Azureskylines - Hello Poetry

You I told about what happened this summer, about my father, and his wife. You whom I just met, 6 days ago. You the guy that made me feel more comfortable than my own bed and pillows. You scare me to no end and you, make me happier than I have in the last 2 years.

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Jan 19, 2016

Jan 19, 2016 at 12:42 AM UTC

you.

You I told about what happened this summer, about my father, and his wife. You whom I just met, 6 days ago. You the guy that made me feel more comfortable than my own bed and pillows. You scare me to no end and you, make me happier than I have in the last 2 years.

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I don't know the beast's name. Yet I'm still waking up in a cold sweat feeling the spot on my back where it's teeth sunk in. Feeling it's breath slither along my neck and a paw at my waist. I see that smile when beast shook my hand how it twists into anger as I push it off me and it's paw clasps around my neck. I feel it trying to enter a door far to small to accompany it. My screams being muffled by it's paw over my mouth. I see it's mate asleep in the bed next to me I am screaming for help falling on literal deaf ears. Then there's knick knacks being thrown and the beast's mate is up steam coming out it's nose. I hear those words "Sorry" haphazardly thrown from it's mouth as if scripted like it knew they were going to slither out and up my neck just to stop at my lips with a smirk. I see my phone dialing sitting in my truck and I don't remember it's name.

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Jan 16, 2016

Jan 16, 2016 at 7:43 PM UTC

The Beast

I don't know the beast's name. Yet I'm still waking up in a cold sweat feeling the spot on my back where it's teeth sunk in. Feeling it's breath slither along my neck and a paw at my waist. I see that smile when beast shook my hand how it twists into anger as I push it off me and it's paw clasps around my neck. I feel it trying to enter a door far to small to accompany it. My screams being muffled by it's paw over my mouth. I see it's mate asleep in the bed next to me I am screaming for help falling on literal deaf ears. Then there's knick knacks being thrown and the beast's mate is up steam coming out it's nose. I hear those words "Sorry" haphazardly thrown from it's mouth as if scripted like it knew they were going to slither out and up my neck just to stop at my lips with a smirk. I see my phone dialing sitting in my truck and I don't remember it's name.

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It's midnight and my tear stained cheeks might as well be canyons carved by rivers and it takes all of me to not want to rip my beating heart out.

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May 13, 2015

May 13, 2015 at 2:43 AM UTC

Heart

It's midnight and my tear stained cheeks might as well be canyons carved by rivers and it takes all of me to not want to rip my beating heart out.

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With sleepy eyes tear stained cheeks and galaxies in your head I wonder If you need me

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Apr 1, 2015

Apr 1, 2015 at 2:01 PM UTC

You

With sleepy eyes tear stained cheeks and galaxies in your head I wonder If you need me

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I wish people with a male figure got fat acceptance posts. I want posts for my friend who was so scared to take his shirt off just to swim he had an anxiety attack. Or for me when I was a teen and didn't join swim in highschool because the thought of people seeing my ******* scared me more than my own happiness. I want them for my ex who hated his body so much we went shopping and he cried in my embrace for almost 20 minutes. I want a post that tells people with a male figure that's a 2XL or larger. That they deserve to feel good even though literally no one designs clothes to fit you and that people think you're a fat slob and it's more okay for women to be larger than for you. That you deserve happiness and to feel **** You deserve someone and no matter what you matter.

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Mar 24, 2015

Mar 24, 2015 at 12:00 AM UTC

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I wish people with a male figure got fat acceptance posts. I want posts for my friend who was so scared to take his shirt off just to swim he had an anxiety attack. Or for me when I was a teen and didn't join swim in highschool because the thought of people seeing my ******* scared me more than my own happiness. I want them for my ex who hated his body so much we went shopping and he cried in my embrace for almost 20 minutes. I want a post that tells people with a male figure that's a 2XL or larger. That they deserve to feel good even though literally no one designs clothes to fit you and that people think you're a fat slob and it's more okay for women to be larger than for you. That you deserve happiness and to feel **** You deserve someone and no matter what you matter.

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Before you were like all the stars in the sky that once created a gorgeous skyline. Waking up in the middle of the night was like getting my own show. You made the nights not so hard it wasn't a fight against my delusions anymore. I was just one warm hand hold away from feeling those lights and seeing the fireworks. Now all the stars had gone out. Your hands weren't quite warm and your smile not quite calming. It was like my defender had left and everything felt empty. You blamed everything going on in my life and I blamed me. Waking up at night was now a battle between staying here quietly steaming alone or leave and hurt my best friend. I am no where near that hand and those fireworks had finished their show.

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Feb 2, 2015

Feb 2, 2015 at 12:46 PM UTC

Alex

Before you were like all the stars in the sky that once created a gorgeous skyline. Waking up in the middle of the night was like getting my own show. You made the nights not so hard it wasn't a fight against my delusions anymore. I was just one warm hand hold away from feeling those lights and seeing the fireworks. Now all the stars had gone out. Your hands weren't quite warm and your smile not quite calming. It was like my defender had left and everything felt empty. You blamed everything going on in my life and I blamed me. Waking up at night was now a battle between staying here quietly steaming alone or leave and hurt my best friend. I am no where near that hand and those fireworks had finished their show.

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It’s February now  and  you’re scared.  Anxious of the times ahead  and of the times behind.  You worry about how you will make it in life  and how you’ll get there.  You’ll be sad but that’s okay  just remember  you’ll be okay

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Feb 1, 2015

Feb 1, 2015 at 11:53 PM UTC

I hope you believe me

It’s February now  and  you’re scared.  Anxious of the times ahead  and of the times behind.  You worry about how you will make it in life  and how you’ll get there.  You’ll be sad but that’s okay  just remember  you’ll be okay

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I remember we were in your car and you told me how you didn't understand one night stands anymore because now I'm here and you don't see a need for someone else. I remember feeling a sense of want and gratitude for being and I held your hand and choked back tears. That was two weeks ago. Now sitting on my bed I see those words "I don't think I can love right now" and now there are tears in my eyes. "I'm sorry" Is this how you felt? I'm sorry Alex. With nobody in my bed and nobody to go to I'm sitting under the covers with tear stained sheets matted hair and clutching my phone. You were my comfort and now you don't need me.

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Jan 25, 2015

Jan 25, 2015 at 10:03 PM UTC

Now

I remember we were in your car and you told me how you didn't understand one night stands anymore because now I'm here and you don't see a need for someone else. I remember feeling a sense of want and gratitude for being and I held your hand and choked back tears. That was two weeks ago. Now sitting on my bed I see those words "I don't think I can love right now" and now there are tears in my eyes. "I'm sorry" Is this how you felt? I'm sorry Alex. With nobody in my bed and nobody to go to I'm sitting under the covers with tear stained sheets matted hair and clutching my phone. You were my comfort and now you don't need me.

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When  you told  me about your  last relationships I realized  that I like you.  A lot.  I wanted to hold you and kiss your head.  I wanted to make the hurt go away and then help the scars.  Your smile was nice  and hearing your words  slither out your mouth as you held back tears.  I knew we will be good friends  I really want you. This bottle of *****  makes it worse  because your eyes scream of hurt  but your mouth spews hate.  Makes me wonder what you think about me  and what you’d say.

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Dec 27, 2014

Dec 27, 2014 at 6:06 PM UTC

Friend Love

When  you told  me about your  last relationships I realized  that I like you.  A lot.  I wanted to hold you and kiss your head.  I wanted to make the hurt go away and then help the scars.  Your smile was nice  and hearing your words  slither out your mouth as you held back tears.  I knew we will be good friends  I really want you. This bottle of *****  makes it worse  because your eyes scream of hurt  but your mouth spews hate.  Makes me wonder what you think about me  and what you’d say.

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Lately my ups are like lumps and my downs are cliffs fit for suicide

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Dec 27, 2014

Dec 27, 2014 at 1:05 AM UTC

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Lately my ups are like lumps and my downs are cliffs fit for suicide

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