Cruel thoughts invading the silence
Louder and louder, ringing in my ears
Anxiety a gripping vice, constricting labored breaths
Further and further, sinking in the abyss
Retreat into the nothingness, and hope it's quiet there
Hide in the darkest corners of my mind, realitiy is far too much to bear
Drowning, suffocating, asphyxiating
It's really all the same
I wish I could forgive myself and accept me as I am
But I'm bent on my own destruction
Living a masochistic dream
Just another tortured realist
Trying to stay sane
Oct 3, 2014
Oct 3, 2014 at 11:20 PM UTC
Cruel thoughts invading the silence
Louder and louder, ringing in my ears
Anxiety a gripping vice, constricting labored breaths
Further and further, sinking in the abyss
Retreat into the nothingness, and hope it's quiet there
Hide in the darkest corners of my mind, realitiy is far too much to bear
Drowning, suffocating, asphyxiating
It's really all the same
I wish I could forgive myself and accept me as I am
But I'm bent on my own destruction
Living a masochistic dream
Just another tortured realist
Trying to stay sane
