How long has it been,
since your blissful presence vanished
from my profoundly wretched existence?
I cannot imagine a life without you,
yet here I remain;
dreading each day,
each hour,
each fleeting second,
until I find you.
Your body, your soul,
easing my icy cold heart
with the tenderness of the warm spring flowers
we used to see.
Did this mean nothing to you?
Did we mean nothing to you?
What pain have I caused
for you to abandon me, my love?
I seek comfort in the bottles
scattered across the floor.
Chaotic.
Disorganized.
Drinking, hoping the problem
finds its own way out.
You’ve always called these traits “repulsive”…
but how would you react if you saw me now?
My life, so utterly disgraceful,
becoming the type of man
you could never want.
Would you accept the type of man I have become,
or will you break my heart once again?
Apr 25
Apr 25, 2026 at 8:53 PM UTC
How long has it been,
since your blissful presence vanished
from my profoundly wretched existence?
I cannot imagine a life without you,
yet here I remain;
dreading each day,
each hour,
each fleeting second,
until I find you.
Your body, your soul,
easing my icy cold heart
with the tenderness of the warm spring flowers
we used to see.
Did this mean nothing to you?
Did we mean nothing to you?
What pain have I caused
for you to abandon me, my love?
I seek comfort in the bottles
scattered across the floor.
Chaotic.
Disorganized.
Drinking, hoping the problem
finds its own way out.
You’ve always called these traits “repulsive”…
but how would you react if you saw me now?
My life, so utterly disgraceful,
becoming the type of man
you could never want.
Would you accept the type of man I have become,
or will you break my heart once again?