I'm Sorry I'm Not Her

WickedHope Poems

I'm sorry I'm not 'perfect' I'm sorry my hair isn't as thick as hers I'm sorry I'm not as blonde I'm sorry I need glasses I'm sorry my eyes are almost black, not blue or hazel or something pretty I'm sorry my nose is big and pointy, not small and cute I'm sorry my lips are weird I'm sorry I'd rather write and read because I can't sing or play very well I'm sorry I'm not curved in all the right ways I'm sorry I can't afford nice clothes I'm sorry I'd prefer to help the community rather than get straight A's I'm sorry I'm a really religious Catholic not a really religious Baptist I'm sorry that we're not twelve anymore I'm sorry that I'm not worth the effort I'm sorry I'm ****** up I'm sorry I love you I'm sorry I'm not her

Nov 11, 2014

Nov 11, 2014 at 8:49 PM UTC

For KB. Kind of a rant. This needed to happen, sorry if it isn't well thought out or deep or anything. It's just how I've felt for a very long time. So long, it almost doesn't matter anymore. Almost.

#love #not #hurt #her #sorry #enough #inadequate #underpar

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WickedHope

28/F

Nov 11, 2014

Nov 11, 2014 at 8:49 PM UTC

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