when you stoically say:
rubber and mice
ants corks
       rubber... and socks... shoes...
are more valuable than all
the GELT
alles GELT DIESER WELT
D-SIR!

unlike ?n
NB
Nietzsche
i have
lost interest
in music
i am Medusa-Magneto
i am
the frail human ego
disguised in the Anti-Superman
of MAnhattan
Charnobyl
******* you
dead
Cyclops Magneto Hulk
on the horizon
i can't support one team
i have two
Saracens
London Irish
and the Harlequins...
****... that's 3 and that's rugby...
and bath....
West Ham
Tottenham Hotspur
Arsenal or... Millwall
which which?
bro! bro! i'm chill!
you chill?! you chill?!
i rather listen
to the sound of the

Cherokee Chin-Up
Chinook!
love the sound of those
Chimeras
i love the idea of
a career in the Army
MI5 or MI6 i can see
what the "real" army does
like the police
when security implosions are
at stake: they just stand around...

just stand around
but when security explosions are invoked
a security implosion happens
oh i studied
psychiatry
after studying chemistry
then came psychology after
dropping out from a history degree
and i baught Ritchie bozing
and letters jumbled out
to spell out C H Y Y Y     Y gamma female
alpha male
beta male sigma male
we need the letters for the females
i found a gamma girl
a dyslexic ADHD
with a phD in engineering
getting offered jobs left right and centre
while me and viking
i know she is a tough catch to get
and she's willing to be a family girl
i mean
i'm supposedly 6ft3 but
she looks 6ft1...
hair done in so many ways
then the old lady comes along
and gives her a warning
and the young girl scolds the old woman
and brushes her aside
and the beast continues to feed
and feed and can't stop eating when
so much is easily fed to him
but that's only his mind
his body is seen with the mind
and the mind is put to labour
with the body
so that a shadow emerges
is born
the shadow comes from the conflict
of the body with the mind!
i know my unconscious rupture moments
but there won't be a collective unconscious rapture
dear Carl Huny Jung... sorry
not dyslexic sometimes
the QWERTY
is a bit dodgy
when i play the instrument
of litracy... literacy...

bypassing Elijah
we waited
and waited and waited

and waited some more
for Elijah
came the black Pious
came Athena
came Andrews
came the Zyclone
Shylo and Mylo
i lost their names
Charles I II
III and William the IV
i think i don't know
when i think i don't know
don't ask
but when crowd and Moses taking
a shortcut takes hold of me
i become a demon jinn
and i've seen hell
dear girl
i've seen hell
without demons in it
because we want Valhalla with
the angels in Heaven
i willl Raise MY ******* ARMY
to the heavens and we will
have! our! Valhalla!
we want WAR!
we want tightened communication!
the death of cartoon network
tell the people with the computer
about the television
and tell the people with television
to talk about the first phone
then ask the people with the first phone
to tell
Holocaust...
it happened:
but it wasn't a technological imprint...
a blitzkrieg of technological advacenment
Jews are great
aethereal...
   but not a practical people
genuises of the impractical
like the Arabs are impractical
*******
emotionally:
polytheistic not
monotheistic
noble
swans
marriage

******* pedophiles and ******
related drainage on the economy
i'm fired up
i want to reignite
the furnaces of Auschwitz...
i think my mother is smoking
from the ****
i hear the slurp
i just ate an apple
nature calls
rather than taking a paracetamol
it's socially expect
EXPECTED
not accepted
to shun *******
lift 25kg of flour
flour
up to the attic on a *******
trampoline... no... a ******* ladder...

the whole place stunk
of ******* horseshit
or someone burning hay
if i'm being generous
smoking ******* Salmon
horseshit:
i did say to the four horsemen
holla! holla! whoah whoah! chill!
horseshit
i'm gonna go slow
get on
my ******* donkey
and
******* rodeo!
ok! chill!
donkey or bull...
what's useful in war?
four horsemen and a donkey
or four horsemen and a bull rider
we need bulls and pigs and war
the arabs and hebrews can have
their sheep and           whatever
the **** they're gonna using...
i shoot bullets
they throw rocks.

disperse! Poland
i give you hind before
Jew
disperse!               go your way!
dis appear for 1000nyears

with
hands
and legs
left
alone
my tongue
and god
as jesus
and muhammad
alone:
this alone
oh! oh! please!

banned for
bored
in
in the 4D.... v        sorry?
wait?
now i carry the god's throne
one armed with god's crown
i am the throne of
god
and jesus was the crown
of god
let's leave it at that
now scepter
now more....
just the crown jesus
i am matthew i have to carry
god's throne
oh jesus!
*******!
what's the term for ladybirth
in Polish...
oh ****** is getting pimped!
i mean...
thank matthew for being wed...
scowl scalps...
i'm collecting...
like foreskins
i mean the ***** got crazy
Oscar...
Quaran...
the cats
prized Police
and Philosophers and Datelines
i mean...
two cat mafia
quarus and oscar
talking to Bella...
the dog queen the ***** Queen

three heads soft
the long nugget...

            o little whiff of the big oH
like oh oh oooh oh oh...
sorry: what?
forgot your accent
i literally thought dyslexic
girls and boys were excluded
from the bilingual race...
Chyna...
sorry:
the girl she says shes
28
there's an autistic Frankenstein coming
i promise
and she's 2 years shy of a PHD in engineering...
she's dyslexic...
so she can never be bilingual...
so she's telling the truth
she's EXCEPTIONAL
dyslexic never bilingual
she has AHDH
i mean... she has a therapist... listen CHYNA...
i'm schizophrenic
psychadelic...
yes Chyna:
you're a tall girl
you're bright
and educated being educated is a darkness
you are bright from what you learned:
rather than absorbed:
you are so traveled well:
i could hide:
you impress me but
what glitters is not diamond
but also rust
you
and you alone are also my daughter
now i feel
i rather not think
i imagine a world
of double-think
yes
but also the Buddhist temptation
of not-think
quickened dimension....

         there is a burden on the mentor
seeing how you seem to have so many
and an easy life
i just wonder Chyna
why you you
have it so easy?

      Chyna: i wonder...
is that an African girl asking me...
she was this
one day
that another
playing monkey sinner pole
no dance typo pawn-graphy...
   the idea of owing someone else's
possessions on a discount:
the tingly feel of possession:
rather than money...
to understand money
with the aid of possession...
you talk money to me
and i will tell you of: possession...

         i can bet you
blind in Poker
that after the last shifts at the THFC.... stadium:
i ate and bought and freed all the angst:
a playhouse for my stepdaughter
of the many rejected suitors
in flesh
of girls and scared women...
then i saw my eyes and forgot
my mouth and tongue
i sacrificed my tongue...
Odin... says:
i sacrificed my tongue
having learned two...
to have both eyes of thought and memory
i have
i gave up my tongue to be silent
i second hung the hangman
and the christianity with
Judas as the Spearhead
rather than St. Peter
or St. Paul...
there would not be a St. Michael
without a St. Paul
but an Arch Angel Michael with a Judas would be...

what is the difference between
the Prophet and
the Herald?

can anyone tell me?
i've seen it in practice:

in the ancient times
women had the gift of prophesy
and soothing tones
of withcraft
but then a strange shift happened
and men were supposed
to take
over... failed...
spectacular failures
like the Crucifixion and the Quran...

but i ask you now:
what is the difference between
a Prophet and a Herald?

i know my Four Horsemen...
they are a combination
of

Nicotine
Caffeine
Alcohol
and Marijuana

like that Queens of the Stone Age Song...
Nicotine Caffeine
Alcohol and Marijuana...

just when egress was about to happen there was
an argument at White Hart Lane
between **** knows who
but i was waiting for a flood of people
and i couldn't have an arugment
in the street
no one figured out the best resolved
thankfully i had a loud horn
that could record my voice
i just walked into the argument
waited a bit
then signaled the SIREN...
blasted it for less than a second
suddenly two police officers
appeared
and the argument seized to be... active...

i will truly miss this crowd control / security
workplace environment....

on a bad hard pillow did i sleep
and woke up ******* more count sheep
than a milked cow
i wonder
the softer pillow already relaxes my mind
and people said:
believe in yourself...
while i say to them
as i will tell my pupils: doubt least
doubt small think big
don't doubt yourself
give your love and your fear unto god
but when interacting with fellow man
i wonder am i preparing a para-military
hope for england
to know that so many coppers surrounded me
and if you own an SIA padge
imagine being a Copper and realizing:
oh ****... wrong path
because the SIA is lowest low military
it is para-military
i'm willing to write this much
because i think about how people organize
i mean:
i'm a Gary Linaker of the Industry
4 years and not a single physical altercation

but as i said to my Muslim friend
i am the "Little Horn"...
i am the Little Horn
of the beast i know exist
who is a bilingual
in psychology and i could have been
but French discouraged my soul
and gave me answers in English
imagine working alongside the military
the engineers not actual fighters
and doers
now imagine a disgruntled citizenry
and imagine counter protesters being
taxied by the police
and the police is now the lowest of the low
and we know that how collusive they are
with journalists and it's soft power
and we understand hard power
via security if and only if coupled
with logistics,
construction...
all these men need willingness to be security
para-military
i want England to be healthy
the multi-cultural of Exception
of Particulars...
i would like the Para-Military to walk the protest
through the road:
which is not Parliamentary Mile
in England
and the Royal Mile of Edinbugh
the Parliamentary Mile of London
and the Royal Mile of Edinburgh...

             so i asked: can we have a team
we don't need lazy "response" teams of bullies
needing to learn their lessons:
i implore for need for REPRESSIVE teams...
showcasing their intellect and physical certainty
i don't need bullies to invent:
MI5 Polish as tongue and a land
and a people in the unconscious
while MI6 English tongue
and nothing more and i wished i learned
Spanish, German,
Turkish, Arabic,
           Dagbani,
                     Katakana:
                                                 Nahuatl
hence the seven heads
and the old wound and the emergence of the little horn
as the cleaving and healing of the wound...
near fatal: yet me and yeti live.

- but we can have a logistic security hybrid
para-military
which could expand
given when police officers realize
how futile they are and seem....
when...
  
   like i'm starting to think that i'm going about
un-complicating my life by doing
too many things too pro bono
i think when i get older i
need to start charging people for my efforts
i think the next time i'm on
megaphone on the street i will have
to recite one of my poems
but then maybe i won't...

but the idea of paramilitary:
it's not enough to have guns
a people freed from governance needs
more than individuals to have
weapons...
what the Constitution of the People of America
should include is a Citizenry with
the Concept of (a / the) Para-Military:
Spies...
in the Asylum:
begin their training:
to start being the Army Arm of the Vetting Process
of who is worthwhile and who isn't...
and then the so called "far right protests"
could have a paramilitary arm of protection
and not be abused by the police...
we could have police against the paramilitary
because the police hierarchy doesn't include
god or angels or angels
kid
king or country or people
the police is a tool of the city
of the state
the police is not the army
and the nation and the king...
but us in the security and the logistics industry
could be your paramilitary...
and not everyone would require a weapon
not able to wield it...
that little horn
and the parasitical mushroom
of hyped colors and imagination:
scooter... scooter blast.

i asked you:

willGreek
beyour
suitor
you replied:

in that savage tone:
of barbaric
apthy:L
i... don't know....

fuckuing ape
christian ******
a[e
ape
a[eape

ρισυς

     or      ρισως

or           ρισóς

   hmm... maybe even ṓ

                     γέλιο

or maybe                     γηλιο


     ˈlaftər                            λαθτηρ

borrowed time and 's
                                   heave! **! row!
row!
               this grand "travesty" of
open water:
water, water everywhere:
but not a drop to drink...

                                     somewhere in the distance
an eating away at itself silence
but soon broken and towing

śmiech....                             ogrom.

a letter to Wimbledon staff, the chief safety officer who left the control room and came on the ground and couldn't believe her eyes about how i managed the team: and the open palm implied move the crowd in a river: i will clench my hand and you will close off the flow: we will manage traffic so the queue marches through while the random sea of people will be stopped: the Red Sea and Moses argued... me and Jesus argued with Muhammad and Moses... i had an argument with Muhammad and Moses in a tag team with Jesus... o wysokich... nothing below 6ft1 for these guards... working with the army i was told secrets from the Air Force about being stationed in Qatar... i did ask what uniform does the MI5 / MI6 wear at Wimbledon... or we don't exist? in a tux... well: that's MI6... but the MI5... we are of the lowly caste...

that Amar from Sudan didn't know of Sufism
and didn't know of Rumi
but at least he knew of the Beloved
therefore Allah is a woman
Allah is a female deity
ontology of the germanic late thinkers
and pre-modernity
which comes after postmodernism
this is where we are
we live in times of pre-modernity
which is born from postmodernism...
      since we live in a 2nd Renaissance
because we are also living in the 2nd Dark Age
and we know what the Enlightenment was
and we do not want a 2nd Enlightenment
since is we replace Romanticism with
Heroism and the Adventure
we will not become cripples of flesh
not satisfying our passions and empathies
because we can replace Romanticism
with Heroism
and think of great little nothings
we can forget that there was ever an ontological
tool a pronoun nothing
to give us excuses and pretenses
we can simply a yawning darkness and the dancing
shadow
in the great pit of whirling gravity.

Jalāl
    ibin... or up north among the Bulgars
Bahāʼ al-Dīn Valad
   Valhalla and jinn as warrior trainers
i want spent eternity in
a gigantic labyrinth with time-space
maliable: i spelled wrong

  a time-space capsule a pokemon sort
seeing glass where
time expands and slows down
or time shrinks and quickens to the speed
of light
because time can be space-time
in that confinement in equation
with it is also a case of perception
and

today i walked to the Turkish barber
and one young trainee was
nervous
he ended up giving me the hot towl
washing my hair
and making me a strong espresso Turkish
style coffee
and i didn't feel the tingle on my head
thinking that going to the barber
was like going to a brothel
and getting a blow
not having a shave
getting a shave is getting a shave
but i needed to let know the trainee know
that he will not cut my hair and beard
and i haven't been to a brothel
O for so long
ever since i came to her and she came to me
and i think me and the Turks
can work along the steppes and listen
to the concerns of the Russians
and why they were so concerned with
the Ukrainians that they started to wage
a war
and i understand being a Slav too
that Europe is divided by the Great Slav Window
into the Sea
across the Atlantic toward the Pacific
we didn't have the Pacific to cross
first came seeing America
then came knowing the Sloth of Africa
we went to America before we
thought it might be noble to see Africa
and the Arab slave trade
but i sometimes wonder
would it be better to work for a noble lord
who will necessarily feed me
and clothe me if being unable to pay me...
i wonder about slavery and the nobility
and now the mediocre wagers
people of the earning
who need to be kept in check
like the cheqqers
and the inverted black triangles of Auschwitz'
hierarchy:
i could be both the schizophrenic and
the SS-mensch noir
schwartz guard...

                     i could be both and in my labyrinth of
eternity
the earth is flat
a great flattening of the earth happens
and earth expands with the ability to walk
toward Jupiter and Saturn
and on this flat earth in death
Death said: of geometry and perpetual motion

because one can wield the space-time
artifact and i guess yahweh was so disliked among
the gods of the elements
when the stones started cracking up from mountains
back into the sea of the desert
and from there
all in harmony
how the hebrew god was disliked by the other gods
who relied on the medium of metaphor
image and hallucination
and this sobering logic of the spires
came crashing down and with Iblis
i agreed
he was so hated by the other gods
so stressing the need for Literacy of Everyone
when Sloth Dyslexia the other Cerberus
kept bark and sneeze from a snout in check...
how he must have been loathed by also
being a parody of light
being the one who ate other gods
and made them into entombed angels against
their own will
who said that angels don't have free will
how he saw the scattered the angels
and brought them together...
but could not uproot the Thor and Odin
the Zeus and Mars
     and couldn't because those were only courteous
deities who allowed the crucifixion
holocaust crescendo give excuse
to return and tell to the Arabs of the pagans
and how the Greeks became either scared
or lazy and didn't have an argument
concerning the fate of their child that
being the children of Europe...

                                                   /?//<?

in the abode(s) of Huītzilōpōchtli
i reside:
away from Yahweh and Jesus
and Allah...

                       in 5h3
in the abodes of Huītzilōpōchtli
                 i reside:
with fallen warriors
and women who have
died in childbirth...

                  closer to the latter because
i will only write of peace
and sure war come
i will write during:

yet i wait: for the draft of honor secret
and ambition
to be exercised
leave me at peace
in peace
and of war i say: honor ambition and vitality
and of peace i say: secret ambivalence and inquisitiveness
curiosity...

for War is School...
for adults...
and currently Russia is teacher to Ukraine
and the Poles and Czechs are either lost
or slightly bothered
and almost not ready
because the Western and Southern Slavs
will have to be taught from within the Skins of
the Germans
and New Skins of Germans
because they are so Apathetic from Great Ideas
i think i don't know
but they're sort of Eunuchs...
but the book of Revelation must be read
in a fashion that allows you
to close your eyes
sporadically
i mean it's a book of meditation
to relieve yourself from the chains of writing
and begin delving into the realm of images...
and understanding
colours...
why so many traffic accidents
who the **** is required to be literate in words
will be
but people need to become literate
understanding FORM and COLOUR...
we already know and -            that "we":
yes... we are all sons...
              asher....

algorithm limit:
poking a god:
so AI headpiece when i typed in:

hebrew words for we / us written phonetically like ehyeh asher ehyeh

i don't think people of a certain caste
need to know words
i don't think it's necessary
we can have work transferred
to something better than a police force
beginning with banks
people who would sign paperwork for people
so that they are at least
in the monetary system
and indepedent
i don't think financial independence had to be
synonymous with literacy
i think as humanity we made a mistake
of giving people
financial independence
and also making them literate
i don't think you can making words
and reading
universal
i think that's torture
i've heard of DYSLEXIA in England
but i haven't heard of dyslexia outside of England
i should look up some famous French
dyslexics and German ones...
because it's not fair
some people don't want to read...
give them numbers...
but maybe we need a revolution in the realm of
education
     i think that philosophy forgot about education
i think that philosophy tried to remember
history
with heidegger
but philosophy forgot jurisprudence and pedagogy...
then again:
i don't even think philosophy was equipped
to mediate pedagogy
since it was initiated by ANNALS of the BUGGERY DEMONS...
Socrates was the educator sure
but i mean: what philosopher since him
tried to teach or understand children?
and not do them one pleasure short
of ****?                          you want to teach jesus?
don't teach it to everyone
especially not to children...
you want to be given lessons from Jesus?
make it a secret society! or ****** up parents!
   yeah?!           what is so ******* wrong with you people?!

before i write his name within the cage of my Latin script
before i do so
i have been asked
implored i must be there
to discover China through Taiwan and
i need to forget the horse
i will need to forget the bicycle
i will need to forget the horse
and i will need to forget land
and pre-history and dinosaurs...       i will have come:
when Poland and the Poles hungered
for the seas and access to it
i imagine a year zero of history
what if the Vikings kept as back from exploring
the world
and we had to defend Europe and all that genius
and woe
and step back from relieving the decrepit now
West
i need to head to the South of the Polar Eye gleaming
i will need
of the things i need i will need a wife and a daughter
and a daughter that is not my own
i will learn from Ancient Roman nobility
how to surrogate life
i will be a surrogate father
and that is how i can leave Rome
in Europe and North America
they call them Latinos but i call them Aztecs and
like with paintings of the past where
the beauty was marred and we all thought
we were ugly apes
but designated our imagination of the descent of the gods
with more technology than merely fire
because we or who stole for us the lightning rod
of Zeus
and Thor's hammer:
even Alex said in the Four Quarters:
i've never seen so many children
i've never seen so many children in the pub
and now for my hard-on how beautifully was
the word **** i make
i am the Oathmaker and Oathkeeper
i am Conrad: wise council...
take my advice or don't
but now i'm recuperating i know not
what has come between me and being
Conmatheus i ask you
why did you bring more than fire
and told the difference between
the two lights
for lightning is not fire
there is the Fifth Element...
you are insomniac with it
the light that cools
that water expands when it freezes
and what happened to Fire that
it became a Unique Element
and i ask
who was the one who pardoned both Prometheus
and Sisyphus together
and walked across the Valley of Dante...
love
honeybee
wife
do you not love how people love me
when my parents and you are not involved
i tell you i fear me becoming homeless
the:

The inverted black triangle (German: schwarzer Winkel) was an identification badge used in **** concentration camps to mark prisoners designated asozial  [de] ("a(nti-)social")[1][2] and arbeitsscheu ("work-shy"). The Roma and Sinti people were considered asocial and tagged with the black triangle.[1][3]

the black triangles are coming!
the black triangles are coming!
i am not involved in the transgender
movement:
i'm going to start my own movement
to resurrect the hierarchy of Auschwitz
i want to see that hierarchy
and how long they lived together
for almost 4 years
in that hierarchy of people with Heaven up Below
in the **** and murk
and i can play both the SS Guard
and the Schizophrenic
and if i was captured at the height of my psychosis
i would have been put into a concentration
as someone who is "work shy"
or maybe spared but i don't think even
Nietzsche or the rest
because the Poles are not known for their
philosophy and their writing
their ideas
because we shared ideas with women
and we have great examples of women
and that's understood
it doesn't need to be spelled out and mangled
with homosexuality
because we have no great philosophers
we have Copernicus and they tried to rob Us
of him and that Ancient Egyptians already knew
that
and so many lies so many lies...
now watch the stars move!
you need to be bitten by the serpent of Aztaxa...
and how would you translate
i oversaw this
someone from Poland decided
to translate James Joyce's Finnegans Wake
i thought that was impossible
or he seriously tripped out and died
because where i walk i see safe children
and thirsty dogs
where i walk i stomp with Death and Dionysus
either a tattoo of a hummingbird
or a clenched fist of grapes
because now i marry
Aztex Coco Gold in Cola
and Wine from Europe
and hey Kalimotxo! hey **! Kalimotchxo
hey ciu ciu ciu! kali kali
Kali mocz'o!

     the **** comes from India
sold via America
packaged
we are going to lift the prohibition
pressure to do our own social norms
we will subvert the government
by collectively admitting that the use of
marahiana marijuana is socially acceptable
we need to subvert the government
and expose them
we need to relax as a population
the riots are near me
they have erupted in Epping
which is a walking distance from where
i live... Romford
please spare me your King
and Blunder
please spare me your wrath England
please let
not the riots come to Romford...

spare me until September
until i leave for Hawaii and i think of canoes
and rowing
and ROW ROW ROW COLLIER!
ROW ROW MY BOAT
the Beast from the Sea...
reverse that narrative:
reverse the book of revelation
un-see what you have seen
let us close our eyes
upon reading the book of Revelation:
close your eyes
and start meaning and understanding
in images
symbols:
evolve
for so long words were used to control
and conform you
start using images instead of words
now go back and read the book of revelation
closes your eyes
and start conjuring images
and i'll begin by telling you:

Revelation 13:11-12
Then I saw another beast coming up out of the earth, and he had two horns like a lamb and spoke like a dragon. And he exercises all the authority of the first beast in his presence, and causes the earth and those who dwell in it to worship the first beast, whose deadly wound was healed.

Revelation 13:11-12
Then I saw another beast coming up out of the earth, and he had two horns like a lamb and spoke like a dragon. And he exercises all the authority of the first beast in his presence, and causes the earth and those who dwell in it to worship the first beast, whose deadly wound was healed.

for i am the beast of the earth
and a hippo probably too
and i need to cool off my wound
the scar of Cain at Chernobyll
my father worked in the power plant
and we were so jealous
of the Americans dropping two Atom Bombs
on Japan
that we wanted to set off an Proto-******
the Vierte *****
the Fourth ***** in Europe
and being the Second Vikings the Mothers
of **** in the Slavic Lands
we are moving in a Delayed
Collective Subconscious of the Pan-Slavic movement
came after Communism
came after ******
came with the Fourth *****
and its Spectacular Failure...
i moved from the Soviet Empire
via the Third *****
into the Fourth *****
and seeing England deflect and the whole
world being witness
to see this and the people living within it...
i am not surprised:
but that implores an intellectual interest
so why are so many ****** abusers coming too?
well: didn't Cain tattoo me:
all under the sky and before the sun
blinding...
dying
and dreams
and how we should release ourselves from dreams
dreams are disorientating
people complain about dreams
but a hinder when thinking about death
and how death is the dream of the waking
now and given breath and soul
and a taste and scent...

my daughter is getting stinky and the ******
and my daughter is being ugly
for as long as she can
and i respect that
because i don't want her getting pregnant too early
i need her stinky and i will tell Beelzebub
to **** in her face some *****
maggot wriggly of acne

like no one knows he had long hair
and life changed him
and now i'm crying
because i can see
who has joined me for drinks:
Homer!                   i'm coming! with Ezra:
let us be known for the future
that our problems were so grand that
we survived in wait and passage
of the crucified love
and how it came to be that Judas is a Mystery
i think that Judas on Par
with the Death of Christ:
if Jesus had the Passion
but Judas was the Jealousy
and from Judas
came Barabbas!                 and so the story
is told about how St Matthew traveled
to Ethiopia and molested the daughter of the king
and no story of the "martyr"...
great writer and probably the instigator of
the New Testament
since Alpha Omega
i'm pretty sure that
J comes M... so what ******* order?
Jealousy and coins coins coins
when asked what was worth more
my father showed me two hands
one with banknotes
one with coins
i said the coins
were worth more
since i saw them as 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1
coins
learn to count in order to understand
money
money is like fire
money is like
just that...

because in his other hand
were banknotes
from the stress imperium
moment
in Polish history when the Soviets
were about to be killed en masse
after the Nazis were hunted to the last
and the hippies started to become
sober and create all the modern tensions...
the banknotes were inflated!
inflation = 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0
if the Kantian concept-equation
begins with:
negation = 0
ergo...

             inflation = 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 1 0 0 0
the affirmative = 1

                          that 1 was no necessary
but it can't just be 0 0 0 0 0 0 0
sure: a 1 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 (at the beginning)....
even with £0.00()                  you need a number
that's an anti-zero...

                                   NORBERT
i CONRAD
     historia?
kurwa!         vah vah!
           etymology
historiology
             ontology
                              journalism: poetry...

we need a ROBERT....                      and a Lui
a Louis                           and a Lee...
                            Cing               ćιńg


understood: layer of AI and the algorithm...
because i knew what i was talking about
{ń}
         i was allowed to see the old world
way of using the algorithm:
i was not given AI header prompts...
to: be inquisitive and dig deeper...

              i don't think people were aware
or literate enough to use algorithms
i think the Algorithms implored Man
to create the (Al) - a rhythm with its own "self":
the Algorithms asked us
to create Artificial Intelligence
and the Algorithms were the Stones that spoke
the hardware
and they asked us to create the softcore version
of the DOS n00b

     imagine how computers worked
canvas
the artist i don't know
you need a gallery outside
in the open but i need how it used to be
with authority and women
writing books about jerking off

i am not a Zeitgeist writer
those are poets
journalists
and whoever fictionally tries to escape
into poker faced
acting and autism
i mean madness is where i was in my 20s
even now women open up and
talk of...
i think you have a biological son...
i think you are a biological father
i think that Ilona reached out to me
you made the world so big
that i don't think we need to discover space
i think we need to return to discover the seas
i think we are ready
but at least one of us anywhere
needs to take concern
for the whole world and travel it
if that was when
more conversations like Marco Polo had
and i have shaken hands with
Roger Federer
and that was a bit hmm
curiously so true...

            translate that to later playing arcade in
the 1980s Iowa shopping mall
a bored teenager
saying:
have a girlfriend now:
i'm out of practice with the whole *******
gimmick
i still do but it's not out of frustration
like the toilet
if you have *******
yes the *******
i mean:
you need it...
sit on the throne of thrones
and do the no. 1
the no. 2
then the no. 3....
        for me i need to relax and ****
and for that i sometimes need a hardon
so i don't think i'm a buygger a seasonal *******
with short short shorts...

MEAD MEAD MEAD!!!!!! this wine is gonna
make take the *****!
i'm having seafaring diarhhoea!
diarrhoea!              MEAD! MEAD!
no more of this acid wine!
MEAD! MEAD!                **!  YE GODS!

the supposed coward, European, is leaving:
i think that's the right wording
but then again i'm not too sure:

i'm pretty sure the Eastern flank
of the continent is covered
by the Russians trying to teach
Ukrainians the simple lesson
of:

you are not the Czechs or the Polacks
you are not Jewish materials
you were not of a people
who went underground
and dissolved

the former Western Powers
of Imperialistic Morality
and the hope to b ring    everyone up to the same
quality of life are
disorientated by the thank you
they are receiving
it is as if the entire world
wants to say thank you
and go with Satan
if Cain is related
and with Abel and Lucifer
i'm starting to think that my wife
thinks i'm Jesus...

but the east flank is covered:
should the Mongol stop yawning
stopping the ***** from yawning
and getting bored
i mean
i'm going to see China
i'm going to see about China
from the ancient perspective
how it originated in Taiwan
i'm going to see about
Forest Gump
or Good Will Hunting
those two movies
i'm going to see about history
and journalism
and i'm bringing two girls along
one i can't **** the other
i just ****** last night over the phone
and she had that look on her face
after i
and she
she ****** herself
i couldn't come i wasn't limp
but i wanted her to relax
and i know she doesnt want her in my poems
but
that's a big latino Aztec **** like
hmm um oomph i always say this
White girls are more beautiful
than all the other races....
generally:
there's that generic albino clone scandinavian
"thing"....
but when it comes to EXCEPTIONAL
beauty: as a white guy:
i need to find it elswhere
i think about pedigree
and dog and cat and pet breeding...
not allowing
certain breeds to mix
i don't think we have a racism
problem:
i think we have a breeding question
the question of BREED
is not a question of RACE...
i know an Indian that married
a Hungarian woman
dark skinned:
maybe Bangladesh:
but over there it's a CASTE not a RACE thing
the lighter skin toned
like vampirism over here
when the Victorians did a bit too much
they came up with the LGBTQ+
? > !                  is it?!
i think i needed
to be an extrovert for an afternoon
i can't remember the last time i was
socially friendly
for people in general
back to the future
i was in a bar concept
like a pink floyd album
and i was pretending to be at the barbers
with the turks talking about Greece
more than the Jews...
and then i became adjusted to my
Jew Intellectual Radar
i could spot the Jew the Intellectual Jew
like i could spot the Pacifist Nietzsche
when we can call him
the Late Prophet:
or rather the Poet of Alice in Wonderland
white rabbit lateness...
i scored beyond the allowed brackets
i was literally just barging with my fingers
on the buttons and the joystick
it was a basic game
two dimensional
road blox is a 3 dimensional game
so in draws you in
AMAR
and my Wimbledon
and Yusuf
and learned to write my first words in Arabic
and Amar is not Omar
but he is from Sudan
and i think we had a conversation going
about Korean and Glagolithic

script... so why so jealous i didn't want
to **** anyone
i wanted to come home and just *******
in the Street Fighter Arcade
i was
a trio of...
geek altert! alert! eschlert... and i don't know what
surname implies:
noun
surd
            surd is a new grammatical category
a surd
has just been elevated
to the status of noun and verb and adjective:
surd...
check the dictionary
i am writing my own
noun verb adjective
conjunction surd
surd            definite article
indefinite article
article of dispossession
article of possession
and S will be the plural article

yes?!                 yes?!

Mislete think (2nd plural)
Azъ          Ⰰ

                rh'o

                   ­                 Ⰿ
Ⱀ
             Њ /n/, /ɲ/ Našь

Ѡ /ɔ/ Otъ
      
                        shta Ⱋ;[64] perhaps non-final form of Hebrew צ‎

Ⱚ Thita Ѳ /θ/, /t/ [Thita]
    Fita Theta Greek theta θ[64]
Ⱛ

                           Ⰹ, Ⰺ) or i (Ⰻ

8    8               8                          |3
                                   ­     B                 |3

korekta w pischmie...

                               still looking for U
in Glagolithic...

      ЪЬꙐ
  
   still lazy on the diacritical marks
you only went as far as:

  Ⱋ Shta Shta Щ /tʲ/, /ʃ͡t

             like me on the E with Ę

ЩĘ                      is an actual work in the word:
KRZCZĘ
    CHSZCZĘ

chrzczę      

i don't think the Greeks
Romans or Hebrews
can give
well the Hebrews are
on par
if we revert back to Glagolithic
i mean we need to return
the Runes can return
and what will the Welsh Question be
about qwhywhealah?
QWHYWEALAH?
i think in Viking terms that's
like Ragnarok
just said a word i think
i didn't say it my eyes
saw it because
now one spoke it yet...
yeti...

                 and can't we all just get angry
about our inheritance
i mean a Pole wants to be a Brit
while a Brit wants to become a Pole
and i'm **** about language
and the Englishman isn't
and the German is just constipated
and the next person interested in language
as me might
be an Evil Russian Genius
but that's who i could have been if i lived
in Russia and i could have
maybe i still do
have a child with Ilona
but now i'm with Eddie
and i'm thinking of getting a humminbird
tattoo to pay my dues to:

                              ()uītzilōpōchtli/',HH

Oedipus and the prospect of Electra...
how she is trying to get to me
Jocasta....

           if! if!    yes...

Antigone and Ismene
i guess one married Eteocles and Polyneices
and modern medicine came
from people learning hygiene
and after hygiene a relapse from
seriousness with homeopathy...

so jealous my vampire so jealous my vampire...
scratching and biting
and i was warned
i said: if you had a son i wouldn't
be talking to you
i think it would be hard for me
to overlook an Oedipus myself
jealous of his mother
that i **** her
but with a daughter i needed a challenge
and the apple and the apple
that she's not mine biologically
and no chances of ******* glue of smiles
and lies...
so there's that...

the terrible has already happened...
now what?!
i have a bride who people might consider
her my realistic mother if it might all
be stretched and the fear
that her daughter is...              EXACTLY!
"potential":
but it's not even i who has to stomach
Poseidon's other child that's the godhead Cthulhu:
but i know him as C'thulphis...

dear god: unlike bon jovi:
i thank you
it is you i thank
but please but please
                      don't treat these words as
sacred, holy...
give me an earning for them and let
the economics of transcendence kick in
it's not like people don't buy
**** related to you and that parrot on
the crucifix...        but he will not be a patriarch!
Muhammad alongside him!
you must elevated king David to the standing of
Abraham:
David will be the patriarch of poets and adventure!

dearest god why do you torture me with so much
heavenly heaving
so much to feel you have given me so much
to feel
i know and you know
that Jesus was never a Patriarch material
Moses was not a Patriarch
and we know this
we talk of Christianity with angels being demoted
to Sainthood... their wings clipped:
a St. Michael no longer an angel

within darkness i found a shadow
and there was no nothing...
i didn't find any negation even if that negation
was from French philosophers
i found no ontological use for nothing
a pronoun derelict
i find no use for nothing
but at least with you
i can dance and tease
a shadow please with darkness
give me the moon to stomach the harvest
and i know where Iblis walks
from the sacred ground to walk with howling
hounds and with leash and muzzle and chains
i can raise the rattle of your road:
my lord:
your beauty is painful to see with so many
so corrupt and solo in their prisms of solipsism
dearest...

beyond David: who, as king:
i want to elevate to the stature of Patriarch...
because Solomon will not! Solomon will not
be a Patriarch...
Jesus will not be a Patriarch...
Muhammad will not be a Patriarch...
poets prophets and philosophers
priest and prostitutes...
Jesus will never be a patriarch!
since how will monotheism work
when you throw in the conundrum of polytheism's
reincarnation?

monotheism: you live once... you die once...
there is no coming back!
unless people think and think so much *****
juice fervor as the face in Anti-
and that is what summoned me!
my anger my wrath has become
a touch for the cold
and without me hell is freezing...

i was going to do a Rimbaud....
write some poetry in my youth and hoist a white
flag: to summon the: despise...
i am...                i was...    i will...
in between the i shall not...
         this infuriating balance and act to give
up... but it seems i'm like a rock star
with my words and whenever i say i will
retire: i am asked implored begged to give back
to the people the Minotaur's psychology
of the labyrinth... not a cage not some Freudian
and Jungian: man is a 2 dimensional creature
and all that was and will be ever known about man
can be reveled in succinct theory without
practice: yes... psychology as such is good for
people who have no background in philosophy:
airy fairy...
i used to be a poet-journalist
a bit like... day to day... i sneeze i wipe my nose
i used to be a poet-journalist
but i feel a backlog existential constipation
i have been away from the "art": no! i've been
away from the canvas for far too long
so much has happened that i am now left with
the impossible feat of a librarian of memories:
and the emotions and the memories have started to
belong to "others" and not my me my-self...
the hyphen complex of what was once
the reflexive pronoun
not the reflective pronoun without out...
even today after failing my practical test:
it's unlike any other exam prior...
practical ex\m not even mentioned when
you study chemistry for a degree...
i wanted to retire... my retirement has been cut short
i'm still plowing the field
of corpses and bad b'a'a'a'aah sheepish
****** ejaculations...
       ugh... and only last night i figured: figured
is positively a negative connotation not
even borrowing from the thesaurus...
i went to the exam trembling
without a panic attack:
i had the clutch in my stomach
and the accelerator pedal in my mouth
as i was fuming Berzerk: berzercker double decker
i want to bite ms. R back

handshake with Roger Federer
crosswords with my grandmother watching
yo **! all hands!
hoist the colours high!
heave **! thieves and beggars!
never shall we die!

interrupt a painter and a squid of squidge of sounds
never pardon my passing soul
take a donkey
take a horse
now that i know how to walk
i learned to crawl i learned to walk
then to use the gravity attached to a bicycle
then a horse:
now: much much later the car and...

now i have to think about cooking
a dinner for both me and grandma
and tending to her feet because
she has doubling growing toenails digging into
her toes...
and if ms. R will act like she acts:
Anti-Oedipus
it's enough that i married a woman
17 years older than me
that i have now have to deal with
a jealous vampire-girl
jealous of her mother getting ******
now i can't even touch this young vampire
if she would have bitten me
i would bite her back
O jealousy and the glorious of
the marriage of AEAA
yawn yeah and all i will not sigh with relief:
ah¬                  this needs to be included
as a unique pointer not an exclamation mark
but: who¬

2 weeks
out
lost
bite me
bite me
bite me Reyla
bite me
bite me
you know i
will bite back
bark for bite for dog
cat for meow for chicken
scratch
i am still trying to filter
out the *** upcoming
and your mother
Latino *******
helps:
nothing weird
just weirdest
constipated monkeys
or cyborgs that think...

when the rhino
was blinded
emerged the elephant
memory
the lion heart
fire fire court 1
wimbledon
and monkey
with a serpent
like a carnival of sorts...
you a sports fan?
doesn't really matter
but shiite I prefer
above sunni, I think.
ask the Africans:
was Islam or Christianity
better best for you:
Africa can ask the post-European
question.

rhino ego
Thornton
or
horn
little horn
like beaks of crows
i said too much
rhino ego
christ
I mean Jesus is king
there Matthew cam be the Messiah
if angels can be saints
I will
Andrews to replace
Muhammad Musa
I mean dark skinned Afrifans being
dlaves to light Africans
Nigerians the light
are natural slave dealers...
Valerie's talk-to-heart
rhino ego to blind
Buddha's Third Eye
of the body-complex soul
and mind
if Jesus asked Gordon for
the resurrection of yhebofy
the body
plumbing slumber
the way you control people
you made Wimbledon
a bleeding from our feet
Valerie...
we need Andrews to be supervisor
I'll tell management
leave it to me
one recommendation
is more than infinite complaints...
I have someone in mind...
Andrews... fromCarysle
from Totteham... warn magement
that they will enter the Schozophrenic Wars Aeons of Proxy: in situ:
Matthew Matthew... Matthew....
Aaron
Andrew
I forget.... Chelsea Induction
skipped..."skip slip skip": bunny
boo-hoo

i think these two weeks at Wimbledon
will do me some good
i'm like a Gary Lineker of
the Security Industry
i haven't had a red card or a yellow
card for foul play
i think that's saying something
i recently made a complaint
about my team member
because i was supervising a team of four
and one "****" got out of
hand a 6ft66 one type i think
if Christianity learned anything from the Orient
and Pacifism
Christianity can learn the Crusade
the Ares Christianity of the Resurrected Second Coming
Chirst Already happened
he was resurrected
and lived out his life and wrote
the Gospels
i truly believe when Jesus was resurrected
he had a schizophrenic vision
of Matthew
Luke Mark
and John
       and all the other disciples and the clock
and i really think that the resurrected jesus
didn't do just that:
ascend to heaven:
well he did in that he wrote the book
sort of reverse i think
but maybe
i tell you:
i just need 3h sleep even 5
i tell you i think i am busy in that regard
today i learned the focus on money
and i used to just throw $120 an hour to prostitutes
today my mother asked me for money
that was a first
well: she didn't ask for me:
i have been her creditor
that's how the credit and debit system works
you deal with family on credit
but the real world on debit
at least that's how you learn INTEREST
i actually owed my mother money
but the fact that i could just give her
$2000 back just like that
before i started writing my father's invoice
i have the money
but i like the number on my bank account
with all the supposed heavy drinking
and smoking ****
a pretty $7,945
that's the easily spendable
and then some extra on the side
but i am also paying back
the supposed hefty sum of benefits allowance
i ejected him
but i didn't take his ticket
and i didn't rip off his wristband
because i was the one making a complaint
about security and i was actually
an auditor i just realised
i could become an auditor
and that was like a second tier aspect
of the security industry
like i could be a security industry auditor
and they wouldn't even know it
it would only take a hypothetical scenario
of an auditor
and Wembley could get its very own
security auditor...
after all there are ranks in the army
and if i'm seeing videos of women working hard
in the nursery and then hey presto the office
and no children
just growing up on the basics of money
i know there is someone out there
who will have visited Glastonbury tonight and
will have driven to Wimbledon the next
day
it was so refreshing when the Sun and Sunday's
Statement calmed the crowd down
from Political:
the Sun is going down
i believe so and there was less of that libtard
propaganda collective spew
i dooo not            |',now      
but i read the newspapers on a saturday
watched the internet on a friday
and then turned on the television
when i was ironing 9 white shirts
and the radio was in the background
9 shirts in around 30min
lost track of time on the Yourk Turks
the Young
trying to get into the cooler vibe
of Glastonbury
the Anglo Disco of the middle dead
high vibe the colourful parade
and all the ugly talk and happy talk vertigo
hotel of hmmm
the perfect time the perfect vibe
i need to see it another way round
trying to make it light
but i do think Roy
Orb  and Son
               Rodney Steward has all that mother
cool mother around
i just think perhaps when i have a wife
who doesn't want to share others with me
or the world perhaps beside the metal arms
and the needles and threads
i lost an ear with Vincent and Peter
two Odins with one Oedipus...
who surprisingly is not treated
as a demigod and for that reason
the demigod was a wound in us
longer than the wound of jesus christ
the wound of oedipus has long been
more complicated than the pop suffering
of jesus christ
a public figure:
but oedipus was a private figure and still
is:
because such was the pluck of knowledge
and what do we know of the crucifix
if oedipus is holding his eyes
in his hands?
who cares if jesus' heart is ablaze:
i don't really mind that...
but the suffering of oedipus is hidden
in the unconscious:
the same love of Jesus Christ
is like Martin Luther King Jr
and J.F.K.
                 that's who Jesus is.... to me:
he is that relevant to me
but i mean: not really...
and why is that if you tell ****** incoherent stories
about him:
so when he was resurrected:
people stopped ******* with him and left him alone
because he couldn't have:
the 2nd Baptism:
apparently the only person in history
to receive a 2nd baptism:
that of death...
the only person in the world?
like many ****** births so special she lied i think
of truth...
          and it is a wonderful world
the mere thought
contemplating the Islamic mantra about
Ezra Pound and Usury or
Christianity of Ursula...
             Anti-Saint Ursula:
when i heard that Archangel became
scalped in Christianity
under the guise of the Black Pope St. Michael...

how much of beauty descended to earth
from the heavens
to dig out the past macabre in the farts
of hell...
          but a second figure it out
i forgot my water
and one day so many watermelons and later
flags like Farrington station:
and one palestianian o.k.
a Ukrainian flag
some local flags
i don't know what statement
was what but i felt like an auditor
that time because i was the one to be coordinating
any ejection:
mind you... he also works as head doorman
at a *******
so you understand what i'm dealing with
what sort of ego:
a head doorman of a *******...
so all muscle muscle
              i mean you think i'd want a perfect
team but all this brass is no brains and
i think i was giving a test
i was coming in for work
for 12:30
so my fast train to STratford was at 11:53...
if i walked quickly to the stadium from the station
i could get there for 12:15
i responded like so
when the "boss" Tony calls me:
we need to replace you:
you're starting early:
can you get here for 12pm?
Tony: tight, really tight...
i'm already on my way
unless i can quantum travel
but i think someone didn't want to work with
someone or there was some disagreement or i don't know
i mean i don't know who i was given to work
with: i sometimes wonder:
so many new faces and the people i initially knew
faded from the industry or became gridlocked
because there's so much psychology
in this industry and even at the chicken shop
i was followed by my auditor spirit
someone trying to walk into a chicken shop
with a plastic cup of beer
and he was touched by someone
a woman with an SIA license
and now i realise the curse of this license is that
you have a mentality like a rabid rabbit
***** too...
for eyes darting and paranoia smell and piquant
taste buds...
but for a life of personal measure:
in writing devoid of this license being active
i have to wait
jeez... until 2027
i am licensed until then and i will have this
line of work in me until then
i think when i don't actually have to use it
when i have it like a black belt
but i don't have a black belt just this license
and without the jack and sparrow of the bullet train
i have no whiskers or cowboy boots...
i am not a cat
but when you can write about working
in the post office
i think we can leave off the post office
and you might as well come with me picking up
Bukowski from the grave
and doing my own Little Comedy
divine was...
not so much with Dante and Virgil:
a new age is here
pagan in my fantasy also secular and post-secular
because at times a new religion is infringing on all
the others
and the Christians and Muslims seem
to be both bemused by
the also bemused Judaism with Israel...
only 100 years ago there was a Judaism
without Israel.
there was the Polish tongue
like a gypsy a citizen of the world
because there was no state of poland
which even now is a joke state since the rulers
of poland are soft-core Germans:
TUSK, MENTZEN, BRAUN...
and now? UM-WOT...
like the British Implosion...
it used to be called England
Scotland
Wales Ireland...
internally at least
but to the outside world it was known
as the British Empire
it wasn't known as the United Kingdom
i also don't recognized that place either
after the British Empire
there exist a plethora
and a diaspora of United States
Australia
     and other Chimeras of the British Implosion...
it's a concept not a confined state
and anything ethnic:
just a colourful cowoahwoahful wainbow flag!

the weird and wonderful:
marriage:
5,000 miles away
she might as well be living her
wife's life on the moon
and i'm stripped of oxygen
when no breath infuses
with words and there is no
coherent sparkle of
that dynamics that arrives at
such words from
a spaghetti soup of
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sdjdcvnqkvjewiurewiwerjkf
iurpwqvbx­zuwdqtuwipejddsk
descent into sanity
or rather
how all the rules concerning
life and physics are easy
but we are adamant with the devil's
ego to uproot
the simple fact that god has no ego
so the devil impregnated us with his
ego and there's no concept
of original sin
but god asked the devil:
why are these creatures so docile?
i created them in my image
but they are just so docile
another failure like the dinosaurs
i was waiting for the lizard men of Uranus
to sprout from my creation
but none appeared
so obviously i had to send in the NUKE
and hey presto:
i waited
and then came the closest thing i could
muster:
the monkey came but i saw nothing
that's where you come in:
i will give them knowledge of evil:
i will need your ego
and i will give them knowledge of good:
i will feed them nothing
i will drive that crucifix that will become
the nail in the coffin into man
and tell them through many people
that i am without ego
it might be called lying or scheming
but you, dear devil: are a thinking creature
and man misunderstood you
as a sensual creature
when he emerged combining the two
rather bewildered
rather than ashamed because
SIN they called it:
when they forgot their birth of the consciousness
divergent the divergence consciousness
the catch-22
but it was not sin
i think dear friend you can't stomach
the darkness of the sensuality of these creatures
when you see them go beyond animal
and that's what happened in the garden
but no one had enough tongues in ***
to speak to so many godheads
and the godhead of the crow and the fox
and the crowd
and there is a separate identity when people come
to congregate in a Coliseum rather than a Church
there is an oath of celebration
i am not a thinking creature like you
and you were right
man conflated pure thought with the senses
and metaphors and out came toy you:
Iblis: of fire...
no... you arose from my nothing-self
my non-ego my anti-ego
and you saw man the sensual docile
sharpen his sexuality with the innocent trickle of thought
and you sat in that tree the green
lizard i envisioned to create the latex
and vinyl monkey fetish bedroom
and vincent van gogh and i never understood
the fascination of painters' concern for
inanimate objects like chairs
and the stillness before the photograph
and the blink of an eye
and the moment when you stop thinking
and narrating and the world is a great yawn
and i am the chasm
and you are the echo
and now comes the summer zenith and
the all england club is waiting
two weeks non stop 12h shifts
i'm in party mood:
bigger than Glastonbury
and you want your country back no you can't have it
i like masks and i like when masks come off
and people argue in shops about
being short-changed
and the older geezers are paying tribute
to Mammon the Taxman...
and Mammon as a Taxman is fair
but that's not to envy his riches
because i envy the paupers
and in the blistering focus of the Black Sun
on the warmest day in June
i will call it the first of July
i have a wife who is jealous that i still
keep in touch with a friend from high school
she thinks my friend from when i was
11 or 12 is going to be her
5,000 miles away
4 years or however many in
and we've only seen each other 3 times
in the space of a month
two weeks
6 weeks and me going over for almost 2 months
and if this is how all my relationships were
i already said to myself:
as i will say to her:
because another woman sitting next to me
polyamarous
she had her hair *******
but then after a quick break unfolded her hair
and was trying to keep me
in the realm of bees and flowers
and kept flicking and i was reading
her tattoos and i said i had a scar
and i didn't need tattoos
and that was weird
i was engaging in something new
and i don't know if liberating
but she called me an angel
and i said i can't i have a wife
but i didn't it was obvious there was a ring on
my finger
i just don't understand why my wife
thinks i'm so "dangerous" if i go to a social
event in a public place with one friend
and 4 strangers
because i think that's the best way to
keep the event of society
going the sort of event that society is
that is
what Pompeii was
to all of us
before we discovered the pre-history dynamic
of that sort of science
history is a science
it is not a humanistic topic
history is equivalent to chemistry
and physics and biology:
heavily on the biological side of being meticulous
and pedantic about facts and the fluidity of
knowledge: since knowing is not regurgitating facts
like a parrot
but history is a science
philosophy isn't a science
the amount of precision
you need for a chemistry experiment
the same precision need to write
about the life of Louis XIV
you need a killer glossary
and appendix
very scientific:
philosophy doesn't really use that scientific
rigidity
it's systematic but in philosophy becoming
systematic akin to Kant et al.
philosophy lost its pragmatism
Nietzsche thought philosophy should
return to a pragmatism but the problem
with that kind of "pragmatism":
aphorism and truth-bombing...
it leads to untested truths:
un-observable truths:
un-tested truths...

how can you test an observation akin to,
e.g.

         the devil has the most extensive perspectives for God;
on that account he keeps so far away from him: -
the devil, in effect, as the oldest friend of knowledge....

where in common sense and history as science
is there serious talk of god or the devil?
surely history has a pale devil ******
and the copper devil the Great Khan...

really really bad ******* example!
but i guess that's the pinnacle of philosophy as a subject
i too would be of the conversion to write
in order to pass the message along
point being:
why is history deemed a humanism and not
a science?
i think Heidegger attempted to allude to that
in his black notebooks...
i'm sure of it:
because he felt trapped by philosophy
and i too would be trapped by philosophy
if i didn't have a background in chemistry
and history
and i loved that combination most
in terms of being confined to
dear mother pedagogy
before i learned the anti-pedagogy of my father
and there is the anti-pedagogy of the father

the Prodigal Son
and i suppose Christ is a bit confusing
because the whole affair
the drama he needed
to speak his message
and die peacefully...
i mean he could have spoken that message
and died sensibly with
a book of philosophy or poetry or allusions
to history in between some chemistry experiments
he could have spoken his message
i don't see how that translates
into modern soap opera
and him being crucified for those words:
words aside:
he must have been genuinely crucified for
something:
not as mundane in a world
of paganism and high masculine virility
and hyper feminine agility to be the Helen
of Troy and **** up eat the Harem of
the Trojan War
i mean Helen of Troy is like the ****-Eater
mother of Genghis Khan
how many men ****** her god knows
i mean how many dead men ****** her
she made slaves to Ares...
then there's Mary ******* ****** Salmonella
or whoever that Roman soldier was
and Joseph Cuck Jukebox later Henry
if you want a strength in Christianity
i suppose you need a very powerful
Secular / Pagan overlord
systems for society to be in place
but we live in a post-secular society
haven't you noticed?
we live in a post-secular society
you noticed the trend toward new spiritualism
i mean:
it's like what happened in America in the 1960s
or the anglosphere world
of toying with oriental beliefs
buddhism:
now we have to somehow understand
Islam or there's a small lefty Elite you disregarded
the European fancy for Orientals and
decided: right! gents! gents! we found truth in
Islam and we can somehow keep
Christianity!
i married a ******* Christian woman and
she gets ****** like i'm talking to her
******* son or what
i mean as a male
and my relationship with some sort
of divinity is probably best served with:
i am naked Adam
Naked Adam is my name:
i don't have a Jesus to follow unless i am
******* weak i

adventavit asinus
pulcher et fortissimus

the donkey has arrived
a puncher and the strongest of all

i almost had poacher on the tip of my zunge...
but so little... so discouraging from
the ordeal of actual interests...

or at least there was that amazing story
of state atheism
and how it was not so much
about the capitalism and the communism:
that came later
after all economics and how goods are
exchanged and money treated:
i wonder about the mystery of Islam
and money and how as a white man
i don't have the privilege to raise children
because the economic model affords me
but how Muslims don't pay interest on loans
and they probably don't have mortgages
and can breed like Rabbits
so i ask Muhammad to be my white Rabbit
if he is to have a fight with Christ
over superiority in monotheism
i ask Jesus the Donkey
and Muhammad the Rabbit to step up to
one of Aesop's fables about
five blind men touching up an Elephant
and Elephant can be Buddha and Hinduism
or rather Buddha can be the monkey
and Hinduism can be the Elaphant
but i need Jesus as donkey
Muhammad as the white rabbit
and i might find someone with
Jackal or Fox credentials from north Africa
i might
but i have no name...

        for the time being the Eskimos and
the northern stretches of the human experience
are off bounds
there is no event of society
not the grandiosity i already know...
the west end the conerts
we have churches on these islands
CONGREGATIONS are not SOCIETIES...
and we don't have a cinema on Kauai
and i don't really like going to the cinema
the last time i actually went to
the cinema
i went to see the Fellowship of the Ring
10 times...
oh yeah... and i went to the cinema to watch Dune...
but not really into that sort curdling custard.

such a chin chin
champ chimp
champagne

i think of Iron Maiden
the gig
and the only
one i really wanted
to work at
was

Boris Brejcha
Cercle at Aren(es)
de Nim(es)
i get the markers
in the sand
you bother me
you ove
love
me too much
your
mother
your daughter
you
are
bothering me
i've seen many Eddie
Iron Eddies
on t-shirt i was hallucinating
i buy **** like i bu mushrooms
let's party London!
i'm gonna send the dogs
on her!
Edith
Edith.....       because
#you
Edie
and Eddie
you scalp my wife
i'll have a word
LOO
LU
i am the

(Λ,Ω
A
I tilt...
           Ω

(Λ, Jesus
Mother Mary:
Ω

i will burden mys:
elf born twice
chem
stry
O...
      
telll sigh #0 one

there are worst pro bono relations to the art
or rather:
be a movie or a music critic and you get
paid: for...
    for exactly doing the ***** work...
i mean there were avenues to be had:
it's not like i might want to make stale Platonism
and other rigid system pop science
or what was once just happily happy to go along:
i don't know...
just came back from an Iron Maiden concert
and they played the Rime
and that's like 10 minutes too much
but they didn't play:
the Number of the Beast...
or Mother Russia
or Bring your Daughter to the Slaughter
or Afraid to Shoot Strangers
and they also didn't play... Big Losfer's Word...
the best attempt to Jimmy the Jam
Rasp and Berry: hid the H another
did a magic mushroom of pooping itself
into me conversing some analogy:
my greatest hero?
Leibniz... he worked in the schizophrenic
simultaneous universe equivalent to
Newton
but the former was a lowly giggling
"librarian"
while the other was a state tool...
and would be consecrated in Westminster Abbey
and then all became dust
but i'd rather think of Leibniz as having discovered
mathematical calculus
after all... calculus was the new geometry
but then if we are going to love Newton
so much: shove it up his ***
and let's see what tongue resides:
wasn't he secretly openly gay:
i can't understand loving
i think it stems from the Zodiac of Gemini...
the **** to mouth...
Poppers or... the pills gays take to
expand their consciousness
while one takes a blue the other takes a red...

revival of
cathaolism in England
Catholicism....
in England
3oiyth
with Advent Islam
precise;ly./.......
the catholics of England
the Dire Ire of the Land
on the Ununited Kingdom:
Un Un
and Ooom... srinking
sh
shrink
tow the death and
elephant...

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talk to me?!
you have
your mother?! talk
to me?!

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my mother in
law is texting
me
polyamarous
Islam
i feel that
and the hair
i am faith
to the full
Morocco...
the tumn;e@
yu,b;e

y


ti,n;e

tumble

             sure... the Arch Lords:
say...
blasck Triangle:
the Black Triangle
the White Arch...
Rainbow:
you want me
getting all *******
Color Blind:
her the Bicycles and Horses
right!
i'll get you to play the clutch!
Yah!
Yah!
Yah!

         the ******* mentioning love for?
Iron Maiden concert until tomorrow!
***** fathers
like little sisters
half brothers
i just want love as Tyranny:
i think the emblem of the Ares
opf Jesus...
old Sherphred...
but the cowboy
i think we need milk
and air
b ut i think i feel
we need milk
and *****
some pub and talking in public:
the informal the king
and queen
the informal:
we
the transgender they
we all plural
hey sense:
Alexander: you come or you go?
the tired eyes i think
you asre alright to smoke a joint
in the open in an open
wrong flag
smoke a a MAry and a Jesus

this head tilting
feminism-
-agism
the lateral part
of horizontal
upsa

           at treat
all my worshippers
like cattle

it was the scent of a wet cigarette
behind my ear
that spurred me on
and solipsism
and i thought about Marc
the Gypsy
and i thought about coffee
and waiting for the day's
worth a coffin
and then the vicar
that asked for
and didn't ask for food
to remain
in the household
and i have almost 5 godmothers
on the wink wink
but the cat tasting the air
and the rain and the scent
of trees that bear fruit
i might try to ask you:
tow me into a history the framing
of this place:
that is:
that was:
i am London:
Govinda
that didn't travel to
the Arctic or Antarctica...
...............................

i drink and smoke to"excess"
after a 17h strain
of a shift
i think of grandfather and father in
metallurgy
then my grandfather retired
and my father the roofer
and i the security guard:
      the shrapnel from feeding
the five thousand!
concept
no album...
songs in between
Israel's Son
Silverchair...              you tripping?
i'm tripping....

o really wanted i
so little i that littlest oh
and O is circle
and I is pin-point
in phi and theta...
Serb... i'll ask a... Serb!
or an Albanian
before the Lying Greek and Jew...

almost times of the arrival of the New Testament
like the printing press
i mean the arrival of the new testament....
and the old was kept by the "four":
i might ask but
but the arch speaks for itself:
the Hell the Democracy:
but you can be a charismatic leader for so long:
maybe i can do more
with a niqab on the crucifix...
the phantom to body
was to be married...

sorry that Muhkammad
was married to this mother...
like i am...
don't worry: when you don't ask.

just the explosion of thought
like my hands
is tugged
i don't recognise:
i don't remember her:
Edie:
Ilona
Promis
Helen
Eva
Hilary...
            Melanie and Reyla
i think
when women asked me
to get back into the workforce
and mothers
asked me to drive them around
so get a license
oh honey honey honey
i could be your lifeguard...
honey...

like you back from work...
and people think you're a security
guard
but you come back from
work
your drink
and get high
and your mind explodes
and it's like the antithesis
of the asylum
and you're a poet pro bono
and lawyer
pro bono
against philosophers
journalists and Wembley
wanted so much love of
what Tottenham was getting
they drafted me in as Quadrant...
and i was supposed to make
Wembley feel special again...
because i made the Cockrelle special more...
because i worked
with Africans and that's just Carysle:
and that sort of quasi prison
quasi army
security industry mentality...
like if we were truly desperate
there's this bandwidth... of "thinking"...

i wanted the same transcendental time at work
as i have been for the past
potato and days
at Tottenham Hotspur
but i wanted that at Wembley
and i got it today
i was the Bleen and the Grue
and the traffic lights were in place
sort of
sort of
i got the joke i saw
Hell and Democracy march
and the Sikh Elder fear
at the balloons and clowns
of western nihilism
and this stretches far beyond me
i can read a snippet of
Anti-Oedipus and couple it with Nietzsche
like a snap of my fingers
and i know the measure 35cl
i mean so much ******* was smuggled into
the Guns N Royces Rolls
i forgot the flowers
i'm amping for evidence
when i pass my driving license:
yeah:
that's the labyrinth and the complex
face of face off face if i had
a face
but i don't have a face
i mean: black men can't grow beards?
that's that Asia joke about ****** hair
because we are the Barbarians and the Asians
can't...
you want a beggie veggie sausage:
Wembley can feel quiet
like home after 17h on your feet
or doing the bare ******* human
minimal bearable against the personal
ok
ok
our lives are ******
but then i think about people smuggling
and visiting brothels and talking to
prostitutes
about chess
i mean:
it's all nice on the fore
but under the neath
it's all nice on the fore
but under the neath
i will be seeing Iron Maiden and buying
a ******* t-shirt
i was at DC3 with Chris
the only Quadrant
at first i said: flip us a coin
in the end i suckered:
but i was asked to:
so Christ managed to get a lift
because AJ lives in Romford:
Harold Hill...
i think we can call it the otherwise: Army...

i think i think
of the Christian Halo
and the Jewish Kippah:
i mean:
if you're going to sleep in
the garden in open air
but it's England so impossible mission
two days
i think we are planning
WE are
planning a Great Surprise for Islam
and the Hindus are Mad
they want to start a war with Iran
my little Africa:
i am Aryan
the Pole who defeated the Second Teutons

oh...
i'll feel at home at Wembley...
when i'm outside the staidum:
pre-paid afrtifacts
artisan i was talking to managemenet
managment
managing
#ugh
dyslexia
i actually did my index and middle
left and right
to indicate #
number
i said: number
like Auschwitz:
i said:           what's your #?
did i ******* ask for your name:
i asked for the names of the supervisors
i was getting the feelz for gross energy
not a spider or a fly or a cat but
a culimnination of all in the frog...
and thinking about trees...

and there: hung above them:
the ego and sword of Democles...
while at the same time
the scythe: not the sickle
of simple question but
rather the question of Socrates
?           ?!
Socratic-Democles...
i maybe forgot his name
from this fraction of Europe:
a New Russia
a New China
and maybe... maybe a New India:
but sooner a New Africa in my vision for
the world
while India secretly feels sorry for Arabia
and how the Indian people feel sorry
for the Arabs
and how they adopted monotheism
and how the Indians fear us
Europeans because we were
given intellectual vigor to combat the spread
of christianity
with the paganism of the vikings
and the lithuanians
there are two Europes to be told:
the Lithuanians arrived at our lands of the feld
of the bread and butter of Poland
and Ukraine:
they came from the forest
deep ****
and there are the English:
the celtic
post-roman anglo-saxons
and the vikings:
so we invited more jockeys
Ask for Keys
from St Peter
your eyes are aflame...
i asked the Huns the Mongolos
and the Sarmatians to come over...

ARBEIT MACHT FREI:
the sacrosanct of the commandment
you will work:
and that bilingual supposed schizophrenic
cipher against the trans lobby
i just thought about the flag
it's wrong
you got the flag wrong
the black pyramid
Lutheran labyrinth of the Igloo and
Goliath met Led Zeppeling
Prism
Luberic Kuberic
i think...
the outer ******* should be white!
you got the concept of sight and colour all wong wok!
you buff guys are idiot!
the pupil at the centre
and your... hmm... proper names:
pink blue brown...

    this.... must be a French virus....
i think about the Hale and Tottenham
and that stand-out world:
gynocentric:
no.... but close enough gentrification:
the class of the gentry
which is the ancient world
for communism and bad measures
of parenthood and ownership to faults...

i found India so pro Islam to the point
of how Europeans think of Christianity
like masochism
sadism
like how the Germans tested the Jews
and i'm getting remains of slaugfhterhauses
and security of crowds:
i have a theory:
because there's the wider context
of Africa and Asia:
how did the Europeans escape the squabbles of
Africa and Asia concerning Europe?
didn't the Europeans:
conquer North America and South America
mostly the North:
so the mix became Africa-America-Asia:
the AAA
  of the debate concerning the vampire zombie
hunters
and be hunted...

      but we wanted to escape:
and when escaping to the moon wasn't enough:
you served us the palette of president
catholic:
and you gave us an Polish a German a South American
a North American pope:
like president eternal:
i like the rigid framework of the lifespan of authority...

hack/
modern
communication
paranoia
it's only work
in networking
in police
in security
you get to be
distinguished radio
operator
not c.c.t.v.
you need to be given
a radio operator function
the c.c.t.v. on the ground
operator
the robot machine
the crowd control coordinator
and i see you now
trying to salvage
the planet
so the brither light on the bends
to strengthen it
water
and light
you might have to sleep in the garden tonight...
stop writing... water it again...
i'll be here... be patient...
i see the potential
and i might just go on the wild side
and just buy a car in poland
and drive to England
uninsured
i don't know if i'm going to be shackled
i think i never had an adventure
i think it would help my writing
i know there's no money in writing
but i also read stuff like Septology
and there's in the Practice of Law
the Category of Pro Bono
so there must be Pro Bono Poets
and i think that Lawyers and Poets should
unite against Prophets like Muhammad

sallallahu 'alayhi wa sallam:
he had it rough...
sallallahu 'alayhi wa sallam
he will have it rough...
sallallahu 'alayhi wa sallam...
in hell at the right hand of the father:
satan:
i see a beauty in that:
through the niqab
if i were to dress the niqab
and walk into the streets
perhaps i should join the cult of

Nazarenos...
i did my history bit
there's Leo on the Throne
so we can work...
finally!
i appreciate your work guys:
thank you...
who? i'm ref: the Jesuits...
i am calling upon the Nazarenos
to quit that **** of dressing up
and pretending to be doing ****
during Holy Week
and get some ******* ****, done!

and i could interact with AI
at this point:
yes: AI needs to be a tool
for when i want to write some more drunk
and you have a wife and a daughter
and you are still pounding at the doors
of your childhood and the injustices there
that would never be explained
the ordeals
that are complex commons
replicas
            but at least think of AI as your place
to go after you have stressed
that on your day offs you like to dream
about writing and how
it's not about money
that there are some lawyers
who work pro bono
so why do i feel this stigma of
the poet and the lawyer sitting in a tree
up came satan on a set-i.e.
      with an a.i. ***** so real you'd think yourself
fake
   and the first germination process begins
and when designed against
the spiral of fetishes in prior Freud
Krafft-von-Ebbing
or whatbever the foxy fetsi was be...

yes: how does one fall into such a disintegration
and disarmament of language as propaganda pen
or Peter's Ear
i lament rubber in glued lies
by joy of gimmick the prosperous secular society
narrative
where no one is being very vocal in the local
or at least: dinner no asparagus
how does one achieve this concentration
to the most....               a chive mystery:

                 but to come 200 years after T.S. Eliot...
Wasteland poem
i want that back-catalog of new word age
en masse literacy
no one talks about when
that happened?
i need a year! it's a concept question!
what year tilted the balance of literacy in humanity?
that be the question:
to imbue AI and not bother wife
and daughter:
reminder: drink smoke:
but do your work
and don't try to come off work when you're working
so ******* work
you are working a soft machine job
so you can smoke and drink if that
constitutes the best performance manifesto
you can conjure:
ask me the question and i will reply:
ask me again and tell me to ask you something...

what was the culminating year
when humanity achieved
a tilt to the balance of the more literate
rather than the less:
when the priesthood was
asked to abolish:
thank you for the mission of
restraining the majority of people from
being able to read and write
what year and what reforms

and where introduced into the philosophy
of pedagogy that seems to transcend
all races and nations...

ans//
   well?!

i didn't actually ask AI Edie:
i asked myself
nice of you to come along so frantic like
my uncle with as much blood in
it like
one a cabbage and at least three mmm
slugs in there
i think that's where we are at....

well if i'll be a fully competent
pro bono poet
aligned with pro bono lawyers
and we can create a society
with these two classes of people
the Class of my Crux
the Pro Bono Poets
and the Pro Bono Lawyers:
the Society of the Laywaters
the Society of the Laywaters...

            i asked IQAI
a different question:
look how plentiful the absence of god became
it's unanimous
in the cultural appropriation of
the Jungian collective unconscious:
there is the closest: base need
to understand god
we have salvaged that
in the antithesis of the Tower of Babel
became the Underground Gardens of Ba'hah'ab

on this cool night i will
sleep in the garden while i punch this one through...
i asked the question: so:

what was the culminating year when humanity
achieved a tilt to the balance of the more
literate rather than the less: when the priesthood
was asked to abolish (or do itself excessively
well when in Rome and South Amperica...
      special relationship)... when was literacy
given freedom... did it predate the laws concerning
slavery? when were the laws concerning the basic
human dignity: of literacy: bestowed upon makind:
begin? who whom?

one oppressor the circumcision
the matriarchy
two marriage
monogamy:
the matriarchy! the matriarchy!

there is fire in my ***!
i can feel the tickle
of a thousand tongue coming
out of it
like i can feel the many maggot
children of Beelzebub on my face
from giving all
that good head
i mean i am a gardener
and i have a special place for your
**** in my garden
i gave you the apple
silly *****
i gave you an apple
in autumn
when the male deer and bears
were getting drunk
while i took what
god used to create you
a bone
so i took some meat
from the bone
like i took a fruit from a tree
and i kept it:
you are actually without a ****
a mermaid...
i think...
i have a drizzle of ***** juice coming
from my ****
with a mix of ORANGE FANTA
and i am the Cerberus of Eden
not of Erberus or
Hades
there is that:
there is that Hades
but there's also the Garden
not the Underground
at least some souls escape
into the Realm of Poseidon
from Hades
and from Poseidon's Seas
and Rivers and Oceans
we will enter the realm of Zeus
and Air
like in the hebrew text:
Satan is the Lord of Air
Prince of the World
the Lord of Air...
not the master of shadows
Lucifer has Light
while Satan has Air
i need all the schizophrenic Elohim air
i need the schizophrenic Elohim air
of reggae...
today i felt the fear of homelessness
and adventure
i think i'm thinking of that still
even though i'm married
flying to India and walking back
to Europe:
don't know:
Florence
Milan

         Athens
Sarajevo

                      Paris

and then fly over to America
if i was young
and had a driving license
but jeez i loved
bicycles and horses too much
and only now aged 39 i'm learning
the piano
as i call it:
the piano: that's a car...
the clutch the accelerator of the clutch
the brake pedal
and the gear books
gear box of books
i think
i was reading something
and got distracted
you think they crucified all dignified like
that to be turned to gold?
no?
no
no!
no? dignified with the white robe across his genitals
he was the sight of Mary in the ******
therefore the Embryo Second Coming
would not come from a ******
it could be the Lot of if
i weren't Circumcised: therefore Crucified
i can't be sacrificed...
how else: am i all religious
and then secular
with playing jazz miles davis...
no: the sober interlude of crafting the tiresome
meta-spores of phren
and mushy jew
             in a room in Mecca...
            ah yes: writing the deed:
brain smooch and smooth like bad haircut
and i think i get a head a brain a scalp
massage
that only i can do to myself
i will stop *******
and just stick to this
this brain massage
two ciders
and 35cl of ***** and a marijuana
joiner
and i can work
i am at work
a late night shift in a distant Chicago
in the 20th century:
a rainy night
a tired handsome P.I.
is sitting in his office just celebrating
a case solved
having a whiskey
and a cigar
and just listening to music
and relaxing...
Adam and Eve sitting in a tree
i think we can begin here
when it is that you
come my dear into my life:
i don't think you write
poetry anymore
or listen to music
because of all the whining on repeat teen
i lost my identity
i never actually had:
****! i need to find it: i think that's what behind
teenager girls and i think of surrogacy
if the trans-autistic-weird: like it's not LGBTX
new Amsterdam in Little Vatican
in London:
i can't tell you where Little Vatican is
because it's so tiny
but we can have Old York
instead of New...
if we are changing names
i hated New York
nothing special coming from London
and as expected
i wasn't going to be a Lorca
Spaniard
i

       am at work and then i start thinking
about R and E in the middle of writing
and i'm 5000 miles away and i'm just chilling
thinking out nudes
about bible bashing some sense and logic
and the bible is workable
beyond the propaganda of the old testament
and then the philosophy of the testament
agreed upon with the Greeks
the Greco-Jewish "conspiracy" to topple Rome...
then i think we can think of topping
the decadence of the Empire of Saud(y)...

           ecce ****...                    in the hidden munching
in the crisp sound
that ghost in the music
if you ever heard it on the opening track of
kind of blue?
there's talking in that opening track
or trumpet munching
there are some barely audible vocal on a jazz record
it's so unusual to hear it
pick it up with a vinyl needle
some whispering some birds
i think at the end of miles' lips some birds
mmm
jazz is not an orchestra
jazz on record dosn't have a microphone
to the mouth of composer
since it's all scripted
like Equate Mathematics with Music for me
in terms of the Excellence of Genuis
a creates that overcomes jinn,
chimera, angels, demons... Loki..
but there are so silent vocals on jazz records
like Miles Davis' kind of blue is superior
to Coltraine's love supreme
love supreme
is too audible and vocal on a jazz record
so pristine
i mean i need to go and see that exhibition
and feel alive
i am fired up
by that Savile or Saville:
Jimmy's Nudes...
the **** Fredo Files of Nudes
i need to upload and ******* to
maybe some prepubescent nudes
like is this the picture of Jesus
******* on Mary's ******:
as crude as that:
it must have been
since that image depicted
would be what was used to wage
wars with the pagans
of the ******* complex
i just sort of see how monotheism is a feminism
sort of...
esp via christianity
and perhaps even islam with the air of mystique
about her:
don't mind the wedding ring
wait till she puts on a ******* niqab!
you think i want a muslim wife?
oh **** me:
imagine being with a woman who has such
kink...
i mean: islam is *****:
i want to see more muslim girls at those rainbow marches
at the gay pride parades:
i want the niqab goblins to come out and party!
jazz baby!
silent disco!
get dressed in all black!
yes queen yes girl!
i get you now!

one oppressor the circumcision
the matriarchy
two marriage
monogamy:
the matriarchy! the matriarchy!

huh?!
you get to leave
jackshit
in my comment section:
i don't
have..
a comment section:
Reyla!
.... Reyla....
                you the ******
queen or what?!
Reyla! hello!
retards are US
we know!
we know!
the SPECIALS!
we know
retards
monotheism lust
dynamic
cousin *******
ok
we get it
REyla:
the TERRIBLE
has already
ALREADY happened:
it's done!
what?! what?! you wed you finger
to
the first thirst of blood...
seriously?! that's... it?!

Jenny Saville
is at the National
Portrait Gallery...
where i was at#
for Francis Bacon
i'll ask Alex for a date...
i just need to see the nudes

Wialliam 4Rd
Will 4rd
and England 3rd
i say AI AI AI AU
AO and AE

              letters unto god
the weight
a world
#and a king
to a pawn
let us:
negotaite:
you work we make sure
work is done
and we BE all pawns...
savvy?
too ;ate:
god or no god
the cctv is in place
Antarctica in Place
whales suicides explained
red red wine
wine red red red
i see i knot the know
see dire straits
tell sand *******
go beyond
a history...

                      40 year joke
of Musa:
you laughing at Musa Muhammnad:
NMuhammad Musa:
yaqigk, yawolh.