i sob.
disappointed, maybe.
but all i know
all i truly know
is that i sob.
it happened again.
i swore it wouldn’t.
i swore it in the dark
like an oath to no one,
or maybe to the god of time,
but it happened again.
i know, you knew all the words i called myself
they’re true now.
they were always true
they echo on my mouth.
on my mind,
heavy like metal, but ***** like rust.
but there was a time,
a time where I didn’t count days.
there was a time,
where I lived in the lamb’s soft fur,
away from fear.
there was a time,
where you were graced to look at me.
oh, but how the god of time is cruel!
he simply watches, and he knows everything.
but the only thing
the only thing that I truly know,
is that right now,
I sob.
Feb 15
Feb 15, 2026 at 5:13 PM UTC
i sob.
disappointed, maybe.
but all i know
all i truly know
is that i sob.
it happened again.
i swore it wouldn’t.
i swore it in the dark
like an oath to no one,
or maybe to the god of time,
but it happened again.
i know, you knew all the words i called myself
they’re true now.
they were always true
they echo on my mouth.
on my mind,
heavy like metal, but ***** like rust.
but there was a time,
a time where I didn’t count days.
there was a time,
where I lived in the lamb’s soft fur,
away from fear.
there was a time,
where you were graced to look at me.
oh, but how the god of time is cruel!
he simply watches, and he knows everything.
but the only thing
the only thing that I truly know,
is that right now,
I sob.
made it on a creative block
