khurites - Hello Poetry

I chose to rely on bed of death For all the mercy I did get in my past I chose to stay over those writhered flower petals For all those overnight negatives I was brewing inside me I chose to decay myself under the roots of not so growing plants For not believing in myself at all For all I did was for others I never did it for me It ruins my selfish care T'was I chose to stay on the black bed.

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Feb 1

Feb 1, 2026 at 1:13 PM UTC

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For All I Never Did

I chose to rely on bed of death For all the mercy I did get in my past I chose to stay over those writhered flower petals For all those overnight negatives I was brewing inside me I chose to decay myself under the roots of not so growing plants For not believing in myself at all For all I did was for others I never did it for me It ruins my selfish care T'was I chose to stay on the black bed.

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I wanna go and experience that old vintage love I wanna go write and wait on that unknown still place Where time stops by Where my footprints wait for his Where my hands waits to touch his Where I can share my thoughts without texting him I wanna experience that old vintage love

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Jan 29

Jan 29, 2026 at 2:56 PM UTC

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Vintage Letter

I wanna go and experience that old vintage love I wanna go write and wait on that unknown still place Where time stops by Where my footprints wait for his Where my hands waits to touch his Where I can share my thoughts without texting him I wanna experience that old vintage love

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She told me not to cry She told not to say this She told me not to say that I'm confused I should behave like a dead grasshopper It's better for me to vent through anger But it's my fault at the end If I say something She taunts me But supports me in everything I'm confused Cause I wanna know Does she love me? Or She just only knows how to show emotions Cause I'm her closed one? I'm confused She always wants me to react like She wants And if I react to that she asks Why am I not saying anything? What is this? I'm confused Does she know me or is it just the burden she has to carry?

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Nov 30, 2025

Nov 30, 2025 at 10:22 AM UTC

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I can't even cry

She told me not to cry She told not to say this She told me not to say that I'm confused I should behave like a dead grasshopper It's better for me to vent through anger But it's my fault at the end If I say something She taunts me But supports me in everything I'm confused Cause I wanna know Does she love me? Or She just only knows how to show emotions Cause I'm her closed one? I'm confused She always wants me to react like She wants And if I react to that she asks Why am I not saying anything? What is this? I'm confused Does she know me or is it just the burden she has to carry?

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Tears rolling of disappointment I want to disappear I'm trying to align those positive thoughts And following the arc of the Falling star That will surely made me feel great again But after having so many breakdown I just want to disappear Is my hardwork all worth it? I'm still questioning my existence again This is my last chance to proof After this, the carrier on this cart will surely fall into great despair

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Nov 25, 2025

Nov 25, 2025 at 6:40 PM UTC

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I want to Cry

Tears rolling of disappointment I want to disappear I'm trying to align those positive thoughts And following the arc of the Falling star That will surely made me feel great again But after having so many breakdown I just want to disappear Is my hardwork all worth it? I'm still questioning my existence again This is my last chance to proof After this, the carrier on this cart will surely fall into great despair

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It's hard to stop a drop on the dry leaf, The leaf will always sink in water anyway. It's hard to give rays to the dry leaf, It'll remain brown anyway, It's hard to make a replica of it, Cause it'll always remain unique anyway. It's better to brew that leaf in the scripted environment As it'll find it's path there anyhow, It'll be hard to say goodbyes at first But it'll better than to hold it and grow that fake trust.

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Nov 25, 2025

Nov 25, 2025 at 12:51 PM UTC

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Dry Leaf

It's hard to stop a drop on the dry leaf, The leaf will always sink in water anyway. It's hard to give rays to the dry leaf, It'll remain brown anyway, It's hard to make a replica of it, Cause it'll always remain unique anyway. It's better to brew that leaf in the scripted environment As it'll find it's path there anyhow, It'll be hard to say goodbyes at first But it'll better than to hold it and grow that fake trust.

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Old hand on the handle of rocking chair Speaks it's story, it recognize the memory It recognize the story. The forever closed thoughts do emerge again Are these those moments that this age bargain The wrinkles lived more and it's the only proof After every circle, it gets thicker and the skin started to act as the price of satin It looks old, yet it's alive The time may roll, but those hands wants the love like five After every end, if it rejoin the wrinkles again, The old viens on the skin loses memories due to the disease It bargain.

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Nov 23, 2025

Nov 23, 2025 at 1:42 AM UTC

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Grandparents

Old hand on the handle of rocking chair Speaks it's story, it recognize the memory It recognize the story. The forever closed thoughts do emerge again Are these those moments that this age bargain The wrinkles lived more and it's the only proof After every circle, it gets thicker and the skin started to act as the price of satin It looks old, yet it's alive The time may roll, but those hands wants the love like five After every end, if it rejoin the wrinkles again, The old viens on the skin loses memories due to the disease It bargain.

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Passing by the empty seats really make me believe That how people have connect to their old memories Where they have seated and talked about their past They can rest there but still walked through the time And the bench again have remained empty Seeing all the passer-by

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Nov 19, 2025

Nov 19, 2025 at 6:31 AM UTC

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Empty Seat

Passing by the empty seats really make me believe That how people have connect to their old memories Where they have seated and talked about their past They can rest there but still walked through the time And the bench again have remained empty Seeing all the passer-by

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Congratulations those worries were all fake It may seem like the end but it's just a mirage of lake Whatever your time or your health it may take The result will always be better than what you've previously preferred to bake

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Nov 17, 2025

Nov 17, 2025 at 6:52 PM UTC

khurites

You did It

Congratulations those worries were all fake It may seem like the end but it's just a mirage of lake Whatever your time or your health it may take The result will always be better than what you've previously preferred to bake

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Thinking all along whether I will ever crush as what's deep desire by me, But the wreath of not believing and still comprehending every small decision Is what making me feel lost It's never about my real happy self Yes, I can remain happy without any problems but still thinking all way long is way more harder Can I just take a small rest. No, I can't. I'm afraid what if things go wrong, what if what I practiced isn't sufficient enough What if what I'm answering is wrong What if I lose all again?

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Nov 17, 2025

Nov 17, 2025 at 5:34 AM UTC

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Overthinking

Thinking all along whether I will ever crush as what's deep desire by me, But the wreath of not believing and still comprehending every small decision Is what making me feel lost It's never about my real happy self Yes, I can remain happy without any problems but still thinking all way long is way more harder Can I just take a small rest. No, I can't. I'm afraid what if things go wrong, what if what I practiced isn't sufficient enough What if what I'm answering is wrong What if I lose all again?

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Only saying "I'm with you" Doesn't mean that, that person is with you Please understand They're just saying. Only saying won't matter Please show me your actions.

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Nov 15, 2025

Nov 15, 2025 at 1:13 PM UTC

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Support

Only saying "I'm with you" Doesn't mean that, that person is with you Please understand They're just saying. Only saying won't matter Please show me your actions.

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