I'll make my own life & live it.
If there is a guy who can handle that,
He can have my hand.
And if he cant,
He can have my finger.

The light slowly dims away
Leaving room for the darkness to follow
The night folds in to help rejuvenate
To prepare young souls for another tomorrow
The stars appear now
Forming clusters
The mighty moon shines as the sun bows low
The birds snuggle into their nests
The gentle whispering breeze blows
Stars twinkle,moon shines,the sky changes colours
To blow away all ur fears n sorrow
God made this, all for u...
Creating an atmosphere of warmth n peace.
silence n darkness so deep,
so his beloved soul can fall asleep.
Goodnight love,sweet dreams.

under the rain again .

My soul purpose - to get her back up.
She has fallen, & it feels like a part of me is gone.
Something is missing.
something is Wrong.
Nothing else mattered.
None except her existed.
I'm gonna keep her going,
Doesn't matter where i stand.
Ill b her oxygen ,ill do everything i can.
I can see right through it.
I know how she feels.
That expression is just a mask.
How well she conceals!
I admire her strength to keep moving on.
The way she suppresses the pain,remains headstrong.
Ill wait for as long as it takes.
Your shoulder to lean upon.
I believe in u honey,
ull end up better,wiser n strong.

And when ur finally able to smile freely again.
When uve made through all the pain,
Uve kicked away all the stress and strain.
Ill hold ur hand,
And we'll race thru and dance under the rain
Again. :)

They separate,not like shards of shattered glass ,
but More like the leaves of autumn..
fading away,falling down.
Each finding their own color.
Scarlet, copper , golden brown.
Unsteady at first,
Swaying on the way.
But steady at last,
as they land safe.
Each fallin leaf,has its story to tell.
About the warm sun shine,
N how The lil rain drops felt.
how they changed shades,
and how they danced  
As slowly
On different parts of the world they land.
the proud tree watches,
she knows they'll find their way...
As the snow blankets,Hiding them away.
Protecting and shielding them
until the day..
The spring breaks through and the fallen leaves now shine ,
In form of Lil buds and flowers so beautiful so divine.

We will find our way.
Soon, if not now.
Some day, some way.
Some where ,some how.

I see the massive carriers in the horizon.
Completely covering my vision.
They hang heavy and low,
Looking gray and burdened.
Carrying,enduring all year long,
They move slowly forward.
the wind howls Its time to let go...
With a loud crack,thunder-like the sound of heart break,
The lightning crashes...
As the dams break down.

my arms open wide.
On my face,a soft smile.
Face toward the sky,
With closed eyes.

As the clouds give up n let go,
Tiny drops turn into heavy torrents.
I let my tears flow...
I embraced the rain.

And together we made it through.
Together we watched as the sun made its way.
Creating a rainbow,vibrant colors and hues.
As The rain n tears wash away.

Together we become one.
And As the sun shines upon us
We make way,
For the sun rises to heal n conceal,
For A new day has come.

One day we will recover
And time will erase time
One day u will discover
One day you'll shine
You'll learn to trust the world again
you'll learn to let go
Dance freely in the rain
hope for A non-boring tomorrow.

Let the past go finger by finger,
You'll make it hurt, but alive.
The memories wont hurt when u remember.
You'll learn to live rather than survive.

Its upto u to make the change,
Because people will come n people will go.
Nothin will ever remain the same
Dwelling in the past will hurt u more.

In the end nothing will matter,
Except for the memories u share.
Because people u Love may leave,
but wen u need them they will Somehow be there.

You'll learn to be urslf again
Smile a lil more.
life is free, do as u please.
Adventure is waitin at ur door.

you'll realize u dont need the wands or magic
For The sparkle , the fairy dust is already there.
Life in ur hands is a journey,a voyage,
Let go of the past n sail without a care.

You're the captain of the ship,
the vast sea is all yours.
Take a chance n taste different fishes,
fear not,the past,the future will never be lost.

You'll see when u open your heart n let all the memories flow,
You'll realize,your THE captain jack ayesha-o.
U can make life as crazy as u can,
these memories will One day make u glow.
You'll Stop searching for the same safe land.
One day you'll realize all u needed was a new telescope.

Where ever u may set sail to.
no matter what changes or happens
remember,ur crew will b right beside u.
Their voices forever ringing
"aye aye captain"