you used to be
the color of the sky
when the sun is bright
so peaceful to look at

the color of the ocean
with the soft breeze it brings
it touches my face
so pure, so calm

the color of the shirt
you wore on our first date
so masculine
and sophisticated to look at

but now you are an entirely different shade of blue
so hurtful to see as our memories haunt me still
with tears in my eyes
im all alone and blue

i've been staring at you
a lot more lately
and sometimes i wonder

what if you are the one


but i wasn't?

if I could have
a wish to a wishing star
ill wish the ability
to love myself
the way I love you

if you want me to
ill go and take the stars
out of the sky
just for you

perhaps, this is the love
I was created for
without buts
without doubts
full of hope
full of love

i wanna write more
but my mind is empty
soul is missing
heart is shattered
i am broken
i am lost

lately ive been pondering
if is it really a dream deferred
or i cant just accept
that its a dream denied