I wish you saw
The hell I've lived
The pain I feel daily
The way the drink feels
The way it makes me calm
The way the knife feels
Slicing the skin
The release
The only way I know
I cant call for help
All I get is disapproval
My parents disown
I make own family
To watch you
Work day night
Never see you
Kids cry for you
I can't work cuz they are ill
I try my hardest
But never good enough
In my eyes
Maybe in yours
But how can I ask for help
When you give so much
The drink doesn't work
As much anymore
The knife to blunt
Just marks
What can I do
Aug 1, 2025
Aug 1, 2025 at 5:57 PM UTC
I wish you saw
The hell I've lived
The pain I feel daily
The way the drink feels
The way it makes me calm
The way the knife feels
Slicing the skin
The release
The only way I know
I cant call for help
All I get is disapproval
My parents disown
I make own family
To watch you
Work day night
Never see you
Kids cry for you
I can't work cuz they are ill
I try my hardest
But never good enough
In my eyes
Maybe in yours
But how can I ask for help
When you give so much
The drink doesn't work
As much anymore
The knife to blunt
Just marks
What can I do
