If I were younger—
it would have consumed me
I would have never understood
the feeling I felt,
even with the way it moved through me
that I had to shut my eyes tight,
plant my feet firm,
making sure my breathing stayed right
for the feeling not to finish me.
I am older now,
and worn.
I hear it—
but it's not the same.
I miss it.
Dec 21, 2025
Dec 21, 2025 at 5:19 PM UTC
If I were younger—
it would have consumed me
I would have never understood
the feeling I felt,
even with the way it moved through me
that I had to shut my eyes tight,
plant my feet firm,
making sure my breathing stayed right
for the feeling not to finish me.
I am older now,
and worn.
I hear it—
but it's not the same.
I miss it.
This is about how much more intense the song would have made me feel had i been younger when i listened to it compared to now. It still feels amazing listening to it but it would have been euphoric back then. I just miss that feeling :(
Song - Killswitch Lullaby by Flawed Mangoes
