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Mateuš Conrad Oct 2024
(H)
that's Sara Mohr-Pietsch...
not Sarah...
night tracks on BBC Radio 3...
so...
         More-Peach?
prior to an essay on a Haydn
forgery...
     Moorgate Morgate
       allure of waving goodbye
to people on a ship
or on the train...
     Titanic Auschwitz...
              can't seem to be enough
of the pleasant life
to fill to make these memories
somehow fizzle out...
how jealous, though, i am...
conjuring these references:
gluttonous and flapping
without a personalised affair
to confront anyone not having
experienced these fates...
but luckier
                    on the whim and
on the slide... happy abode
in the night and spiderweb...
my own little nothing
i have gravity to call a universe...
and so much less:
should i wish to:
a blink of eye and nothing more.
Mateuš Conrad Oct 2024
let me elaborate... like a tender realisation: why do i abhor Strauss and Brahms? waltzes... classical music composed for dancing... and not thinking and going mad... classical music intended for dancing! seigl ******* heil! nein nein nein! scheisse... little operas and even littler: loitering theatricals with intended amusement uplifting with song no desired existential pangs... blah! ah... long the days of rivalry between the gemeinsamvolk songs of the tavern and Teutonic monks... ugh... classical music dedicated to waltzes... Germans dancing, back then, even now... conjures up a concoction of vomiting, diarrhea ******, scratching one's ***, picking one's nose and lighting a match with devilish insinuation of arson. Valkyries screerching...

because living among
the English is
never, ever so rarely
as demeaning as
living among the Germans,
ironically
maybe not...
maybe not in how
i so abhor German opera
sung in the 'Leash...
such a terrible tongue
to sing opera: perhaps church
alms of praises...
but so welcome to learn
that i abhor Strauss as much
as Brahms...
can't help myself:
withheld at Schumann and
Schubert...
**** deutsche vox...
but then how much
of the English is deutsch'
if i find the isles of these
morose fabric
an extension of Scandinavia
like Denmark is: too?
among the Britons
those Velches and Scoots
and Ires of the green land...
an Anglo-Slav among
the mongrels of alt pocket
of Saxony.
geographically, though...
if Denmark is Scandinavia...
then England isn't?
peculiar... that concept of
"west": Europe...
as far west and uninhibited
as France and Spain...
as far "east" as the centrality
of Poland? Bohemia and Germany...
England is a Scandinavian
country... the miserably-happy
platitude of workaholics:
arbeit macht frei: poignant:
more than ever.
Mateuš Conrad Oct 2024
od kurwa kiedy
to nie czeshka republishka
a tylko czeschka?!
o ku ci ci ci **** nie tylko
w glovie ale
tez tex w mordzi i na glowie:
i to nie russsia tylko
nowo indjanyaka... o pizzz
bo to bloto o dzi dzi ji ji jinna
czary mary prawda
spod mnimca
Mateuš Conrad Oct 2024
Grzeczna Czecha:
szpieg
Czech na Niemca...
tyle slowa dam
reszta: krew!
ja pocecie
poeta:
muzyka
sztuka
maliwidly
tortury
           adventure:
jkoasc:
leave the door open
to the cat
and the house
Reyla-Labokov-Edie: n'ah n'ah
not tis narrative:
some Marquis de Sade on
the sidfe: cranium awareness:
z headache
iz posit...
0, 0....

'grey day... for... wozard
the time of the Norse god blided
Allah saw Odin
Yahweh was sleeping through
the Holocaust: cauxd Hope and Despair

you are my dream my
eternal function emerald:
matthew / conrad:
wise council:
ill
cat blink jazz
jujst to mention

i see an army6 of th4e dead...
                like i: not welcxome....
to Pirate Michael St mother Oedipal
deise *****: ist: nein! alles mein!
sprechen deutzsche
i say less will: to power
and more
less Holy:
                  my inclinations came
with the Mongol
and the spearehead
of Lithuaninam Baltico Baptists...

the northern crusades...
be known:
be also heard of:
the salvaging myth of the history
of Europe...
you dream: and narrtate:
dear Quarus..
Reyla was here? alone:
the beast insisde the Castle...............................
i locked Reyla up...
like we went top bad opera like
a child *** slave Uraanium: Soviet... doll:
or else... i soul...
a soul.... in no the of bodty...
this Gaugin minglic with Bacon:
**** male kissing

Judas Jesus in Reverse:
tell me! tell me! tell me it isn't true¬
Jesus to Judas in Max:
it's true...
Judas to Jesus:
3x the cockerel unto your Peter:
and thrice fail you!

by then... no spirit: say i:
the Sauron of the ring:
and the coin: hollow meaning:
da!
          i see you plot the kippah
on any out of 9 / 10 charge
of probability:
so you found vector scientific
facts for whicvh you have no use for...
how blind
are you, dearest child of chill of children
abandoned...
so many blood ties to pride
when Jan Sobiewski marched those horses...
to steamed meat stews of the Priests:
of Norse Mythology:
tbe: crow-people.....
                                     die krähemenschen:

no black eagle: we saw crows... and we saw crosses:
and we saw crucifixes black
and clown bapismal abismal: so sorry:
i teased you...

Romans! Citizens! States! Diverge!
Eye for Eye!
Disperse O Wicked Babylon!
you Anglo Lingua Franca!
Drain Blood Elsewhere!
Begone!
Leave this Cat the Dragon to rest!
in Russia!
and let me Charge you
with the Eden that became a Dune
via the Serpent and the Worm!
Mateuš Conrad Oct 2024
8th
of them
blue and green
green and purple
ornage and yellow
purple and green
blue and purrple
hello...
yes.... i...
           i too him: i'm everything
he and him
           matthew and jesus
my shield: my sword:
am i Michael waging war in Heaven
to precursor of Gabriel being CASTE! from heaven!

the ultimnamatum  Rebellion!
          i am: the sword of god
and the shilef of god..
#the Raphael-Gabriel:
give up your daughter:
Noah implored:
give me ytour daughter...
i ask for a bountry of blood:
to blood and your rotten ideas..
state contra society...
ha ha!
the garbage men then police officers
teh policiing ctizens..
such cr4udge safety mechnainisms
like life robots of Chernobyll..
piquant wine...  cannibal testing: christ
like ancienct koreans might
in Arabic-Georgrian...
raisse the armyh of the dead
the Euro-Asian zombies.... we march:
the modern dead
we march like the zombie King
of the Polish-Lithuanian Comonwealth:
a wealh of the other comparsion the Battle of Hastlings...
the Battle of Grrunwald...
a pride of memory npt **** fix it
fit in nsome imloded preune trim... boo
yakashim!
b'uh yakasheem
                           see the sight
of image: but see the word first...,
stinking Bengali whiores
all tghose Carribbesan mothers...
ox-tail curry and mmhmmm..
myh mummy so proud
thast i like adore her crab nibblets
of fat pinching her smoothing of the ***...
she geting plenty of Hawaiian sunrise
and plenty of Hawaiuiain sunset...
so Harlot of the Gods...
yoiu'd be ******* gay with what god?
Hades... Zeus...
   Yahweh intellectually... via use of letters...
so Jesus would be subordintate to
the twin of YHWH the HYWH....
                                    anti-...
     maybe.... pdrhaps..
                    yahweb is a NOUN....
   HYWH: is a VERB..
i see a verb: i don't Holocaust aust!
ein! Holocuast!
Mateuš Conrad Oct 2024
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cats //
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   x
  digest
                  #
1srt biometric hack: sparow more than hawk... cat and fox say so
Mateuš Conrad Oct 2024
caintitle:the masses._

i danced on the table
like
a moth....
i though on the windowsill
as Lucifer..
pride took me
Quarus aw\y fr/m Mathew:
i cried in October:
i relinquished November....
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