My lady,
do you take me for a **** fool?
My heart burns with eternal anguish, shattered
knowing your lies.
That unknown cologne that rests
on your clean white blouse, I know.
I know it isn’t mine.
Deep down in the depths of my heart,
I knew the truth.
I was just a coward,
escaping the disgusting, hellish reality that lay between us.
Darling…
oh how I wish I could call you that sweet, sweet name again…
Your infidelity coats my body in a deep, warm crimson.
I can’t handle this.
Slowly but surely, I fall apart.
I cannot help but break down
in low pitched sobs.
One can only hold so much in their heart before their love withers away,
fading in the darkness of reality.
My lady, what did you truly want from me?
The tears running down my cheek glisten,
while my heart turns as black as obsidian,
for I am no longer the man from before.
That is what you taught me, my lady, as you so gently implore.
The cuts I carved in haste today
will fade by dawn, in desperate fury.
Apr 25
Apr 25, 2026 at 8:54 PM UTC
How long has it been,
since your blissful presence vanished
from my profoundly wretched existence?
I cannot imagine a life without you,
yet here I remain;
dreading each day,
each hour,
each fleeting second,
until I find you.
Your body, your soul,
easing my icy cold heart
with the tenderness of the warm spring flowers
we used to see.
Did this mean nothing to you?
Did we mean nothing to you?
What pain have I caused
for you to abandon me, my love?
I seek comfort in the bottles
scattered across the floor.
Chaotic.
Disorganized.
Drinking, hoping the problem
finds its own way out.
You’ve always called these traits “repulsive”…
but how would you react if you saw me now?
My life, so utterly disgraceful,
becoming the type of man
you could never want.
Would you accept the type of man I have become,
or will you break my heart once again?
Apr 25
Apr 25, 2026 at 8:53 PM UTC
The sun shines bright my love...
You would've loved to see this.
But it's clear you chose another spouse, but I cannot truly blame you.
For I was a terrible man, drowning in his own misery.
Life wasn't far from abysmal,
and yet I shouldn't have shared even a
shred of this burden.
Cuts and scars lay across,
all over my body.
The regret aching...
Darling, I've become a better man...
However, I cannot undo my wrongings,
nor fix the past.
But when your in heaven,
I'll be in hell, praying for your mercy.
Apr 25
Apr 25, 2026 at 8:52 PM UTC
My love,
I see you are with someone else.
I do not expect
you to remember
me
or our memories together.
It is okay...
I am okay.
As long as you are
happier,
cheery,
and free
from the misery I put you through...
I am okay.
Life is one worth living.
Even without you.
I shall accept myself and be true,
even without...you.
While I miss your sweet kisses,
I know it is okay to be alone.
Sometimes, I wonder if we would ever make it...
The answer was always there...
"No."
Apr 25
Apr 25, 2026 at 8:49 PM UTC
"I stand at you grave, alone.
Why...?
That is my only question.
Why did you have to leave me too?
I cannot help but shed my blood for you.
Holding the knife up against my neck,
I feel its blade. Icy and dull,
like my shattered heart.
I miss you.
I miss your
warm eyes,
soft skin,
and delicate lips.
I push in the blade, slowly inching
towards inevitable death
Drips of dark red.
Deeper.
And deeper.
Countless strangers surround me,
trying to stop what cannot be undone.
They do not understand.
Nor I do not care.
For you were the love of my life.
My one and only...
Just you wait darling...
I am coming.
"I will meet you soon"
Apr 25
Apr 25, 2026 at 8:48 PM UTC
The 'heart'
The 'mind'
The 'soul'
That is what makes 'me' who I am.
If you were to leave...
I am not sure
of what I would be.
Would I be a body,
Filled with nothing
but flesh?
For you are...
My 'heart'
My 'mind'
My 'soul'
Apr 25
Apr 25, 2026 at 8:46 PM UTC
Before making a
choice
that you will inevitably
regret,
make sure you truly
understand
what you are doing.
If not, then you are already
done.
For your
actions
will
haunt
you for as long as
time
will endure.
Apr 25
Apr 25, 2026 at 8:44 PM UTC