People keep telling me to smile, to be happy
Don't cry, laugh
Don't frown, be exited
And I take they're advise
Im happy go lucky
Im giggly and fun loving
Because I love being alive
Because I love the world
But suddenly im naive
Stupid, ignorant, blissful, overly exited, unfamiliar to hardship as if I Was born yesterday
Suddenly smiling at the spring flowers is soft
Dancing around in the rain is immature
They all act like Im an idiot
That im incapable of critical thinking
But that's not true
I know who I am
I know what I've been through
I know the suffering and torture and horrors of this world
Iv seen it
Ive stayed awake thinking about it
So sorry if I prefer joy
Sorry I don't want to be constantly thinking about pain
I choose to smile because im sick of the hurt
Im not oblivious
I just choose happiness
Apr 4
Apr 4, 2026 at 3:03 PM UTC
People keep telling me to smile, to be happy
Don't cry, laugh
Don't frown, be exited
And I take they're advise
Im happy go lucky
Im giggly and fun loving
Because I love being alive
Because I love the world
But suddenly im naive
Stupid, ignorant, blissful, overly exited, unfamiliar to hardship as if I Was born yesterday
Suddenly smiling at the spring flowers is soft
Dancing around in the rain is immature
They all act like Im an idiot
That im incapable of critical thinking
But that's not true
I know who I am
I know what I've been through
I know the suffering and torture and horrors of this world
Iv seen it
Ive stayed awake thinking about it
So sorry if I prefer joy
Sorry I don't want to be constantly thinking about pain
I choose to smile because im sick of the hurt
Im not oblivious
I just choose happiness
joy doesn't equal immaturity its how we counter pain