Upward stare, dark sky, I fade into the veil of night. Woven in dark heavy shrouds that blanket the earth and hold it tight.
My body rests on dew kissed grasses where the wildflowers grow..
My heart and thoughts with all I've loved and the life I came to know..
My essence now the starlit heavens, close and far away, and in the pink hued clouds of morning luminesce of sun rays..
In the rolling ocean blue my loved ones yearly see, when the cool breeze caresses their face you know that's where I'll be..
On my mothers garden bench she quietly rests upon, I'll be the sweet bird song that makes her smile even though I'm gone..
I just want to be an angel floating close by to wrap them in my love and hold them when they cry..
We are apart of everything always and forevermore, death isn't the end for us, it's just another door.
Nov 3, 2014
Nov 3, 2014 at 3:32 PM UTC
The sweetest Infinite wisdom claims no excellence nor promises perfection
Oct 31, 2014
Oct 31, 2014 at 6:55 PM UTC
Scintillating atoms, a world all a glow
Energy in motion as it bustles too and fro.
A drum and beat all it's own, every living being just marching in perfect tone.
Electrical impulses and frequencies high and low.
A ferver of vibrations this earth that we know,
Time progresses onward, life ebbs and flows.
Energy neither created nor destroyed, only changing form.
Maybe life is more a circular pattern than a linear path of time
Oct 23, 2014
Oct 23, 2014 at 5:33 PM UTC
Cruel thoughts invading the silence
Louder and louder, ringing in my ears
Anxiety a gripping vice, constricting labored breaths
Further and further, sinking in the abyss
Retreat into the nothingness, and hope it's quiet there
Hide in the darkest corners of my mind, realitiy is far too much to bear
Drowning, suffocating, asphyxiating
It's really all the same
I wish I could forgive myself and accept me as I am
But I'm bent on my own destruction
Living a masochistic dream
Just another tortured realist
Trying to stay sane
Oct 3, 2014
Oct 3, 2014 at 11:20 PM UTC
A breathe drawn in...
A listless sigh out...
A heartbeat that's barely heard
Beneath the echoes of
worry and doubt
Oct 3, 2014
Oct 3, 2014 at 9:51 PM UTC
Quick glances stir excitement, sparks fly, smiles exchanged...
The surface is so sweet, you'd like to get to know me, you ask me for my name... but are you sure you can handle exposing all my pain?
My pain is my darkness that crawls beneath my skin it covers my heart and hides my ***** secrets that I bury deep within..
I can pretend to be perfect, maybe for a while.. I'll act like a lovely lady, so pretty and so nice.. You'll think you have found the one and go tell all your friends..
But as the seasons change, the layers fade before your eyes and I'll be left standing naked and war torn with no disguise...
So let's skip the surprises and I'll show you what is real..
The me I know too well is wounded and fearful and uncertain of how to heal..
Once maintained, now broken beyond repair. Only remnants of sadness and lingering despair..
So let's sit and compare our scares, strip down and open up, reveal our true sources for all that is corrupt ..
Im tainted from all this pain but maybe you are too, our scares might not be that different,
So please take me as I am.. I'll overlook your darkness and accept what makes the man... If you feel like I do, I'll stand by your side. But if the burden is to heavy and you walk away I guess I'll have to coincide..
Apr 26, 2014
Apr 26, 2014 at 8:18 PM UTC
Intrusive thoughts..
Salty Sweet..
Shake the ground,
Beneath my feet.
Apr 21, 2014
Apr 21, 2014 at 4:44 AM UTC
That which we may conjour,
by accidental affirmations,
by conscious conceptions,
by pensive persuasion,
Once brought forth
Into existence
Are no longer
Ours to control
Apr 20, 2014
Apr 20, 2014 at 4:55 AM UTC
Your presence glistens brightly, A solace amidst the mundane and ordinary..
Weary body, heavy heart, I trudge on alone into the dark..then I look up and what do I see?
Your deep eyes that flicker glancing down at me...
I felt a sense of refuge, a calm after a storm..
I knew we were one in the same in some way...
I hope that you will take my hand, and just maybe journey on together and begin again..
Apr 18, 2014
Apr 18, 2014 at 5:44 AM UTC
If you never really know the real me..
How hollow and empty life will be..
hungry for power, vanity and vice,
Soul is lost, an empty shell left to pay the price..
Cold, bitter, distant, depleted..
No meaning, no beauty, no love, no light..
Feeding off the weak like a vampire in the night..
Break the rules and hide begin your lies..
For your evil there is no disguise..
As you lay your head to sleep,
The sinking void begins to creep..
Tell yourself your in control, life is good and it's okay..
Then pray you'll believe it the next day..
Mar 20, 2014
Mar 20, 2014 at 2:02 AM UTC
