I want to rap it out
but I don't know where to start
it's just so hard
when
I talk about things from my heart
and I don't know how to say this to you
And be true to myself
But I'm not sure I'm ready
to just put it on a shelf
Cause things they keep coming
they keep attacking me
from every angle
up down left and right it's all on top of me
it's just so hard going through life
with all these memories
Sitting here thinking 'bout old friends
Promised we'd be there till the end
Up late trying to keep my composure
But all I want is a little bit of closure
It always comes at the worst times
I'll see something while standing in line
And the memories come rushing back
And there's nothing i can do
Nothing left now but to think about you
Bout the good times we used to have
All the crazy stuff we did and we'd laugh
All the plans we laid out together
Turns out none of it came true
but it eventually did get better
Man the parties we threw that was fun
And don't forget when we both bought our first gun
Loads of alcohol and bullets plus a suit or two
Life was pretty good hanging with you
Sitting here thinking 'bout old friends
Promised we'd be there till the end
Up late trying to keep my composure
I'm just trying to get a little bit of closure
You were my best man and i was yours
Life started getting busy and of course
It got harder to keep in touch
And get together
But we never lost that vibe we survived
Cause we promised i got your back forever
But then the worst happened
You took a nose dive with some bad people
Got hooked on drugs and alcohol
And they became your steeple
Started to lose touch and you turned your back on family
It's so ******* up but we been through worse haven't we?!
Today i don't know where you are
I don't know if you're fine
or if you're living in a car
A dead beat or just dead ashes in a jar
But Man i wish you would hear this
I still got your back you're not friendless
Sitting here dreaming 'bout old friends
Promised we'd be there till the end
Up late trying to keep my composure
I think I'm too late to have any closure
Mar 14, 2024
Mar 14, 2024 at 6:03 AM UTC
I want to rap it out
but I don't know where to start
it's just so hard
when
I talk about things from my heart
and I don't know how to say this to you
And be true to myself
But I'm not sure I'm ready
to just put it on a shelf
Cause things they keep coming
they keep attacking me
from every angle
up down left and right it's all on top of me
it's just so hard going through life
with all these memories
Sitting here thinking 'bout old friends
Promised we'd be there till the end
Up late trying to keep my composure
But all I want is a little bit of closure
It always comes at the worst times
I'll see something while standing in line
And the memories come rushing back
And there's nothing i can do
Nothing left now but to think about you
Bout the good times we used to have
All the crazy stuff we did and we'd laugh
All the plans we laid out together
Turns out none of it came true
but it eventually did get better
Man the parties we threw that was fun
And don't forget when we both bought our first gun
Loads of alcohol and bullets plus a suit or two
Life was pretty good hanging with you
Sitting here thinking 'bout old friends
Promised we'd be there till the end
Up late trying to keep my composure
I'm just trying to get a little bit of closure
You were my best man and i was yours
Life started getting busy and of course
It got harder to keep in touch
And get together
But we never lost that vibe we survived
Cause we promised i got your back forever
But then the worst happened
You took a nose dive with some bad people
Got hooked on drugs and alcohol
And they became your steeple
Started to lose touch and you turned your back on family
It's so ******* up but we been through worse haven't we?!
Today i don't know where you are
I don't know if you're fine
or if you're living in a car
A dead beat or just dead ashes in a jar
But Man i wish you would hear this
I still got your back you're not friendless
Sitting here dreaming 'bout old friends
Promised we'd be there till the end
Up late trying to keep my composure
I think I'm too late to have any closure
