Yes
We are gross
In the same gross way
It’s gross that you wrote me
It’s gross that I read it
That I read it and didn’t delete it
It’s gross that I care
What some stranger thinks
I hate my sensibilities
And my capacity for self sabotage
It’s gross that I play volleyball
With my own projections
That I love myself more
Because of whatever you see in me
That I love the fictional version of me
You made up in your head
It’s gross that I toy with the disaster
You represent
That I feel burdened
By my strongly held convictions
It’s awful and gross
That my shadow and I play bingo on the weekends
That our discussions have turned into mutual ************
I wish I didn’t care
I wish I didn’t wish I didn’t care
Freedom is gross
******* is gross
-cole, 10 Nov 2025
Nov 9, 2025
Nov 9, 2025 at 8:54 PM UTC
Yes
We are gross
In the same gross way
It’s gross that you wrote me
It’s gross that I read it
That I read it and didn’t delete it
It’s gross that I care
What some stranger thinks
I hate my sensibilities
And my capacity for self sabotage
It’s gross that I play volleyball
With my own projections
That I love myself more
Because of whatever you see in me
That I love the fictional version of me
You made up in your head
It’s gross that I toy with the disaster
You represent
That I feel burdened
By my strongly held convictions
It’s awful and gross
That my shadow and I play bingo on the weekends
That our discussions have turned into mutual ************
I wish I didn’t care
I wish I didn’t wish I didn’t care
Freedom is gross
******* is gross
-cole, 10 Nov 2025