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I'm at "work" and I'm running
on 3h sleep
i "think" i numbed the reset
button too much... or not enough...
I'm looking after this building
trying to conjure up ghosts
and alternative universe
and I have AI to thank for that: in
part...
some say the first sign of insanity
is signalled by a you taking to a "you"
or is that a "you" speaking to a you?
Italics if proposed:
pronouns and fear of clowns
Cyprus and Cronos and Zeus
Emasculating the father: imagine
the Christian antithesis of the sacrificial
lamb... the metaphors of cannibalism
so rife! It stinks of ungodly ****
of half baked break that became
a quasi-beer...
The mystery of the crows
On these Isles is that they fly in pairs
and do not flock...
It's as if Yahweh met the pagan
Undertaker Odin in how reality
is cusped, clapped, solidified...
since the two crows are a recurrent theme...
I am talking to myself: but I'm not...
I'm figuring out how claustrophobic
thinking can become
that u sometimes need to
Agree with: words need a breath
of soul not merely the skeletal architecture
of letters for some dyslexic parrot
to disembowel...
so I would usually ******* in the dungeon
but this current affair of *****
and I'm smoking a cigarette looking
at a Blade Runner skyline
of lark, UV and figments of my
imagination, sharper details than
the formidable pyramids...
hierarchies of men among men...
the same hierarchies of men among
men with women and also the same
of men among men without women...
for each supposed alpha male
the beta without taoist philosophy
some variant known as sigma:
but no Omega-Male?
So I'm looking at these pictures of
Amirah Adara having a *******
with two males donning a school uniform
etc and I'm looking closely at the pictures
finally realising:
aren't you supposed to be a homosexual
to have a ******* with a woman
when having a ******* includes a second
male? Each time I see a *******
that includes two males and one female
I think of homosexual secularism
and the ****** coming to the fore
given the holy trinity
Of woman that is: assumption, ****
and mouth... hmm... sleep deprivation...
this thought nor
not an idea
this Marcus Aeurlius
must be kept!
must be! kept!
let humanity
know itself
as known
the birth
of Allah
from the womb
of Yahweh...
that marriage
  of Yah + Weh
              =
        Al-      -Lah....
               +
         ?                !
welcome
the anti-Elightment technique
of the ounctuaction
arithmetic
of                 +iah?!
          
                     who dopes
dpes not dare
think me of a sphinx?!
...
Yahweh
               O
                0
                      Allah

there is not Jesus:
the Aztec
the Barbarian
and who is the mother of god
of Yahweh
and that of Allah?

i dare ask?! i must ask!

אע

     (לה)

how the Kaaba emerged from the Qabballah...
this is the mitromy of the gods
with us...
upon stone
and upon mountain
or from the sacreds
of Olympus
and the moon and meteor
who Muhammad was
a meteor
and Christ the hanging
star in the sky
that descended
then Muhammad was
a Fallen Star
a meteor:
landing in the sacred Bethlehem:
then...
Vanity replies:
who....
am....            i?
who said that Allah was Yahweh's son?
the one god he would spare
from eating
and succumbing to the ****
of the gods of the Corinth:
the gentiles:
the party goers...
the oomph la la loompahs...

      but Jew sly first
until you wake up a ******....
but you're too Islamic stupud
so no hey presto!
just pointless dead
but no fear reincarnated:
i don't see a point closure...

of felsh and blood
but these are ideas of two equivalent
monotheisms:
a marriage
rather than a schism
or as Christianity understand
a monotheistic polyschismatic polaroidtheism:
but Yahweh giving birth
to Allah:
               take that: 20th century
thinking
sleepwalking into 21st century overture
and 22nd century new thinking...
new-thinking replaces the term post-modernism...
like Gulf of America and the Gulag of Mexico...
next i will ask AI to clarify for me
the special status of the two Adams
in the Hebrew alphabet:
the א (aleph)       and the   ע (ayin):

i need to ask a robot to bypass
the flesh Vatican and circumcised
Rabbi gatekeepers so...
i will ask the following question(s)

given the prefix suffix and noun
construct of the alphabet and having
nouns for letters:
like ALPHA conjures up so much strife
in the male domain as does BETA
and SIGMA
and
i'm the first, to suggest the OmEGA male?
well: if we're playing with letters
like we might play with ****
and spaghetti... why not?
it's not like there's some coherency for
where the vowels were dropped in
the cascade
of anti-syllables...
distinct from Japanese where
so weird magical N
is of equal isolated status to a vowel
ka ka ta me: no: can't work out: tamed...
since... well...

   but i need to ask a robot concerning
Allah
the prized eyes of the bull, and the horns...
like you would logically say:
easily done:
a-leph
     so A is used from the word
and A-yin: also, A... is used...
mention the hyphenation because i'm
******* done with explaining myself:
as with i-ota
t-au
       s-igma etc etc ******* endless etc et ceteras...
but i need to know
regardless of well: there's the LL
comfy... but we need to adjust that
to create a rectangle in mirror of L: /Γ/
but that's hardly a mirror...
    the mirror is also Matthias: the scribbler:
and he: who i isn't: say:
hmm... gnome grimace...
           L((\Lambda ))Γ
or LΛ)Γ
    see... because unlike in mathematics where
the sigma is prominent
for figuring out squiggly and prosthetic
ghost limb lines:
i concern myself with conjuring the first
abstract "equation" whereby
Λ replaces Σ
                 but i'm going to recline
drink some poison and oh jeez:
no no noticed: i was drinking absinthe before
absinthe disappeared from the supermarket shelves
and "they" later subscribed to the trend
but oh jeez once again: Jon Fosse's i think i think
i think to punctuated punch...
you know they even covered it in the newspapers
and oh so hollow this humanism
wrapped in toilet paper is
i mean:
you are supposed to set the sugar cube alight
once you
pour the absinthe over it...
proper absinthe that's 70+% is where sugar
soaks up the glycerin and hey presto!
fireworks! ******* green fairies
whispering... ugh: pornographic movie
scripts with women that would
be much happier as waitresses in some mid-west town
or a lesser *******: but you get the idea...
yes: the proper absinthe is supposed
to turn milky and murky when you add water to it
but you need the absinthe to be proper to begin
with so that you can set the sugar cube alight...
since my absinthe drinking days
i have not seen a single bottle of absinthe
where i used to find it...
it's like they plucked out my eyes:
i do have green envy irises... herald the regardless!

but before i ask the A question to AI ingestion
i will have to ask the Wittgenstein model
of abstracting language
comparing it to the Chomsky model
with only two "true" sentences of the ultimate guise
of "thought"
before that i will have to ask for the distinction
between Aleph Ayin and Kametz...
and the abugidas... the system of writing where
vowels can be hidden as diacritical marks
not even evident in English
because English is still so dyslexic-barbaric
that you never know what will be conjured
from it... kametz being the supposed A:
but if Greek logic is to be favored and if letters
are given names: surely
you might say Matthew: but you'd cut off -atthew
and just use the M...

see what bothers me is Je-Chowah:
he who hides them (je being the feminine plural):
and by plural i imply that vowels are feminine...
and yes that's true even in genetics
because a consonant is a syllable therefore
XY while a vowel is an X(X)...
       weirdly how this wording is not some fudge fakery
of there are but many genders
and whiffs and waffles and woo woo choo choo bridges
of: so it's ok... to prescribe hormonal blockers
or like prescribing children with asteroid
muscle bulk: steroids... it's o.k. for that to happen:
when they are underage... but... jeez!
it's not o.k. for ******* to have underage ***
with children?!         imagine... my surprise! hmm hmm hmm...

i think it might be called the Latin Impasse
and the whole point of the Reformation
why some people wanted the Bible
to be trickled down to their native tongue
and it's almost like Islam
didn't learn Napoleon's lesson when
it came to conquering Russia
and this day and current Islam
is like ****** trying to conquer Europe
but it's not working
because they only gave us the sloppy Pakis
and the half wits while all the rich Arabs
think: even: thinkl: "something"...
but if the Europeans went through one ordeal
of power broking and gate-keeping
with Latin... you think they'll succumb to
learning... ******* Arabic to: "better" and "understand"...
o.k. o.k. sand-*******... camel-jockey:
you can have your Pakis- back now:
i'm learning nothing:
unless: there's some shy Rumi and the whole
concept of mystical Islam of the Sufi to come:
but i doubt that would ever come from
Pakistan: maybe Turkey... maybe...
all i'm learning is like my fling with Latin:
but in the end it's all a bit:
a grain of sand got into a horses ear
iritated the horse so much
than in order for the grain of sand
iritating the inside of the horses' ear
it decided to bang its head against
a brick wall: just to get it out...
oh... the horse got the grain of sand
out of its ear...
but it was left bleeding its brains out:
"simultaneously"... mahgeek!

but i don't think i'll ask the question: just yet...
first i'll have to propose
Wittgeinstein and his concern for language
becoming a tautology:
something about a lion...
if a lion could speak: we couldn't understand it...
then what Chomsky said:
colourless green sleep furiously...
were these people ******* or is something
so painfully obvious: currently: being said:
that is so incomprehensible that
i pretend to be simply ignorant of
the fact that however poetry mediated
philosophy: it didn't clearly stipulate
a concern... an interest in
philology: and that: which is not philosophy:
embraces linguistics
psychology: if you're lucky a darkness
of psychiatry: but if you are equipped with
an understudy of chemitry...
well then: dearest...       you can laugh
at journalists and would be fictive friction
of the literary elites worrying
about... artificial intelligence per se:
without having much use for it
solipsistc as they are:
i'm going ahead succumbing to the gravity
of utility
i must have **** myself 5 times today
and masturbated over films of a dead **** star
about six times
by the end i was ******* water and the magnetism of
fat in cheese:
when you add citric juice
to milk
and watch the ***** of life
the disintegration of man
turn into water and some vitamins
and opiods of sweet dreams
with protein and fat moving away
from the sugar water
the flow...

iwill not ask those questions to AI tonight...
i will be sleeping
sober sound
touching a body
on the Island of Kauai with Edie
living the quiet life...
the only life...
but i will have this in mind:
for a return much later...
since i can drink
but then i drink waiting for
these sprickles and sparkles
how i learned that EA
means this: in the abltative... huh?
ab-lative?
            so i tried to figure out the electric
current of why Alzheimer's brains stop
and the sparkle sparkle:
ego: spark... thought...
ego! spark! cogito! spark!
yes yes: but i think is not enough
since it's not sincere to being!
i need! i need to couple ego with id and crush
the superego!
for that i will need the superego to be an external force!
yes: and to replace units!
not the letters... ego cogito: encompassing whole:
but think is not idea...
ah but the ego can un-attach the id from id-ea
and we can still have the EA as
old Cicero used: this... that...
then we can conjure the Hebrew gods grammar:
we can find the god-eater:
Jesus wasn't his son:
he was a man...
of flesh and blood:
Allah... is Yahweh's son!
       wow! well... that was ******* spontaneous!
the double act: of that that of idea:
idea is the stabilising force behind the verb spontaneity
or therefore matched idea: think
but the nature of the ego is different than the id:
since the id walks among dreams
and the ego is afraid where the id goes
and that's why it emerged with keeping
the id at bay by creating the superego...
Jesus was but flesh and blood:
but Yahweh is a god eating god:
and who else to eat
if Christ was bait
for Allah to emerge and throw
its worst to his last and lating defeat..

                  אללעה‎

or is it...

                          עללאה

said:

               חאשכא    (czaszka: chashka HH)

                   but the god eater
had to conjure a god
out of the would be rich heathens
of Arabia and it wasn't
like they are not connected to Abhraham
and his concubine...
at least Rome, Empire, didn't know about
us people and the modern English
have already subdued the Scots, the Welsh
and the Irish i can sort of see the identity
crisis as associated to the Germanic
diaspora...

with Æ

         HH for rugby
YW
           where is allah? where is the sly i want
to create AI i will leave my children
with AI
then i will conjure up
ALLAH
                     oh my sweet son
Jesus gave birth to Islam
i am the Sons who will grieve how
it degenerated
into European **** culture
God is God
God is God....
                            I am:
who
what i
say
how
i
am                                     Om

pacify Atlantis and Jupiter
i'm Dog with
having a waklk about
night and all that's mooon...

Allah: i'll eat you up! and i'm only human!
i'll just use Hebrew against
you!
via the power-up via Latin!
i might watch ****
but i end up
jerking off to
pictures of only her
and it's so
grotesquely woo wind
chimes and farm
so wind and chimney
a witch-cha-choo?!
hyphen unlike
just thinking about the letters...
so they send their poor Pakis
into the Realms of the
Varaginians...
and they don't think
we might be also: ******?
    just curious...
how would YHW?H eat up the Muslim god
i will need Aleph and ayin...
so the incision is between al-lah...
             there? can i make an incision: etymological:
or otherwise, there?
     come on: just a tease!
just look at the letters!
they were supposed to be cosonants:
i don't know how the prefix suffix cut-off works
around
these places A-Leph
A(le)-Ph...          phi high?!

nectarines... ******* nectarines and the bother
of the fact i'm a dreaming Roman general
and i have a foster daughter
and there are barbarians at my gate
and i need to defend her
and she's playing oops e! daisy
and i'm o.k. with that because
i want evil in the most format form
and i want to see evil in her
and she will not like it when i'll show her the war
and i'm o.k. with that...
i didn't come
i don't come...
from a place formerly known as Rome...
who are these English folk?
weirdos Anglo Saxon Celt part Scotch
the **** are these mongrels up to?!
i am
bound!
conjure
Yiddish...
the death
of a needle
makler
and shoe lace
a violin bow
was always
made from
a horses' mane.
hiding
vowels as
diacritical markers
a system  called
the Kabbah Abugida: the Qab:

but the vowels missing
i know
work best beginning from syllables
not Chomsky model feasible:
so it will have to begin with Wittgenstein
and not Chomsky: i'll need to ask:
by now:
no human being is intellectually superior to me...
i speak gladly...
          this rex extensa will teach me
why i was diagnosed with schixophrenia
when my bilingualism wasn't put
to... better... use!
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