I chose to rely on bed of death
For all the mercy I did get in my past
I chose to stay over those writhered flower petals
For all those overnight negatives I was brewing inside me
I chose to decay myself under the roots of not so growing plants
For not believing in myself at all
For all I did was for others
I never did it for me
It ruins my selfish care
T'was I chose to stay on the black bed.
Feb 1
Feb 1, 2026 at 1:13 PM UTC
I chose to rely on bed of death
For all the mercy I did get in my past
I chose to stay over those writhered flower petals
For all those overnight negatives I was brewing inside me
I chose to decay myself under the roots of not so growing plants
For not believing in myself at all
For all I did was for others
I never did it for me
It ruins my selfish care
T'was I chose to stay on the black bed.