There is so much I want to tell you but I can't, I'm doing what you asked and writing everything down but it feels like a lot. I'm really scared of your reactions to everything, I don't want it to change your perception of me. I don't want you to see me any differently.
My past is heavy and I don't want you to carry it. I don't want to be a burden to you.
I've built my walls up so high out of fear. I am terrified of what will happen when you knock them down and demolish the whole lot.
Mar 12
Mar 12, 2026 at 12:13 PM UTC
There is so much I want to tell you but I can't, I'm doing what you asked and writing everything down but it feels like a lot. I'm really scared of your reactions to everything, I don't want it to change your perception of me. I don't want you to see me any differently.
My past is heavy and I don't want you to carry it. I don't want to be a burden to you.
I've built my walls up so high out of fear. I am terrified of what will happen when you knock them down and demolish the whole lot.
