‘’these thoughts constantly
infect my ****** mind
like a plague that infiltrates
the body and forces it to
***** its innards
or possibly a virus that
leaves your face mangled
with rashes and blisters
the thoughts are violent,
cruel, and unforgiving in the eyes
of our lord and savior
i do not wish to picture
innocent souls in such ravaged
positions nor do i wish to
imagine what their insides
smell like
i want to curl up on my bed
and hide beneath the covers
until i am no longer a monster
are these things that
i truly believe? are they
meant to expose my
true nature?
i’m disgusting.’’
Apr 24
Apr 24, 2026 at 11:22 AM UTC
‘’these thoughts constantly
infect my ****** mind
like a plague that infiltrates
the body and forces it to
***** its innards
or possibly a virus that
leaves your face mangled
with rashes and blisters
the thoughts are violent,
cruel, and unforgiving in the eyes
of our lord and savior
i do not wish to picture
innocent souls in such ravaged
positions nor do i wish to
imagine what their insides
smell like
i want to curl up on my bed
and hide beneath the covers
until i am no longer a monster
are these things that
i truly believe? are they
meant to expose my
true nature?
i’m disgusting.’’
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