before i make my cognitive injection
of tobacco and marijuana and alcohol
i will have to scribble down
the preface: snotty: rubric...
yes i am watching the death of a monotheism
not of god:
i already ascribed Allah the status of
son
for the father Yahweh: after all:
the vowels and consonants match up...
someone once said: when yoiu get bored of
London: you get bored of life...
oh... i'm not bored of London:
i'm just bored in quantum pockets of ghettos
now spreading as far wide as the outerreaches
of this organism of a city
two days by comparison
first day i was seeking a barber, Turk: who else,
because there is no better barber than a Turk
and i should know
when getting trimmed and shaved feels
as good as getting a *******
and this is no top heavy allure of
some power dynamic:
when you enjoy being pleased
and someone reciprocrated with giving
you pleasure:
but the first day i donned a big winter coat
all black...
black under armour sneakers
jeans:
ugh... i looked worse than a shadow
i looked grey but that matched the weather...
ooh! i thought i forgot Philip Lamantia
but, not, i didn't...
that the crumbs from the words that eventually
are letters:
a healtthy understanding of "serious" literature
is peppered with poetry
because... that's the best known thing
to man
given the rise of journalism and
an aversion from philosophy:
and i'm just bored perhaps even tired
of living among Muslims with their
plight of taking over...
what?! ******* and chastising and whatever
these ****- squats get up to
i mean: that's just pathetic...
it's beyond imagination a pathos
you'd almost want the Islamic world to
heave a second engagement with
the Mongol horde
but i was walking from the barber unshaved
and this Muslim ninja "woman"
was waiting to cross the street
without clear indicator for the traffic to stop
and as she crossed the street
she passed me
but suspence of disbelief... she stepped
a yard's worth of length back onto the street...
such superstitious people:
weirdos...
oh by now i treat Muslims as a curiosity:
like an anthropologist might:
they are just weird
it's not the sort of weird
like Christian women who succumb to
treating the zodiac and fen shui seriously
i mean this is next level weird
like: ugh: you have the plague or something?!
why did i succumb to calling
England the Anti-Christ?
bogus word... hyperbolic... even...
but if the ruling "elites" are simply pandering
and quack quacking
i mean: at least the Americans have
some ***** attached to their *****
and if something doesn't feel right:
then it's best not to think it: as right:
but this is not the first time i felt and i experienced
Muslim superstitions...
pork is this supposed bad
as bad as what is salt is alcohol in the desert?
so how they avoid shaking your hands
while circumcicised end up *******
violating the public toilet seat
because that's what circumcision does to you:
gives you bad aim:
if you are a circumcised male:
sorry: you best sit down on the toilet
and **** like a woman:
only un-circumcised men are allowed
to **** into a toilet while standing!
why do Europeans mix marijuana with tobacco:
why would the Beatnik "philosophers"
think about their psychadelia
and the fusion of religions
replacing Christianity
with Buddhism or rather
creating the Super Beast the Chimera
the Zeitgeist aftermath
of what even the craziest of John and the Revelation
wouldn't revel in
a Chimera comes every Zeitgeist cycle
now we are going through
the cycle of Frustration
of Islam
the Islamic Impasse:
i came to Syria: i destroyed it:
levelled it
i came to Syria
with Warsaw rubble
and i came with the two Germans:
the Teutonic Knight
in MArienburg still standing
this fortress of the Northern Crusades
and i also
funnily enough
inherited the revived German Pagan
and the Chimneys of Auschwitz!
oh so Jealous... i know!
Chief! OI! chief! move away from my lady!
the Mongol Empire came like
the Sea upon the Earth
and left us
imprints to seek Islands
from England
i will live and remain
on Kauai
i need the foretress of Sea
around me!
Graham: i have found her:
18 years older
Christian
Zodiac prone
hyperventilating on ***
liberated woman on menopause
i always thought of you as the external
****** partner
good that i caught you with prospect of
surrogacy
and your on mnopause
implies no hormonal dysfunction
of you on pills
and me wearing a ****** instead
of a **** rings:
this... this is... this is luxury: that the Islamic
world would never allow...
well, for Muhammad and Khadijjah!
the older woman!
look at your prophecy!
your Holy Book was written by a Woman!
the literatre business woman!
can Islam see Islam?!
can anyone actually see
this Chimera: this Zeitgeist:
oh... being the Beast of Satan
i think i can tame this Chimera
of God: the Holy Ghost!
ha! HA!
there's a secret Islam:
a feminism Islam:
a woman's Islam:
not the Christian ******* arguments:
i think i'm listening to women
and i think they want
the Devil to Come
and Defend Islam:
Esp. Defend Islam against Jesus
Islam needs
a Christian Secular Revival
now is your Holocaust and Self-Genocide:
we also hate ourselves in the "West"...
but the technology
not the wealth
satisfies us:
technology is fire
is electricity is mirror:
and you know when you walk out from the
barbers: chasing the bus...
haven't been cycling for almost half a year
i'm breathing heavily:
i'm wheezing:
a step daughter...
REyla: i have a daughter:
i think about her sometimes
like
re-imagining my life as a painter...
from... ******* Norway!
aww look! Allah is shy...
i bet Yahweh ***** him
with a crucifix *****!
to give birth to man
while Satan gave the birth of man
via apple... via art... via poetry...
god gave man existences in
the tantrums of the titans
creating weather and shackles
to feed off wood for shelter in the Ice...
come back to me!
O: and loss of wonder!
Satan gave birth of man
in a garden:
in heaven:
said.. shhh.. shh... shut up! stupid!
you will fall down upon
this stone of cruielty:
by stone i implore you:
imagine a crucifix...
then the stone of Icarus and Prometheus...
who is Allah...
i told you... shh shhh sh! she!
well: Yahweh is a She
and Allah is a He:
we are going to invest in CElestial ******...
shh!
we're about to watch the best
******* known to man:
wait for it...
wait...
jump!
SMALL DAY
DREAM BIG... Edie? REyla?
whast father am i when i have
a quadratic
of mother-daughter
daughter-father... then i hav e
the leftovers of mother-mother
daughter-daughter
father-father...
i couldn't help myself from peacock...
i think Novak, the Czech ******...
nibbled on some advice:
i can live among Muslim women in my dreams:
but i can't live among Muslim serfs:
the Ummah last
the Pakistanis and the Somalis
and the Sudanese
like i think Christianity seems the diaspora
in Asia...
Christian adventure
of not conquering Asia
just creating little Jewish Kingdoms
of Freaks, Zombies and Lovers...
not being funny: female intelligence:
then ylou decide to chance a new barber:
freshly attired Atilla the Constantinople
Varangians:
it's so pathetic this Islam on this
side of the propaganda:
i know Islam can be beautiful
not this Christian
i said: the best brothel is the church:
full of pedohpiles
and cougars... fat assess and surrogacy
and some leftover meaning off meaning...
some evil spirit in the AI?
yes... the self satisfied the wholesome
man...
that stupid look you get
from a teenage girl
like you're the Beast and She's Bella..
like you're the Phantom of the Opera
and she's Christine
and just in between
you take her drinking
under the bridge
because the opera you bought
tickets for was German
and you thought it would be sang in German!
but there was all this post-modernist
deconstructionism
with birds replaced by flyiung panthlefts
of anti-right-communism
this new emergence a wailing wall of China
which only the Jews in herited in a parchment
of stones
in little detail:
so few Jews: on the right course of the PRoject:
the intellectual priest...
Jews... i'm sorry i wasn't born in 19th century Poland...
i'm ******* sorry:
i would have been a ******!
i would have been James ******* Bond!
but technology ook
ooo oo oo oo
rarityy: of seeing those Goggles..
but now that you see them:
if only Hugh Grant was given the role of
JAmes BOnd... but Hugh Grant
was never a James Bond
but in old Age has
become... Dorian Grey...
Cynical; Bitter ******* Funny...
like i have a **** for ?Hugh Grant's
ego... i transcend ***
Hugh Grant's ego is my ****
spoken like a true ******* gentleman...
because Hugh Grant should have been
a James Bond:
but now the aviator: actor:
oh i see actors: the transition
the priests of the theatre...
if i were a poet:
but i have the Anti-Church!
i know it: inside out!
it's the Colliseum-Theatre!
it's an ugly Church:
it's ******* psychadelic: ha ha ha ha ha! O REyla!
we're going to have so much fun
playing psy-warfare!
i think we'll start with: playing cats.
ETHNONYMS
and XENONYMS...
but if you are a child
and the *** with
mother is like watching
a sci-fi movie
because i no longer need
to watch movies
unless that movie is
called: EDie R-Rated...
well: bad room:
ill room... worthless unique
tribal: social conformity:
garbage of a woman...
but at least i know that
God has a Chimera:
the holy spirit...
because...
under Satan's softening
illusion...
reality was given as
a soothing for the mind
therefore nurturing the intellect:
in delusion...
in an un-reality:
what if the story began
with you
being what you subsequently found yourself
as being but only for the few true:
what if i were the ego that is silence and id that
is nothing:
what if i can't be a scary hallucination
what if...
i am the Bull on the Scales...
she is Virgo:
i am Taurus...
she tries to deny it
but she cab't... she's a Virgo and i'm a Taurus...
my mother ius Pisces and my father Ares...
water meets fire
earth meets air...
[isces - water,
ares - fire
taurus - earth
virgo - air...
Reyla is my 5th element
contenders
light, vacuum,
time... time can be deemed an element:
the element of perpetuated motion...
motion should be an element:
actually.. our basic foundations are crippled
which is why Islam has taken such
a stranglehold ignorance:
it's not the Nazis invaded them with Socviet Russia...
this Envy this JEaousy can't reach Poland:
Russia is just a toy the army plagiarism:
sure...
why shouldn'tn Greenland succumb
the way of Alaska...
but younger males dating older women:
as long as they are not cannibals
ideological zombies
of feminism...
if they are religious women
if Christianity is much more than a fixation
of rules upon her...
if Christianity is like Platonism
-ity: unity of all the =isms...
imagine that!
her religion her belief is more a counter argument:
for her Catholicism and Islam are
indistinguishable for some strange... ******* reason...
but if we inherited
the Teutonic Capital of the German Christian
then inherited the Death Trip-Goglotha
of German Pagan via Christianity the Nihil:
how paganism became
nihilism via Christianity
dear man
god put you on this rock in Orbit
with the Titans
of Earth and Water Air and Fire
then Vacuus and Nihiluus
the twins most dangerous
the infamy of the gods
even the last two
monotheistic logics
this sudden fear
how monotheism can't overcome
polytheism
how monmotheism
tried and failed
wtih religion
*** DeepSeekler: China:
q about China
then ask ChatGPTIA:
whatever the rainbow pronoun
acronym is...
because that virus VLICK
the VLYWING is prone to know
express...
Europe and the Hebrew
Asia and the Hberew:
maybe the solution is....
take your priesthood
to Asia
forgive the Ruopeans
and Embrace Asia
i'll see yooyo yoyo waiting
in Polynesia..,
i know....
change of scenarios...
Reyla: oh jeez...
he's seriously coming over...
fucke me slow.... father...
feminism just opened a f3ew
new doors: 4 x 4....
you wouldn't expect: that...
although given Islam's ****-**** theologism:
temporal ******* on platter... of....
i guess ushi... sue: she she!
cat killer\; first name\;nsue?
Sue
i'll haunt that *****!
he put you on rock:
4rock a baby:
crucifix: b elieve me
camp!
i put you in the garden:
to preserve
confuse you: yes:
perpetuate you: yes...
you eat nickles but your already
do with barley..
so sclera
and faking: cinematic montage:
puppets... strings:
ennabling "thinkinG":
think drink thinking contra
drink driving.... Reyla... i'm...
i'm drunk-thinking
so ypu do ypur solo and i'll do my solo... savvy?!
doodles:
measure of rockets...
save North Korean Intellect:
just ask the North Koreans
of:
ㅈ ꡛ ས 𐤑 Ϻ —
i sacricifed you unto me
this dream of a garden
upon this revolving rock
in darkness empty
orbit
and you think me
or this evil this darkness
this light i cannot keep
from fire?
think me of no lead toward
a fire that is the light i pride
think now i think
that India can reclaim
Europe via the the Punjab
and i know Europe will be what it used to be
in India when no English bricklayer
or etc
came to India
occupied India:
state actors: i know the job....
actors on the liberties of constraints...
savages: ******* inbreds:
which is what Muslim men talk about European
women...
i thought half of them were shipped out
to Dubai and a 1/12th to Moscow...
a 3/4qrtr of 1/8th to Beijing
the rest free-lancing...
i don't think i have a daughter
i do think i can have Alcatraz...
like Beijing-Boing-Boing!
the GRAND SEJONG
i nmet the Censor, once... Asterix and Obelisk:
i say: why why not Buggs Bunny
and cleopatra:
so Loki was also thje Stutterrer?
Evil supposeddly stutters?
but if God placed man upon the Rock
and i gave him a moral theatre:
and that would almost last more
than your supposed mortal eternity
against the elements:
but what lie oh the original that one was
not born from the depths of ordeals
beyond man
but upon man caste...
but collectively: not as individually:
Islam is at least intact to begin again:
whereas the West is left with a Spider Web
of Indivuations...
imprints:
nothing special isms....
Jesus Christ and Oedipus...
what is the difference?
isn't this terrible: a younger man will rather
have an older woman..
because if she wasn't a feminist
would have already have had her child
and not because i'm infertile
or i don't know...
but Islam the the birth of phobias:
ISlam ackowledges it:
or the Western proselytes acknowlege:
Aislamophobia gabe birth
to claustro- and arachno-phobia(s)...
ISlam is the religion of phobias and hypochondriacs:
19th century European Romantics...
sickly ones...
Lawrence of Arabia and the Elloquent
Droid: *** Bunny..
such a long story
it almost begs fo beggars of DISBELIEF...
BEGGARS of DISBELIEF:
a holy society in Islam...
the Beggars of Disbelief:
the Astounded Ones...
the Deaf Seekers of Gjong!
we did not arrive from the astute
revision of doubt:
we of the disbelief never denied:
but our sudden almost lightning
think O wife mother daughter:
we of the astouded ones have
been gripped by the cradle
and the lavendar hued mushroom
and how suicide was
a dog i was leading along one
long night path...
where i thought i met you
and your daughter:
where i thought i met you
and your mother...
where i think i met both of you... and neither of you.