Laying on my bed
music blaring
a slight bzzz from my record
there is an image in my head.
Standing on the top of a building
looking down
watching people go past
wondering what they're doing.
Now I'm crying and smiling
"This is it."
I can't do it though
and that is the worst pain ever.
Oct 9, 2014
Oct 9, 2014 at 9:01 PM UTC
Laying on my bed
music blaring
a slight bzzz from my record
there is an image in my head.
Standing on the top of a building
looking down
watching people go past
wondering what they're doing.
Now I'm crying and smiling
"This is it."
I can't do it though
and that is the worst pain ever.
I'm just really sad
