#euphoric
If I were younger—
it would have consumed me
I would have never understood
the feeling I felt,
even with the way it moved through me
that I had to shut my eyes tight,
plant my feet firm,
making sure my breathing stayed right
for the feeling not to finish me.
I am older now,
and worn.
I hear it—
but it's not the same.
I miss it.
Dec 21, 2025
Dec 21, 2025 at 5:19 PM UTC
With the stillness of the void, I failed to exist.
My silhouette ripped away flesh from its mist.
My silence, my shelter, this singular state.
It whispers the paradox of truths in my fate.
In these depths of thought, as righteous as my sin,
Another me was synced into the symphony within.
This void, was a canvas. Our souls were the art.
Revealing dualities of my mind and heart.
Synchronized, and pure, we could finally sing.
I've longed for the closure I knew it would bring.
Here in the black where I'm vanished, I'm whole.
Past the infinite horizon, the home of my soul.
This silence, we keep so our secrets can dwell.
'Til the day we escape from the gates of our hell.
We are tethered at the soul. We exist hand in hand.
Protecting an existence no one would understand.
In the quiet of my conscience, you'll find the true me.
As infinitely clean as the energy I'll be.
In the realm I create to keep my heart from the cold.
Where my dreams hold the proof, I'll eternally grow.
In sync with my conscience, from the void, hums a tune.
It called me from beyond the dark side of the moon
And as I would chase, I'd no longer feel.
Heard a whisper from above say, "Reality is not real."
Then, I felt the earth breathe in my synchronized state.
Two souls blend as one, we now share the same fate.
Our emotions fly freely in the nothing. Enigmatic.
We embrace the obscure. We are lost in the static.
In quantum subconscious, the dark and light blend.
Showing every shade of me as one with no end,
Not dull and not bright. Not filthy nor clean.
There's black and white, we both exist there, in between.
Our silence, it screamed. Ripped fabric grew seams.
As sleepless as I am, in this void, I have dreams.
I whisper line the ether, that whispers to me.
Escaping all that is, to embrace all that will be.
Without need for understanding or firm beliefs,
I silently listened as the universe speaks.
I've seen another me in the nothing. Enigmatic.
Living in the obscure, he found a home in my static.
May 21, 2025
May 21, 2025 at 11:18 AM UTC
My heart beats,
My heart rests.
My Arteries gush, my veins flow.
The blood through and through.
My body. It keeps me alive.
My heart is heavy, my brain is light.
I smile a tear in my eye, tight chest light breath.
A warmth buries me deep in comfort.
Music confines my thoughts.
I sink into the feelings as I float through the thoughts.
All is nigh. Yet the future so far away.
I grasp it in desperation, yet I await in anticipation.
What is too come can only be known to those who have already been.
There is no way to know, yet we already do.
Dec 21, 2023
Dec 21, 2023 at 5:49 PM UTC
Deep within the pit
Front and centre to the stage
Music blasting around you
Your mind starts to engage
Time slows around you
Forgetting your in a crowd
You feel your heart pumping in your chest
The surroundings no longer loud
Feeling like your soul is being lifted
higher up and up into the sky
The colours flooding your atmosphere
You feel as if you can fly
Sweat beading in your hands
Temperature on your skin is rising
hands wrapped around your waist
Spirits are energizing
You tune into the music there
Surrounding you with its soul
I never realized it before
How the rhythm can make you feel so whole
The exhilarating feeling
the rush that it entails
Hooked on this version of me
That is free to go off the rails
Run Free, Be Free
Everything in my soul is Free.
The taste of being this new untamed version,
The Freedom of being truly me
Euphoric
Dec 4, 2023
Dec 4, 2023 at 3:49 AM UTC
"A man so flat and boobless you could skip him across a lake like a prized stone"
I showed my surgeon the text post, and she said
"We'll get you there!"
**** right, she did.
Staring into the mirror, I see all of me.
Mortal boundaries declaring who I've always known myself to be
Thank you for all of your support throughout the years, dear readers <3
Finally, finally, finally
I am free
Jun 15, 2023
Jun 15, 2023 at 9:03 PM UTC
Plain as my favourite shirt my life was back then
Smile I could show, an imprint of happiness
To say if I've truly been elated, never until you
Life is euphoric since I've met you
Jolly I am, truly as a person
Though even the cheery, smiles for a reason
From then, every day I show genuine grin
Even ask people how they have been
Life is euphoric, now that I'm with you
Sincere happiness, I could tell, it's true
Though, I wonder how's it for you
Hopefully life is euphoric on your part too
Nov 29, 2021
Nov 29, 2021 at 9:01 AM UTC
You burned me
We smelled like Mary and Jane
I laughed hard
Dug my nails in deep
As I writhed in pain
I was too quiet
But I screamed too loud
You didn't care
We were like fvcking kings
Living in a cloud
You tied me up
So I could stay resting in bed
Lied to me
Betrayed by a kiss too is how
Jesus ended up dead
Aug 31, 2021
Aug 31, 2021 at 9:49 PM UTC
Withering by the prolonged waiting for someone is strangulation of euphoric flavor.
© Spriha Kant
Apr 11, 2021
Apr 11, 2021 at 8:41 PM UTC
I still hear your euphoric melodies,
The way your eyes would sing.
Vivace, you set the tempo;
The master of playing my heart strings.
Jan 28, 2021
Jan 28, 2021 at 6:14 AM UTC
There’s something about you.
That’s so familiar.
Makes me feel like I’ve been here before.
Like I’ve loved you before.
You make my heart dance.
I swear I met you.
I can’t put my finger on it.
But your just a stranger.
Oct 4, 2020
Oct 4, 2020 at 4:26 AM UTC
I lay in the embrace
Of the grass,
As my heart
Leaps euphoric,
To absorb the light,
The celestial glory,
From the heavenly
abode of stars,
Above me, in the sky.
Jun 20, 2020
Jun 20, 2020 at 3:02 PM UTC
His dark eyes, vast and vibrant like the night sky.
I fall deep inside them completely mesmerized.
A trance so bitter sweet, even the most sincere melancholy falls to my feet.
And the truest sorrow must admit defeat.
I want to drown in his embrace.
My heart sinks every time I see his face.
He is such a splendor to my dreaming eyes.
His smile like the sunrise
His calm so divine.
Like constellations drawn upon the earth, our souls merge as our bodies entwined.
But these moments don’t last, falling away
like the sands if time.
Apr 22, 2020
Apr 22, 2020 at 1:44 PM UTC
Every underwhelmment
Undid my hopes a little more
Piece by warping puzzle piece
Hacking away at innocence and
Orphaned delusionment.
Recalling this now,
Is it really any wonder that I
Can't tell euphoria from satisfaction?
Feb 4, 2020
Feb 4, 2020 at 1:50 PM UTC
if I was brave enough id tell you exactly how I feel
"Hey, I like you a lot, like a lot, a lot, maybe even love but I'm not quite sure yet. Don't ask me why because I'm not quite sure yet. Actually scratch that. I know exactly why. you make me feel all these emotions. happy, sad, angry, euphoric. all these feelings I've never felt before, you make me feel. every time I look at you I see and feel colours that don't even exist. seeing your smile makes me smile. the thought of losing you makes me tremble. your hugs send shivers down my spine. i know I barely know you and we haven't known each other but I really, really want you in my life for a long time. yeah, I like you a lot, I get it if you don't feel the same though."
and that is exactly what I'd tell him
I hope i do one day
Dec 7, 2019
Dec 7, 2019 at 1:01 PM UTC
Physically i’m immune
To those lucid dreams of just you
A star gazed night of love so blue
Darling you make me anew
Your eyes shine so bright I recognize the truth
A glistened glare so hostile and ruth
You care so much it leaves you confused
And I remember it all because it represents you
Your skin so soft and pure
With a tint of ecstasy feeling nerves
Has my emotions passionately increased
As I think of you and your beautiful being
I see remorse and care in the most mystifying ways
As I look at you on your different days
When the moon protects the sun as night
I reminisce your heart when its near mine
Your choice in beliefs and expressions
Has surely put me under the virtuous impression
Of you being so satisfied of your livelihood
Of you including me in your life for the greater good
You make me feel so euphoric and delight
My eyes glimmer of glee when you smile so bright
So contagious and yearning I’d beg for your soul
Only because I know the greatness it beholds
When the universe seems distraught in our behaviour
And it pokes holes in love to discredit our nature
I look to you for comfort in support and strength
And there you are against the world for us and our romance
Never would I ever give up on your aura
Your heart is a desirability, you are my pandora
Loving you is the most greatest warmth
My love you are the light of my storm
Dec 5, 2019
Dec 5, 2019 at 8:44 PM UTC
Once more.
Press your lips against mine
And let us allow time to take a rest
As the reds and greens of the traffic lights
Caress our cheeks while we pass silently in the night.
I’ll let you take my hand in one of yours
And I’ll let you hold my heart in the other.
Breathless. Light. Euphoric.
I am drowning in the taste of you.
And I can't help but find myself
Eagerly waiting for a once more.
Nov 20, 2019
Nov 20, 2019 at 1:58 AM UTC
Supine to the sky and the stars scream your name.
I listen to your voice the way I like to hear it.
Oct 8, 2019
Oct 8, 2019 at 8:46 PM UTC
Weeks, days wondering if I can live without him.
Can it be, will I ever get over him?
Thinking back to how it felt when he was ripped from my arms.
The feeling on the back of my head that made my head cold, numb.
The lack of movement in my arms, numb.
The lack of sleep, waking up at 4 a.m. every night.
The fact that I couldn't eat, losing 10 pounds.
I thought this is what happens when you can't live without someone, but in fact, this is all the signs of withdrawal.
You see when you really love someone and they leave.
The world ends.
When you think you love someone and they leave.
You get cut off that high euphoric feeling causing you to fall into withdrawal.
But once you recover, you start to see yourself.
A fighter.
A champ.
A woman.
That deserves better and won't settle for anything less.
Aug 7, 2019
Aug 7, 2019 at 6:06 PM UTC
Coming back home,
only to see you standing in the middle,
You were so graceful,
I nearly thought you were incognito.
You felt like a dream,
almost too good to be true,
The temperature turned so hot,
I felt like a fondue.
A ray of sunshine traced your skin,
and you became my deadly sin.
I heard the sound of violin,
as I watched you do a spin.
I hold you so carefully,
afraid you'll break in my hand dreadfully.
You were magical,
each look from you felt nearly tragical.
Every part of you was so beautiful,
it made me go numb,
Now I watch you fade as usual,
in the air,very plumb.
You made me go mad,
after you left expectedly,
Cause I hear your voice all the time,
and your image became virtually.
I knew you were an impossible one,
as you seemed to be not of this world,
But I wish you didn't say goodbye,
and just kissed me telling me I'm your love.
May 2, 2019
May 2, 2019 at 5:45 PM UTC
You tell me I’m your wild child.
The wind blows through your unwashed hair,
As you flash a warm smile my way
Over your shoulder.
You led me to the top of our mountain.
You wrapped your entire being around my smile
And hold it there in your
Euphoric eternity.
We watch the sunset slip into the earth,
Both of us entwined in your divine state of nature.
The secrets of the universe
Laced within your eyelashes,
A testimony of humanity shakes
Within your veins.
Against the grain,
You question authority.
And together we journey
Into the unknown territory.
Mar 28, 2019
Mar 28, 2019 at 7:41 PM UTC
How did I come to know you this way
I couldnt fathom what I was in for
I hope you're happy now you're mine like never before
You crashed into my world so I'm gonna crash into yours
It seemed like only yesterday I was just a little girl
Remember how use to dream and I still do
Dreams were where I first met you
I thought you would disappear as I grew
But that remains one sad goodbye I never had to use
Such is destiny such is to follow
Look at us we must've been shot by Cupid's arrow
Some nights my imagination runs beyond wild
Sometimes l cant help letting go of my mind
I kiss the pen as I fantasize
Ready to make your mouth open in delight
I'm gonna keep you on your feet
When I'm happy I'm gonna have you dancing to my beat
When I'm angry I'll pierce you with misery so hard you'll bleed
When I'm hurt a river is all your eyes will see
When I'm in love I'll whisper words soft and sweet
When I feel passion you'll have to fan off the heat
I promise you a taste of everything coursing through me
I'm starving to create like thee almighty
Don't ponder or waste precious tears of sweat
Trust me I'll paint it so you won't forget
The many shades of this poet
Jan 8, 2019
Jan 8, 2019 at 11:09 PM UTC
Warm shadows, forgotten names, a torn and tired journal stands for all to see within the flames.
Whispers from the past.
Light dances on the sea.
Wisps of the future.
What we're born to be.
The lights will draw you in.
Love will mend your heart.
It bursts, the dawn of day.
All of it, faded memory within the start.
Id like for you to stay.
Golden river beneath the sun.
Moon submerged, the days tend to run...
These days.
These days for you and I, our fingers pricked by brush and lovely roses for our eyes.
Smelt it, your nose did.
Slipped beneath the hush hush tide of yesterdays home miss...
Once I had a home of stone. Ask it to be bold if...
So alone in yesterdays home this...
Brick by brick our love was sown.
The puzzle pieces sing for peace in the melody of the past and lovely roses.
We grind it up from stone to sand and feel it, just as our toes did.
We waste our halos on instrumental ears and chase away the cold along with the fears of yesterdays run.
Sub Mental fun.
Our peers are plain, beneath the tide, beneath the sun, i try and write in the brightest way.
And yet delicious treats line their way back to the shore. The shire falls. Wisps of the future drinking on the past.
Watch us soar.
These halls of greats.
I prefer whisky to wine made of grapes and yet a man of god would fast and then would ride on his high horse fast like he were the last man special inside.
So special is a snowflake in the devils eyes for he lives in the heat.
No surprise.
I take the leaps without looking.
No sunrise.
To defeat the light and he's all alone, rookie.
I'll summarize...
Mr jack and Mr. brown get what they need.
Baby words fall trickle up towards the unknown and unpracticed.
I planted the seed.
Fickle flakes lack this sensation.
Tentative imagination.
This all leads to light sometime.
I find it in my rhymes.
Memories find they are satisfied.
The present gives them peace.
I am not perfect.
I write my mind at least.
I love you.
Dec 7, 2018
Dec 7, 2018 at 2:13 PM UTC