today is my birthday.
the day i was born.
the day my faith was just started.
today,
i got a new number.
i got a plus one for my age.
nothing different.
it's just an ordinary day like usual.
but at the start of the day, i got surprises from my beloved people.
i am so grateful, for everything, today (and the other days).
i spent my time with my person & had much fun.
but you know what,
once i entered my room, the feelings changed.
i put my things to its own place,
i changed my clothes, the feelings got worse.
i laid my body on the bed,
and BAM
my tears broke.
it just broke
my feelings reduced me to tears with its own "things"
one thing..
i don't usually feel blue on my bday
but today,
i can't even validate my feelings.
everything just messed up the moment i laid my body, or should i keep walking?
is it my fault to gave my body a rest?
i shouldn't be stop, right?
the head keep talking.
and my heart sinks.
Sep 7, 2022
Sep 7, 2022 at 4:08 AM UTC
today is my birthday.
the day i was born.
the day my faith was just started.
today,
i got a new number.
i got a plus one for my age.
nothing different.
it's just an ordinary day like usual.
but at the start of the day, i got surprises from my beloved people.
i am so grateful, for everything, today (and the other days).
i spent my time with my person & had much fun.
but you know what,
once i entered my room, the feelings changed.
i put my things to its own place,
i changed my clothes, the feelings got worse.
i laid my body on the bed,
and BAM
my tears broke.
it just broke
my feelings reduced me to tears with its own "things"
one thing..
i don't usually feel blue on my bday
but today,
i can't even validate my feelings.
everything just messed up the moment i laid my body, or should i keep walking?
is it my fault to gave my body a rest?
i shouldn't be stop, right?
the head keep talking.
and my heart sinks.
