snow-2 - Hello Poetry

I wanna be the clean girl the girl that's surrounded by quiet and peace but my head feels to much of a storm to be like that the words that leave my mouth are too sloppy to ever be clean I may not look like a mess but my head feels like one One I can never escape and one I don't want to loose

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Nov 6, 2025

Nov 6, 2025 at 7:17 AM UTC

clean girl

I wanna be the clean girl the girl that's surrounded by quiet and peace but my head feels to much of a storm to be like that the words that leave my mouth are too sloppy to ever be clean I may not look like a mess but my head feels like one One I can never escape and one I don't want to loose

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I was never somebody you wanted. I saw it in the way you looked at me after looking at her. After laughing with your friends and getting mute as soon as I entered the room. I thought I was everything to you, at least that's what you told me. It's 3 am & my body is covered in goosebumps. I always thought it longed for your warmth, realizing you were the one who made me cold.

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Nov 6, 2025

Nov 6, 2025 at 7:16 AM UTC

notice me

I was never somebody you wanted. I saw it in the way you looked at me after looking at her. After laughing with your friends and getting mute as soon as I entered the room. I thought I was everything to you, at least that's what you told me. It's 3 am & my body is covered in goosebumps. I always thought it longed for your warmth, realizing you were the one who made me cold.

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and as he grabs my throat I realize that I'm just a body. a toy he gets to play with, until he's bored enough to throw me away. he leaves the room and I lay there, my cries sound like all the expectations I had of love. the lump in my throat feels like a glass shard I can't bring myself to swallow. I just wanted to be loved, just once. but I guess the love that I desire doesn't exist. so hurt me as hard as you can, maybe I can find a piece of love in your violence

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Nov 6, 2025

Nov 6, 2025 at 7:16 AM UTC

violent love

and as he grabs my throat I realize that I'm just a body. a toy he gets to play with, until he's bored enough to throw me away. he leaves the room and I lay there, my cries sound like all the expectations I had of love. the lump in my throat feels like a glass shard I can't bring myself to swallow. I just wanted to be loved, just once. but I guess the love that I desire doesn't exist. so hurt me as hard as you can, maybe I can find a piece of love in your violence

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My life did end when I was 21 The city which was supposed to heal my heart turned into a life lesson disguised as beautiful old buildings, people with warm hands and cold hearts, wine & nights that never seemed to end I wasn't able to heal, because every step on those streets felt like the nights being left alone, friends talking behind your back and people not caring But especially it felt like you Like the first time you kissed me And then left me Your abandonment felt like a cold hug So cruel yet I felt the need to stay To chase ,to feel you Yet you were never there to begin with

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Nov 6, 2025

Nov 6, 2025 at 4:13 AM UTC

my life did end

My life did end when I was 21 The city which was supposed to heal my heart turned into a life lesson disguised as beautiful old buildings, people with warm hands and cold hearts, wine & nights that never seemed to end I wasn't able to heal, because every step on those streets felt like the nights being left alone, friends talking behind your back and people not caring But especially it felt like you Like the first time you kissed me And then left me Your abandonment felt like a cold hug So cruel yet I felt the need to stay To chase ,to feel you Yet you were never there to begin with

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It is invisible but always there. It grows in you and eats on you. Someday its so big , You feel it crawl over every inch of your skin. It wants to see you fall. It wants you. It follows you. It uses you. It wants to make your life a living hell. But you do not see. That you already are your fear.

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Aug 13, 2021

Aug 13, 2021 at 2:09 PM UTC

Fear

It is invisible but always there. It grows in you and eats on you. Someday its so big , You feel it crawl over every inch of your skin. It wants to see you fall. It wants you. It follows you. It uses you. It wants to make your life a living hell. But you do not see. That you already are your fear.

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