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Mateuš Conrad Nov 2024
a smile is half a kiss. /
   a smile is half of a kiss...
little woe of all that awe
in translation on the pivot: of...
that smiling is the other
half of kissing... while tenderly:
a tone of eyes blinking...
that other secret: also insinuating
(a) kiss (kiss)...


per citation (if required):

'atan from the Seventh Grade (Polish: Szatan z siódmej klasy) is a 1960 Polish romance film directed by Maria Kaniewska. Based on the 1937 novel Satan from the Seventh Grade by Kornel Makuszyński, it is considered a classic children's film in Poland.

mein gott:
die sprache des volkes
früher war es
so schön,
als ob:
für die Menschen
             / vom Volk...
macht nichts...
Deutsche ich kann schlachten:
mein Polnisch vorrecht.
Mateuš Conrad Nov 2024
all saints' day is upon us...
Duvali here yet?
i never imagined fireworks going off
on Halloween...
it's as if Catholics exist in Old England
not the New England of
Protestants and ****...

my sin is that i smoked marijuana
in public
and walked around
and instead of nakednessn i found armour
and love and armour...
love of armour
in the darkness i forged one ring
and in the darkness i found
the cloak of invisibility
and in the shadows i roamed
and i swayed and gave encouraging shouts:
OAR! MORE!
OAR! MORE!
TO KIEV!
FOUND USN KIEV!
NA RUS!

find master! find master!
what did you find Ivan?
master! master!
i found your meter!
i found music in poetry!
master! master!
good...          goood E'van...
good Evan:
there be life in this fire water of life?
yessssss... masssster...
good Evan...
i will smooch up to this spirit
and take a sip of her milk:
Bolsheviks of Vistula
and Basra...        Vikings of the black sea
and the mouth of Dniepr...

little tides of a great big sea:
and time as water
and fire no...
fire as space: therefore god had only
once chance to rebel
and he rebelled
and made himself known
leaving ******* artifacts of omni- robes
when in fact he could make contact
with the world at the base of the Pyramids
but would not sit on an Auschwitz's chimney...

blah blah allahahhablahblahallahahhahahahahaha!
i think of god's judgement to make poetry
there:
since only the grey Jew in the hands of the khaki
smear campaign and the nacht black SS mensch...
to no brick in mud Jew:
to your intellectual drain: i will sucker up...
pound for pound
inch of water and a grain of salt...
for your grain of fertile soil...
show me potatoes grown in Israel...
show me tomatoes...

ah! now i remember... it's Thursday night
and i thought it was Friday night...
but i have to go to bed early Friday
wake up at 5am on Saturday
and heard a flock of bothersome Cerberuses...
stagnant ghosts of pets...
cats, dogs, ******* cannaries...
if America has such a problem with Catholics
then i have a problem with
the Protestant Nation of America
not being Enlightened Bilingual by Now!
America should be officially a nation
as best as Switzerland
be a Anglo-Spanish consolidation project...
for the old history:
before empires and wet ***** and hard *****
and the waves...
in our Circle... of drinkers...
St. Peter might have the keys...
but St. Matthew has the bell...
what's a bell? a dzwon?
a bell? what's a bell... the imitation of Adam's head
in a glass...

i carry the Church Bell...
i'm Matthew in Church... but elsewhere
i am known by my better name:
CONRAD...
Slavic blood fused with German principalities...
a Stalin was a Georgian was a Russian:
Russians are sheep:
swayed by barbarian stupidity
to experiment with Hebrews...
while the Germanic now not laugh with
the advent for the dispersing of
the Levant and Babylon...

              a bell is a glass of a top heavy mixer...
a sharpshooter...
4:1 ***** to pepsi...
         sharpshooter...
you fill a glass with loads and loads of icecubes
pour some ***** in
then some pepsi...
sit and meditate in darkness
smoke a quarter of a leftover joint...
that's marijuana and tobacco...
you eat pizza in the dark with mother
you watch the RESIDENT with her...
hmm... protagonist just...
the protagonist... in what we're watching?
did he just crawl out of the t.v.?
are we watching requiem for a dream?

it's like the Sybil in painting surrounding
the decapitated head of John the Baptist...
the bell is a glass with only one
ice-cube in it... carried like a church bell:
mother is falling asleep and i don't want
eggshells and walking on water or air...
so no clamour glitter ching ching...

                     a bell is a special drink...
      not served in bars:
don't worry: you won't be seen with it...
but unlike the non-illuminatory concept
of painting metaphor music and sound:
you won't be a Nietzsche with a candle:
or the Cartesian sexology of van Gogh's chair
and that ******'s table...

a bell is not a candlelight you will take
to the garden of innocence in escaping
the hell of realising how oysters ****
and spiders weave their place
this ******* Darwinistic-humanism! save me god
give me serpents! give me serpents!
i'm scared that i have been infiltrated
by a citadel: lesser creatures...
acne like worms
the hard-knuckle ones with black heads
are not the youths of pure
outpouring of *****-white...
a **** is a death-eater...
i have IBS... the death-eater of my **** might...
oh... no... wait... it's not coming...
i'm just about to finish reading Dune:
i, being the democratic reader and
no sycophant... or psyche surgeon specializing
in one author:
i'm an author myself... i am an authority
unto myself... therefore i could never relinquish
that: for novelty: of being a novelist...
different mirror:
i look into mine and i only see shadows and devils
and two eyes: one blind...

like... what was the reason for me to going to Hawaii
and just: flying over the entire status of United... hem...
states... hem hem...
i came for St. Matthew's Bell...
that one drink you drink in a special place
of a secret abode...
with a mother:
oh: this is not a tourists' attraction:
this is personal: ha ha!
you can't actually replicate this space:
perhaps a tempus similis: a similarity of time:
but as citizen first, individual later:
Mr PResisdent and Canon Commarade...

for the love of State: in the Old Republican Sense
of the word: to Conjure Rome:
for the Love of the State:
Ideology...
               iron fist
feeth with claws...
no nation no tribe no religion...
the state comes first:
the garbagemen, the train drivers...
for the love of the state:
of coherency and ******
and all those whimsical brats
who have the intelligence of gnats...
for the love of people
who one minut walk around
like prized sheep:
who next day could be turned to minced meat...
how i love to stalk
and prey and knot prey on prey in
a crab bucket...
    oh how wonderous you are...
by dearest: i and nobody.
Mateuš Conrad Oct 2024
(H)
that's Sara Mohr-Pietsch...
not Sarah...
night tracks on BBC Radio 3...
so...
         More-Peach?
prior to an essay on a Haydn
forgery...
     Moorgate Morgate
       allure of waving goodbye
to people on a ship
or on the train...
     Titanic Auschwitz...
              can't seem to be enough
of the pleasant life
to fill to make these memories
somehow fizzle out...
how jealous, though, i am...
conjuring these references:
gluttonous and flapping
without a personalised affair
to confront anyone not having
experienced these fates...
but luckier
                    on the whim and
on the slide... happy abode
in the night and spiderweb...
my own little nothing
i have gravity to call a universe...
and so much less:
should i wish to:
a blink of eye and nothing more.
Mateuš Conrad Oct 2024
let me elaborate... like a tender realisation: why do i abhor Strauss and Brahms? waltzes... classical music composed for dancing... and not thinking and going mad... classical music intended for dancing! seigl ******* heil! nein nein nein! scheisse... little operas and even littler: loitering theatricals with intended amusement uplifting with song no desired existential pangs... blah! ah... long the days of rivalry between the gemeinsamvolk songs of the tavern and Teutonic monks... ugh... classical music dedicated to waltzes... Germans dancing, back then, even now... conjures up a concoction of vomiting, diarrhea ******, scratching one's ***, picking one's nose and lighting a match with devilish insinuation of arson. Valkyries screerching...

because living among
the English is
never, ever so rarely
as demeaning as
living among the Germans,
ironically
maybe not...
maybe not in how
i so abhor German opera
sung in the 'Leash...
such a terrible tongue
to sing opera: perhaps church
alms of praises...
but so welcome to learn
that i abhor Strauss as much
as Brahms...
can't help myself:
withheld at Schumann and
Schubert...
**** deutsche vox...
but then how much
of the English is deutsch'
if i find the isles of these
morose fabric
an extension of Scandinavia
like Denmark is: too?
among the Britons
those Velches and Scoots
and Ires of the green land...
an Anglo-Slav among
the mongrels of alt pocket
of Saxony.
geographically, though...
if Denmark is Scandinavia...
then England isn't?
peculiar... that concept of
"west": Europe...
as far west and uninhibited
as France and Spain...
as far "east" as the centrality
of Poland? Bohemia and Germany...
England is a Scandinavian
country... the miserably-happy
platitude of workaholics:
arbeit macht frei: poignant:
more than ever.
Mateuš Conrad Oct 2024
od kurwa kiedy
to nie czeshka republishka
a tylko czeschka?!
o ku ci ci ci **** nie tylko
w glovie ale
tez tex w mordzi i na glowie:
i to nie russsia tylko
nowo indjanyaka... o pizzz
bo to bloto o dzi dzi ji ji jinna
czary mary prawda
spod mnimca
Mateuš Conrad Oct 2024
Grzeczna Czecha:
szpieg
Czech na Niemca...
tyle slowa dam
reszta: krew!
ja pocecie
poeta:
muzyka
sztuka
maliwidly
tortury
           adventure:
jkoasc:
leave the door open
to the cat
and the house
Reyla-Labokov-Edie: n'ah n'ah
not tis narrative:
some Marquis de Sade on
the sidfe: cranium awareness:
z headache
iz posit...
0, 0....

'grey day... for... wozard
the time of the Norse god blided
Allah saw Odin
Yahweh was sleeping through
the Holocaust: cauxd Hope and Despair

you are my dream my
eternal function emerald:
matthew / conrad:
wise council:
ill
cat blink jazz
jujst to mention

i see an army6 of th4e dead...
                like i: not welcxome....
to Pirate Michael St mother Oedipal
deise *****: ist: nein! alles mein!
sprechen deutzsche
i say less will: to power
and more
less Holy:
                  my inclinations came
with the Mongol
and the spearehead
of Lithuaninam Baltico Baptists...

the northern crusades...
be known:
be also heard of:
the salvaging myth of the history
of Europe...
you dream: and narrtate:
dear Quarus..
Reyla was here? alone:
the beast insisde the Castle...............................
i locked Reyla up...
like we went top bad opera like
a child *** slave Uraanium: Soviet... doll:
or else... i soul...
a soul.... in no the of bodty...
this Gaugin minglic with Bacon:
**** male kissing

Judas Jesus in Reverse:
tell me! tell me! tell me it isn't true¬
Jesus to Judas in Max:
it's true...
Judas to Jesus:
3x the cockerel unto your Peter:
and thrice fail you!

by then... no spirit: say i:
the Sauron of the ring:
and the coin: hollow meaning:
da!
          i see you plot the kippah
on any out of 9 / 10 charge
of probability:
so you found vector scientific
facts for whicvh you have no use for...
how blind
are you, dearest child of chill of children
abandoned...
so many blood ties to pride
when Jan Sobiewski marched those horses...
to steamed meat stews of the Priests:
of Norse Mythology:
tbe: crow-people.....
                                     die krähemenschen:

no black eagle: we saw crows... and we saw crosses:
and we saw crucifixes black
and clown bapismal abismal: so sorry:
i teased you...

Romans! Citizens! States! Diverge!
Eye for Eye!
Disperse O Wicked Babylon!
you Anglo Lingua Franca!
Drain Blood Elsewhere!
Begone!
Leave this Cat the Dragon to rest!
in Russia!
and let me Charge you
with the Eden that became a Dune
via the Serpent and the Worm!
Mateuš Conrad Oct 2024
8th
of them
blue and green
green and purple
ornage and yellow
purple and green
blue and purrple
hello...
yes.... i...
           i too him: i'm everything
he and him
           matthew and jesus
my shield: my sword:
am i Michael waging war in Heaven
to precursor of Gabriel being CASTE! from heaven!

the ultimnamatum  Rebellion!
          i am: the sword of god
and the shilef of god..
#the Raphael-Gabriel:
give up your daughter:
Noah implored:
give me ytour daughter...
i ask for a bountry of blood:
to blood and your rotten ideas..
state contra society...
ha ha!
the garbage men then police officers
teh policiing ctizens..
such cr4udge safety mechnainisms
like life robots of Chernobyll..
piquant wine...  cannibal testing: christ
like ancienct koreans might
in Arabic-Georgrian...
raisse the armyh of the dead
the Euro-Asian zombies.... we march:
the modern dead
we march like the zombie King
of the Polish-Lithuanian Comonwealth:
a wealh of the other comparsion the Battle of Hastlings...
the Battle of Grrunwald...
a pride of memory npt **** fix it
fit in nsome imloded preune trim... boo
yakashim!
b'uh yakasheem
                           see the sight
of image: but see the word first...,
stinking Bengali whiores
all tghose Carribbesan mothers...
ox-tail curry and mmhmmm..
myh mummy so proud
thast i like adore her crab nibblets
of fat pinching her smoothing of the ***...
she geting plenty of Hawaiian sunrise
and plenty of Hawaiuiain sunset...
so Harlot of the Gods...
yoiu'd be ******* gay with what god?
Hades... Zeus...
   Yahweh intellectually... via use of letters...
so Jesus would be subordintate to
the twin of YHWH the HYWH....
                                    anti-...
     maybe.... pdrhaps..
                    yahweb is a NOUN....
   HYWH: is a VERB..
i see a verb: i don't Holocaust aust!
ein! Holocuast!
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