In this small world
I’ve never felt alive
I’ve been in a war all the time
Between me and myself
Feeling I am not good enough
I’ve failed and tried again
Even that I didn’t back to my old self
That one who was shining all the time
Maybe I could change one day?
Maybe I will make my mom prouder?
It’s just maybe the reality in nop
But still feel unrelated to this world
Old me is another person not who am I today
Today am another version
Maybe a better than before
I was just a child looking at the world like a rainbow
Dec 28, 2025
Dec 28, 2025 at 12:33 PM UTC
In this small world
I’ve never felt alive
I’ve been in a war all the time
Between me and myself
Feeling I am not good enough
I’ve failed and tried again
Even that I didn’t back to my old self
That one who was shining all the time
Maybe I could change one day?
Maybe I will make my mom prouder?
It’s just maybe the reality in nop
But still feel unrelated to this world
Old me is another person not who am I today
Today am another version
Maybe a better than before
I was just a child looking at the world like a rainbow
Forever disappointed in myself