my emotions are always gone too quickly,
contemplating whether it's for the sake of love hidden inside me.
I'm the person always longing for its wings,
even though I'm broken through all lies and hatred.
who am I to fly, when I can't even run?
my life is burning,
and the smoke is taking me away.
disappearing me beneath my eyelids.
I wonder if life can be gentle just for once.
the rope that was everything,
I should just forget it,
maybe I could step back and think a little.
just like the orange sky fading away,
I break everything every day.
like the gentle touch that I have always longed,
it broke me, rather than completing me.
I hate it, I ******* hate it.
how long will this go on?
I can't take anymore days,
maybe I should just shine as bright as the moon.
May 1
May 1, 2026 at 3:44 PM UTC
my emotions are always gone too quickly,
contemplating whether it's for the sake of love hidden inside me.
I'm the person always longing for its wings,
even though I'm broken through all lies and hatred.
who am I to fly, when I can't even run?
my life is burning,
and the smoke is taking me away.
disappearing me beneath my eyelids.
I wonder if life can be gentle just for once.
the rope that was everything,
I should just forget it,
maybe I could step back and think a little.
just like the orange sky fading away,
I break everything every day.
like the gentle touch that I have always longed,
it broke me, rather than completing me.
I hate it, I ******* hate it.
how long will this go on?
I can't take anymore days,
maybe I should just shine as bright as the moon.
