these females think
not think

/;/ and /:/ aloof: mind -ing <reason control>
i don't even ask
for wink
i'm far
from blink
i'm stale poker
expression
-less
and before the Robot
Arrive
tehrer was Narcissus....

Ihran: i lost Sunday
and fought about Monday
Communism within Communism
the Capit<alism Caliphate:
the end-surrealism
dead end of surrealism of innocent
and how eyes travel...

this silence so bound alone
is not a bite
from German
although: i heard just a little
like the Ukrainization of Poland
once more some German
and i think of women...
and their apple
she the dragon i think she is
the serpent
i am
the dragon with
an egg and teatime
in the magic tree
i am pure evil
purest from away
the Fuhrer:
i need the Germans
maybe i use the tooth:
i am the wolf
and i am the sheep
i am the sheepish wolf
on Guard...
i am the guard Wolf...
like words solipsism doesn[t
travel far right
what is happening in Saudi Africa
i need to battle for a SPIKE!
god dear tumble i
willl try to be sober
but please the UMRE?BLLAS
mushrooms
and spying in  air
memory
huh?!               eh?!         two languages
or what?
not English or Polish...
older....
eh?!           Yiddish...
                                       HUH?!
             who fromj?                         i ask!
i'm asking!                  oh sorry....

   bbb                          too late: it was already
late.

i am not
21
paranoid on ****
i am depersonalizedx
on **** aged
39
i nnnn seee the ******* keybord
Riochie
Richier Shdaow NBozing
Bozing: bo X
BUDDHA
i am not Moses
or Christ
and Anti0Christ is
sort of constipated by the attire
or Pope
and Iconoclast
the Classse
of a people of divergent Hierarchies:
the true
LUST of leftism...
the Architects of the Right:
Surmount!
make q presenence .\

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campus iof university
i think asked for riotchie
ritchie



cat......... sorry? are you vacating
the eearth wiuth worms and spiders....
blob Baael///


POWER PROFOIUN D
from ALLAH no demon yet
wait wait
yahweh talkin g
to Bael....
wiat |Allah...
iz premature born...

these be the rocks:
Napleon and ******
Summons...
not the deeds in history
Umbrellas...
everyone walk around me with Fear and God and Love
and the Orbit...
Fear God Love...
the only Trinity....
spaceship:
i ;land on 3h sleep... loving your girl and boy....
woman and man...
now i paint: go away! go away~!
head safety officer role
status feels so small
i lugged baatteries
i am getting old
peop;e getting paranoid:
like an upcoming vchrist
VIVIVI
upcoming...
i am onl7uy VCHRIST:
versus Christ
ANTI
seems so timid
so Beyonce and the love
of Amazon Anti-Christ and cArthage
Female
but in the male....we of the Vth
and the Five Christ...\
dog
eater
hunger
impetus
dog
dog
dog
then
parrot
i knew who i knew
and i know very little
i had factual evidence
i knew who i knew
and in the realm of argument
WHY?
DOnt KNOW

the workhorse came to a tumult
and apparently there was a gate...
at Tottenham...
but i was not
going to be
ever
part of the grand familial tribal
army of co-workers:
i'm here to work
give me my money
i'm not a ******* sparrow
i don't feed into
transcending our personal lives
not in an environment that
is weighed with salad and wagers...
no!
i did my bit so well
at one point
that i think they confused
my hourly rate
(i didn't ask)
from 18 squid to...
27 S'ire: quid...
he ske
asked me
she assked
kissed
i'm a Saracens fan
rugby
i need to sleep...
i think
lost the faculty of lost in
"i think"///

they came to London like the other Newcastle
unlike the crowd of people
who come to London
i was almost going to say Poland
but unlike a football mad crowd
there came the feminine energy
and i had to play the role of the masculine
and it was like walking through a labyrinth of people
in a labyrinth of labyrinths
of space and time
and when Oasis comes
it will be like music can become football
a football chants
like the White Stripes'
Seven Nation Army:

this utopia of music will die
and you will become like me
DISINTERESTED
in music and turn to silence
and the snores of your partner
and BBC RADIO 4 if the devil takes
you and you become an aenemic albino
in a pose: akimbo
and music will become boring
and only anecdotal...
like the worst music
becomes football chants
music without piano
to drop a kilogram of onions on
one of Versailles' chandeliers...
but i also remember music transcendetal
akin to Culture's
harder than the rest...
i sometimes work a Coliseum
during the Music Summer Seasons
and i will probably visit England
every year during the summer
i will become being the monogamy of swans
i will be a migrating bird
i will imagine the immigrants akin
birds
flying in and out of the cosmopolitan areas
to other countries
i will come back for Wimbledon
and the concerts
and i will have this Matthew's Meteor Crater
metaphor for Plato's Cave
we are in Matthew's Rome
we are in Leo
and with the Sun
to counter the Sun and the beauty spot of
the Son: Mercury on the... OUR FLAG...
the people of the Sun and Mercury
as the People of Islam
are the People of the Moon and Venus
we have inherited from Islam the Neu-Christianity
of the Flag of the People of the Sun and Mercury...
a tale of two Matthews
the energy that came from the North to London
after all... a Sam Fender
in London gives us thought and scope of a local
boy artist: Bryan Adams was the mother
and Ryan Adams was the transgender alienating
something who am i to judge on purpose
but the rigidity of safe travels
in my pocket a crescendo of stars or alleviate stories
i wonder why i was paired with Tyrone and Chicco
Shahil
and Shahakhabaz...

                   but there is video footage of us walking
Tyrone when Dan the Jamaican
mentioned bloopers from CCTV
like tv awards
but so focused
and Tyrone just thought about turning
the camera on
there are people who watch tv all day in those
towers of Merlin:
apparently some videos are of people
in toilets *******
but i get the blooper...
i don't think i will have to report this
but someone will watch it like
the secret you-tube...
i think so: how we walked this guy off the island
beyond the stink pit of the arena
and it was recorded
and it's not like i disclosing but
there were so many bilingual parameters in
the thought arrived at:
poetry at work
which is really complicated
because unlike the Post Office
for Bukowski
i am still the poet-journalist with headache
can't live as much as my theories
and tests without life being a test
it has already been weighed out
i die as light as a feather
but as heavy as a mountain plugging slit
the mouth of volcano...
this is a deeper work environment
and the wages are mentioned
but the joke is off camera as i keep it a secret
how we were all insulted but
how different our concept of money
is
he probably earned just as much as us
but he was in a negative work
environment without the weight
of flesh on wound
rather than an apathy chasm of
flesh on flesh
that is the Zombie People of modernity
the Flesh on Flesh people
with no Brains
but some of us are Flesh on Wounds peoples
with too many: rotting us brains
to feel scraps of love
the kind of love that god gave
to his world:
with the paradox of the ontology of man
that made man in his own image
a vanity's sake:
like a painter who signs his own painting
the painting is like
short-cuts into literature
too many words technology wording
i get the good drivers are arithmetic scoop
details of the roads
in England i find Orion the Garden and Rome
the simpler the easier to enjoy...
but at least i will feel less celebrity a tier bellows
but the concept radiated and fame was
so strange to understand like gravity sideways
in a whirlwind
unlike the simpler
geometric gravity of the throw up and comes down
but that is gravity on the scope of
a microscope
and microscope in an ant masochistic worth
of existence...
we became ants bypassing
the lizards that died and die
in such number AH...
EHYEH...

                            posit abstract points...
not "abstract"... connection pointers
how the media portrays us
these lost people
these headaches like football matches
i can't see kings or queens
but shadow puppet oppressors
of ourselves:
Republic resound
and Democracy too:
why England is torn geographically
behind my idea of Europe the from poland
into Ural Russia
Ukraine and at the tip of Norway...
can't i think of England as part of Scandinavia
and how i think "western Europe" is a misnomer
looking west?
that's western europe:
i'm not talking about ideas
i'm talking about:
which way are you looking?
that's your basic compass...
which way are you looking
both men and women
have one focus
hard
north
east
west
south

       one eye is going there
like Odin had two crows
they have updated Wikipedia
the pages i have visited have been revised
and someone was kind to
highlight the revisions...

    each must have his one direction:
but no...
sober me up and clean me
and give me some tragedy
but no but if i don't have to skip the painting
bit and get a driving license
although it became known
i would sooner appreciate the horse
and then fiddle with the technology at hand

although some paranoia could
creep
but only now as it does
to reflect on self and the 6h capacity
to sleep
or how Europe owes a need for a sense
of movement
i think that Europe can disperse across
the world and if need be
leave a contigent of...
a cohort of people who will be fertile ground
for the reaper:
well: become desperate if not intellectual
move to Spain if you can't move
to ******* Hawaii...
sorry if i don't get your friends' friend's of a friends' friend:
idea... like getting tattoos on your face
felafel
and falafel
  and fly fly sword fish and angel needle...

               working some idea into the ground
like i might get an COMMA
JETTY
NUMBS
NUMBER
&EXAM...                     *** SUEX and SUEZ...

start painting:
poet will leave no "painting" the end...
hang it... signature... on a poem
i will leave no signature
but this is my wordy painting... hey prezz & precc (io)

shy hush: the coughing like
Vulcan:
and the gravity of ground
i can
because i can petition
for South Africa being returned
to the Europeans
while everyone still fight
over the East and West Coast
like an expansion of Europe
then the places least known
i think it's butter
colors margarinne
margarrine
mmm   butter
i don't but there's a thought
the funnel civilization
the guys waiting for a train or a bus
the European guys:
i need to get out of here:
i have the Roman Empire to Preach
to the people with Drugs like
Opiates in China
but **** me they didn't learn
the old dragon in reading
a lost lot of them were like cannon
fodder and fold 'em shirts...
type of people: yet
very compact and happy
at love is life is strife...

                   but i want South Africa back...
but i want south Africa back...
closer to Antactica:
we will be the first people before the ******* moon!
weird nerdy looking types!
not serious poets and chemist
just happy to
be on Antactica
rather than the moon!
geologists...
yes yes...
we're on Antarctica
and 10,000 meters under the ocean(s)....
it takes time... and the space for patience...
to explore the future:
Antarctica is the future...
no space trave:
little big boys playing big smart
little boys:
we have to understand the dynamic
of the continent of Antarctica...
we have to plan for that:
not the Meteor:
you idiots know that Global Warming is Happening
the Dinosaurs got dealt a ******* meteor:
quick painless death and rebirth...
we have christ and bachelorhood
and no more kids no agony of Eve...
and thinking about Antarctica:
not abound landing on the woom
moon...
instead for mining minerals like
silicon
and how to best control man...
                  but we have to study Antarctica...
the whales
prior to
or after the stop of being culled...
started beaching themselves
in suicide...

                    but the planet will change
and we will have to entertain people that
are only here for fun...
i will have to forever cater to fun...
fun must be a lost god among
the greeks...
Democles and Dyonisius:
weren't exactly gods of fun
when is drinking fun if you have
no control over it?

the Poles are spending their GDP
on promises rather than weapons
while the Ukrainians are being
given weapons for free
and thinking that Ukraine is aligned
with western liberal democracy
is foolish if not thinking about
giving enough freebies to Russia...
the Ukrainians don't even
write in Latin...
    how many Europeans of any stock
still feed an alignment with the Greek?

i forgot i wrote a poem and re-posted poems
by others onto my page
and i'm thinking about social media
Descartes
and tomorrow
i'm going to work the Sam Fender concert
and don't know Sam Fender
but i know the Fender guitar
and that's not cliche:
that's only language of a 39er
a 39 year old man
i am a man
not a child i think she knows that or perhaps
R. is a miracle when she conceived her
and it is as if that's transcendental
i think i could be her son
with pure biology reigned
she is 18 years older than me
and R is 14... so work out why i'm 39...

now i also know Sam Fender
and i'm Seventeen Going Under
and i will have to buy R a t-shirt
that's like postcards from my life
but more
just buying t-shirts
i think those are sails for the draft
a pieced together magic carpet
on the sea
when you tell the sea to be air
the magic carpet changes...

i was at Wimbledon and i think i'm saying
goodbye
and i said so to my grandmother
and my uncle and the dead
and now i'm saying goodbye to my mother
and father and i don't think there are
regrets
when i went mad aged 21
and thought i was a poet
so i still think now
with interests in IT
politics and human and life
and robots now too
so i thought about social media
and authenticity and profilicity:
self-profiling for the public
like one's own CCTV
so not so very oppressive but if you
can live a life as a couch potato
on the sofa only watching t.v.
or living a moment in life
like the Wimbledon Championship
in the interactive web of CCTV
Plato's Cave
the people behind the shadows
the security officers
at events
the membrane of a humanity coming together
unlike in the **** of democracy
the democracy that ****** us off
and not in the monarch's and the patriarch's arms
saying to you:
R i'm so ******* weird i think
this reality is weird
and it's not like i like the idea of a wife
that will contest who will need
my care and being there
when both mother and my wife ask
when they might be nearing the end:
oh what a task: woman, you gave me:
perhaps JEsus Christ had it easier
with a cross... than carrying a woman
like Atlas... on the back...
perhaps it would have been easier
to Carry the Cross...
i think it would be much easier
to carry the cross with christ
than it would be to carry or walk feet-mind
with woman:
and the definitely there: devil...
Heidegger's Da-Sein
i mean this energy such a fixation on autism and
philosophical-solipsism
like stoicism
like cynicism
but solipsism was not founded by any Greek
famous philosopher...
there was no school of Solipsism:
there emerged Sophia:
with two words
Theosophism Theosophy...
ancient school of Solipsism
is a school of thought that makes stoicism
and cynicism a rhetorical tools
to equate a neutral ground for the mind to take root
and be give birth to a tree later
a leaf: BELIEF: be-life
believe... and belief... now believe! i'll taunt you!
be-life! with the devil of da-sein!
a life! and give me the fruit of your mind
give me a bite of your ego...
your egg
perhaps i will give you an egg
rather than an apple
i will be the devil that will give you the egg
a magical tree
that grows on a tree
like money
i will be this devil
i will give you an egg from a tree
i will say it's a fruit...
and i will leave you there...
that would be my only life...

the thoughts would get me drunk when coupled with emotions-grief-like-drugs....

had to think of a title...
but that would be my genesis story:
i would pluck an egg from a tree
and that would be the forbidden tree
i would pluck an egg from a tree
after having pressed two apples
into a cider and got tipsy and sniffed
some Polish grass from the field
i will be dementia riddled
then i'll eat some magic mushrooms and i will
go on fighting while my grandfather
didn't have the spirit of adventure
and died by the television
and penitent recovering alcholic
but i have the spirit of adventure
and fair enough he was like a pillar
of enough words to tease my IQ over...

             but i woke up with a dream
where i was dreaming....
where i was swimming
and kicking my legs
and my mind apart
a funny thought
that wasn't a dream
a dream of reflexes and delayed reflections
and the dynamic of the reflexive mind
in old age
and not the reflective mind in old
that allows memory to sweep and seep in
and distort that not even keeping up
with the news and daily crosswords
and keeping up with soap operas doesn't help...
the boss calls me up and says he wants me to get
there early like... 11am?
Tony from E.E.S. calls me...
                wait wait... just working football stadiums
and dealing with thugs
now is working at Wimbledon...
i passed by Vallorie...
this old woman i work with
so i guess now there will be
whispers
how did Matthew get to work at Wimbledon...
how did Matthew get a job at
Wimbledon and
doing! **** me! he's on the RESPONSE TEAM...
but did you see how he was dressed?
he took: SMART-CASUAL to the next level!
he took how he dressed! to the next level!
oh simple joy like
i have the fur of a fox and a hyena...
no no!
don't come for 11am...
your sign in is for 1pm.... but just come after noon...
an hour before the before time...

        little world literature: not exactly feeling like goo-
but at least feel good like glue:
at least i'm keeping the words intact and i
try to forget:
if the problem of Europe's the continent
that funnels the movement of people against
the other continents
then treat Europe in that Special Place
as being the Only Temporal Continent
Europe is not a Spatial Continent:
Asia moves through
Africa moves through
sons... daughters!
we have created our freedom!
let us love Europe
when we move away
and come back and leave grand
train stations
let's be the IDIOM LIBERALISM-AWAY
and Conservatism-ELSE...

but Europe can be a pseudo-Continent
like Israel is a pseudo-Arab country
in the middle east....
Africa stays...
there was never really a united Europe
that's the problem
there can only be a united
America-Africa-Australia-America:
666!
AAAA!
like             ASIA!
America America North South
two almost continent
like when South America drifted from
Africa
and somehow attached
itself to the umbilical chord
of Mexico...
and north american
but yes.... AMERICA! AFRICA! AUSTRALIA! ASIA!
and Europe is not really a continent
if
only if you think of Russia and Poland
and a people that moved the least
that is the only little Poland
i think just that part of land is worth
the argument of the indigineous people
of the continent....
the rest is a fluid mix of people from
the words of the Roman Empire...
the English were once Kelts...
ok oh ok chop chop! get moving
but the people of the Great Migration
didn't actually move that far
the Poles were the laziest
they lay in a field having left
the great dark forest of your yet
ability to feld
and give honey manna from the sun...
but the other people moved so far apart
Europe can't be a spatial continent
Europe must be an Eternal Component
and part Continent:
but the Vatican and Lucifer's Venice....
the Jewish Venice...
i am yet to see Rome....
and perhaps i go i will win something
and have enough free money
to have a weekend in Rome
like a Pope
like not looking for love
like already bein married
big G...
i mean to see Rome like a lowly oh shoe
and crimson glaring i do just
want to be alone and lastly say goodbye
to Europe and leave it with peace...
oh i believe it took the French
enough inbreeding moments to craft the cheese:
and only in Europe:
but what the **** will you do
when America-Africa-Asia-Australia
are treating Europe like a *******...
sort of happy time travel
existential disneyland
i mean we can go back
to the farmers of Ukraine
and Russia just said!
you ******* rebel! against Europe!
i support you all the way!
this is how Russia loves Ukraine
and makes jokes of Europe!
give me your political correctness strip naked
to a transgender liberal pseudo apocalypse
punk-clown-goth...
me n ot sober?
this is the spirit of Poland rebelling
at sniffing the sick
and i know why there's a war in Ukraine:
the Slavic people would rather fight against
themselves
than succumb to an octopus capitalism
not the sort of communism
and it's a mind virus
post-capitalistic
i hope you don't see it my way...
but it's a mind virus
the great descent of either god or devil
or neither...
just how offspring behave when born into
polar opposites:
i want to leave Europe like a sterile ground...
the road was paved from Chernbyll
and how did my psyche collapse
i think
forget
how many times was
an attempt made on my life
i was told of
i was asked to be killed
from birth
in the hospital almost choked to death
etc.
pain is memory blocker:
i want to forget certain things
and if i keep to my athletic of writing
i will not think of much....

but it hurt so much that i forgot
being online last night...
i forgot that i was online
i think that's the realization of the ills
of this exposure...
jumping bait: spider-carrot...

who beside a serpent
a tiger
a monkey said
to another monkey:
a mushroom
a hallucinogenic ****
perhaps it was a story of
Adam and Adam or
how does it go:
Adam and Steve....
i think it was a hallucinogenic
**** *******
whether byproduct is actual
homosexuality
then yeah
once upon a time
there was cohesion of genius
and that's why the pyramids were
built
and only the Eiffel tower was built
as tall if not taller after...

because there was no Competition
of the Solipsistic School:
which was covert:
kept secret by the highest Caste of the Mantra
of Solipsism:
the Retards and Broken Hold our Census...
our Herald for Nations and Continents...

there was a congregation of genius and intellect:
which later became coupled with inequality of woman's
choices:
because the autism Copernicus
and the genius of Galileo
for rhetoric... now call it the Copernican-Galilean
coupling: eternal...
think how it happened when
intelligent minds worked together
before the glut of the people who need to talk...

but Europe can't remain a stable place:
too many ants in their pants states...
how many people in Europe haven't moved
at all...
can we treat Europe like
we treat the London Underground...
i mean:
we can be Europeans in Africa
like the South Africans
and at least we know what went
wrong under Communism and
what happened right in South Africa...
at least we know how post-Colonial states...
better wonder about South Africa
than being so ***-buckled-bugged
upon the Collapse of the British Empire
i am still grieving the Partition of
the Polish-Lithuanian Commonwealth...
i'd rather think of post-colonialism and the
argument for South Africa...
if the problem of immigration from Africa
into Europe
then i am the first....
SALUTE! MATEUSZ KONRAD ELERT
i petition for our claim to South Africa...
i want a piece of Africa...
i want my land!
come into Europe!
i want South Africa back...
you didn't live here: ******! too cold! too cold!
i want a post-Europe back:
can i have the South African lands back...
you didn't live in south africa: niggz...
you didn't live in south africa!
i want my south africa back!
you give me back south africa
so i can take the french, the english,
the italians the spanish the germans....
some weird greeks...
but the greeks are in with the Jews
and the Turks... ok...
we not taking them....
no Scandinavians...
they were too ugly to the English
the Slavs are keeping the Scandinavians...
we are the people of the "continent"
you gave us Rome and Jupiter and London
you *******...
let us curate it... like perfection:
don't worry about who delivers what kangaroo
and what raccoon...
          
      but i need my south africa back, mate...
i need my part of the continent:
sure thing: you come here with the idiot arabs
and their sand-dusters of machines vroom vroom
like idiot idea of conquest
forgot to mention:
oh yeah... Arabia is not treated like a continent:
sub-continent thinking
unlike India
that's considered a sub-continent:
Arabia is not deemed a sub-continent
of Asia...
because... it's *******... a later starter...
the easy **** with sand under your *******
until the Jews comes and you repay Jews
by sending them to the Germans...
well... to the Poles... but then obviously
you did some so bad that
a Polish boy and a Jewish girl
heard about it or something
so ******
the Germans were the tools of the deeds
but the Arabs were the masterminds
of the Holocaust
and i guess the origins of Israel is rather
Unique it's a cognitive conundrum
a democracy a nation a people
agreeing then
disagreeing yet still banding together...
oh yeah: war in Ukraine?
of course the Ukrainians that they are
getting so cheap
it's like Russia laughing:
guess who the **** we are rearming...
we're getting ready to invade...
you idiots just have us weapons!
and the Poles are like...
are we here, ready... for the rollercoaster?
are we going to war?!
wow!
what sympathy for Ukraine:
the amount of weapons they are getting
idiots are arming their enemy
i mean: RETARDO LASSO! RAPHEL ROSSO TED
LASSO!