I sent that letter in the mail
Its just three words
I like you
But it feels like a death sentence
What if I don't get a letter back
Get ghosted forever
Never see you again
And suddenly your married
Three kids
A husband with a steady job
A dog named jack
My ears start to ring
Its been two weeks still no reply
I lay on the floor in my room
Banging my head against the wall
Everyday I run to the mailbox
Practically dying
But every time its empty
Until it wasn't
Apr 8
Apr 8, 2026 at 11:06 PM UTC
"I guess I just have other priorities now"
The words hit me like a wrecking ball
You say them with a quavering voice
You didn't want me to know that
But I already knew
Every time you went out with your classmates
Came back and talked non stop about them
I knew
My best friend of seven years
Has other priorities
If you told me that a year ago I would've laughed
"no she doesn't im her best friend im her priority"
But today I watched your face as the sun set
And the sky turned blue
"if you want me to be your best friend that's okay, but they're more Similar to me, i'm happier with them"
I feel like screaming, crying, destroying something but I can't
I asked you to talk
I wanted you to admit it
I wanted you to tell me
But I didn't want to hear you say it
You like them more *** i'm not good enough for you
Im not mad about that
Its true
Im crazy, stupid, annoying, petty, impulsive, sometimes hypocritical
But I thought you'd help me
I thought you would change me
Like best friends are supposed to do
But you won't talk to me
You won't tell me what's wrong
I had to spend thirty minutes just for you to tell me one thing
Im not good enough for you
Apr 8
Apr 8, 2026 at 10:53 PM UTC
"Men are such diseases"
She says
I agree to some extent
Though theres something I don't mention
The nitpicking, the glares, the pettiness
The "look at her hair"
"She's so ugly"
"Does she think she looks good in that?"
"Her makeup is so bad"
Look at all the mistakes and fumbles and differences
Men treat women terribly
But women treat women like animals
Eating each other alive like cannibals
Apr 4
Apr 4, 2026 at 3:35 PM UTC
Crushes are ridiculous
You spend all day everyday thinking about them
Their smile, their nose
The way they laugh
How they dress
How they talk
Their blonde hair
Their blue eyes
You feel anything could happen and it will all be okay
As long as they like you back
But that's the thing about crushes
Someone always gets crushed
Apr 4
Apr 4, 2026 at 3:15 PM UTC
People keep telling me to smile, to be happy
Don't cry, laugh
Don't frown, be exited
And I take they're advise
Im happy go lucky
Im giggly and fun loving
Because I love being alive
Because I love the world
But suddenly im naive
Stupid, ignorant, blissful, overly exited, unfamiliar to hardship as if I Was born yesterday
Suddenly smiling at the spring flowers is soft
Dancing around in the rain is immature
They all act like Im an idiot
That im incapable of critical thinking
But that's not true
I know who I am
I know what I've been through
I know the suffering and torture and horrors of this world
Iv seen it
Ive stayed awake thinking about it
So sorry if I prefer joy
Sorry I don't want to be constantly thinking about pain
I choose to smile because im sick of the hurt
Im not oblivious
I just choose happiness
Apr 4
Apr 4, 2026 at 3:03 PM UTC
you can't stop talking about them
my bestfreind since first grade
everything is about them now
something funny he said
her outfit yesterday
the party you had
a conversation starts about us
but always ends at them
so invested in they're love life
they're happiness
what they want
constantly positive, reassuring, adoring
you trust them with your life
but you don't trust me with the smallest secret anymore
I don't know if its my fault
ill never know, because you'll never tell me
your so comfortable telling them everything
but I don't hear a word about how your doing, how you feel
iv been there for you thick and thin
iv begged you to talk to me
but you grow more distant everyday
I don't hate them
I don't even know them
but I can see how you smile when you talk about them
but you don't talk about me
you say you would **** for them
but id **** myself for you
Apr 1
Apr 1, 2026 at 11:58 PM UTC
He stands there
Laughing at me
As if he didn't just push me
Or kick me, or make me feel small
"Its just a joke" he says
If its a joke why am I crying?
Why am I telling you to stop?
Avoid you on the playground
Stay on separate teams
But sooner or later we end up face to face
And the bullying continues
Name calling, targeting
Its so funny you bruised my hip so hard I can't walk
Its so funny you pulled my arm the wrong way
My mom tells me "next time tell his mom" but next time he denies it
Next time he says its my fault, that he was just playing the game
But the truth is he doesn't care that I won
He's just mad that someone finally has the guts to put him in his place
But who cares anyway?
No point trying to change people who don't wanna change
Mar 31
Mar 31, 2026 at 9:15 PM UTC