I weep at night and no one get's my pain
I get high at daytime.
I get drunk and buzzed at night
I'm no longer alive
Save me or not is the question in hand
If I overdosed you might care
If I get alcohol poisoning you might care
Oh who am I joking I am assured you wouldn't give a crap
Why do I try to please you when you don't care about me
Why do I keep trying to make you love me when I know you don't
Why am I an outcast in the "family"
Why is it always my fault?
What did I do to you to get so much despise from you
What was it that I did?
I'm sorry I'm not a boy
I'm sorry I'm not your kid
I'm sorry that you decided to marry my dad even though you knew he had kids
Why do I feel hate for someone who's a stranger to me
But I've know my whole life
Why cant you open your eyes and see my pain
Why cant you acknowledge my existence
Why do you care what I do anymore
17 and just want to die is that the new normal for me now?
what has my life came down to.
I had whisky in my hands then poured it down the sink
had **** and Nick and use it then felt sick
depressed all the time
I just want to die
I don't care about anything anymore
is that normal for a 17 year old??
May 12
May 12, 2026 at 9:00 AM UTC
I weep at night and no one get's my pain
I get high at daytime.
I get drunk and buzzed at night
I'm no longer alive
Save me or not is the question in hand
If I overdosed you might care
If I get alcohol poisoning you might care
Oh who am I joking I am assured you wouldn't give a crap
Why do I try to please you when you don't care about me
Why do I keep trying to make you love me when I know you don't
Why am I an outcast in the "family"
Why is it always my fault?
What did I do to you to get so much despise from you
What was it that I did?
I'm sorry I'm not a boy
I'm sorry I'm not your kid
I'm sorry that you decided to marry my dad even though you knew he had kids
Why do I feel hate for someone who's a stranger to me
But I've know my whole life
Why cant you open your eyes and see my pain
Why cant you acknowledge my existence
Why do you care what I do anymore
17 and just want to die is that the new normal for me now?
what has my life came down to.
I had whisky in my hands then poured it down the sink
had **** and Nick and use it then felt sick
depressed all the time
I just want to die
I don't care about anything anymore
is that normal for a 17 year old??
personal wrote this October 25
