in the end
i hope you choose yourself
because there is no other love
more beautiful than the love for one's self

genuine.
everlasting.

i am alone
staring at the ceiling from my bed
thoughts swirling
i cant get it out of my head
nightmares crawling
slowly but harsh
despite my eyes open
from nightmares i am trying to hide
i kept running and hiding
either asleep or awake they kept on hunting
i am seeking for help
silently im dying

you were that dream
who made me fear
the idea of falling asleep
and made me burst into tears
everytime i wake up

amidst those night
you are with me
and my calm soul
sleeping so soundly

you were the dream
i considered bad
but with you i know—
i am safe & sound

with the stars as my witness
i promise to love thee
above anything else
without bounds
forever and always

"kiss me like how you kiss the sky
shine for me like how you do every night
twinkle like how you always do
guide me as i walk towards you
and i promise to love thee
explore your soul like how i explore the sea
forever 'til eternity"

-
the oath of the fish to her beloved star

the stars tomorrow
are not as much as tonight
the moon so beautiful
won't be as bright as how it is right now
i must say
the world get's sadder and sadder
everyday

drowning in my own sea of sadness
i kept gasping for air
screaming for help
but i have nowhere to go
and nobody to hold

maybe ill just stay here
just drown myself more