My life did end when I was 21
The city which was supposed to heal my heart turned into a life lesson
disguised as beautiful old buildings, people with warm hands and cold hearts, wine & nights that never seemed to end
I wasn't able to heal, because every step on those streets felt like the nights being left alone, friends talking behind your back and people not caring
But especially it felt like you
Like the first time you kissed me
And then left me
Your abandonment felt like a cold hug
So cruel yet I felt the need to stay
To chase ,to feel you
Yet you were never there to begin with
Nov 6, 2025
Nov 6, 2025 at 4:13 AM UTC
My life did end when I was 21
The city which was supposed to heal my heart turned into a life lesson
disguised as beautiful old buildings, people with warm hands and cold hearts, wine & nights that never seemed to end
I wasn't able to heal, because every step on those streets felt like the nights being left alone, friends talking behind your back and people not caring
But especially it felt like you
Like the first time you kissed me
And then left me
Your abandonment felt like a cold hug
So cruel yet I felt the need to stay
To chase ,to feel you
Yet you were never there to begin with