I miss the way we smiled and the way we laughed like nothing else in the whole world mattered. I miss the way I went to you first for everything and now I walk past you like we don’t know each other. Like we were never friends in the first place. I remember our memories, and hours worth of calls.. We’d talk about everything.. What we wanted to do when we were older, the guys we liked, how we’d be friends “forever”. What I didn’t know was that none of that can be promised, because unexpectedly you can lose people.. And that scares me the most, I thought we’d be friends forever and now I'm wishing I still had them.. Wishing that things were better, like they were before. But now, all I can do is sit in my bedroom, my head leaned up against the wall as I sob, thinking about how every time I see you you look so happy.. Without me.. And I wonder if it was my fault, if that now that I’m gone they’re happier. That they’re better off without me because maybe all I brought them was pain..
Jan 21
Jan 21, 2026 at 8:48 PM UTC
I miss the way we smiled and the way we laughed like nothing else in the whole world mattered. I miss the way I went to you first for everything and now I walk past you like we don’t know each other. Like we were never friends in the first place. I remember our memories, and hours worth of calls.. We’d talk about everything.. What we wanted to do when we were older, the guys we liked, how we’d be friends “forever”. What I didn’t know was that none of that can be promised, because unexpectedly you can lose people.. And that scares me the most, I thought we’d be friends forever and now I'm wishing I still had them.. Wishing that things were better, like they were before. But now, all I can do is sit in my bedroom, my head leaned up against the wall as I sob, thinking about how every time I see you you look so happy.. Without me.. And I wonder if it was my fault, if that now that I’m gone they’re happier. That they’re better off without me because maybe all I brought them was pain..
