In this small world
I’ve never felt alive
I’ve been in a war all the time
Between me and myself
Feeling I am not good enough
I’ve failed and tried again
Even that I didn’t back to my old self
That one who was shining all the time
Maybe I could change one day?
Maybe I will make my mom prouder?
It’s just maybe the reality in nop
But still feel unrelated to this world
Old me is another person not who am I today
Today am another version
Maybe a better than before
I was just a child looking at the world like a rainbow
Dec 28, 2025
Dec 28, 2025 at 12:33 PM UTC
I tried again
After a long war in my mind
I was exhausted
Carrying feelings heavier
That anyone should carry
Being hated my those around me
For the worst reasons
Or maybe for no reason at all
And maybe
Just maybe
Loving myself
Could be the beginning
Of survival
Dec 23, 2025
Dec 23, 2025 at 1:57 PM UTC