From GTA
To oakwood
To living together
Us three
To gorillas with bananas
To 2019 no more virgins
I am hurting
I am lost
I have lost
So much
How can I go on
From cons
To Brian jokes
To surprise birthday cakes
And surprise birthday trips
Where do I get
My sanity back
My heart to not hurt
Release the memories
Into the ocean
I can't contain them
They are tearing me apart,
Ripping out my heart
Would hurt less
You seem fine
I gave you your new life
Guess I couldn't be in it
I still can't believe it
Best friends forever
Sisters like no others
Stronger then lovers
Gone and alone
Like whatever
I still remember
First meeting you
Playing that game
Thinking you're cool
I still remember
Introducing you
Sharing the memes
Thinking this is everything
I still remember the concerts
I still remember prom
I still remember getting in trouble together
Dying are hair
Without a care
I still remember best friends forever
I guess you forgot
What that meant
Prioritize anyone but us
And just forgot about us
You can move on
But I can't go on
I still remember it all
Hits me like a train
Or wrecking ball
I'm down for the count
I can't be doing this
Let me let go of the sadness
Best friends forever
Means nothing
If you can't remember
To love your friends
And be with us
It's so obvious
You're gone
And I am not too far along
But where I go I do not know
Feels like I'm already in hell
*** I also remember
Ditching me for her
Replacing me with another
Forgetting me for him
Not being there when she died
Always telling me a lie
And I'd forgive you
To not lose you
But it hurt
More and more
It hurts
How id beg
Basically on my knees
How pathetic I became
Yet again
For your attention
I still remember it all
And I'm starting to fall
Completely apart
Pls let the pain stop
Let the memories go
It's hurting me
I don't want to forget the good
But the bad is too much from you
You broke our hearts
And you didn't even fall apart
*****
Jun 2, 2022
Jun 2, 2022 at 4:59 PM UTC
From GTA
To oakwood
To living together
Us three
To gorillas with bananas
To 2019 no more virgins
I am hurting
I am lost
I have lost
So much
How can I go on
From cons
To Brian jokes
To surprise birthday cakes
And surprise birthday trips
Where do I get
My sanity back
My heart to not hurt
Release the memories
Into the ocean
I can't contain them
They are tearing me apart,
Ripping out my heart
Would hurt less
You seem fine
I gave you your new life
Guess I couldn't be in it
I still can't believe it
Best friends forever
Sisters like no others
Stronger then lovers
Gone and alone
Like whatever
I still remember
First meeting you
Playing that game
Thinking you're cool
I still remember
Introducing you
Sharing the memes
Thinking this is everything
I still remember the concerts
I still remember prom
I still remember getting in trouble together
Dying are hair
Without a care
I still remember best friends forever
I guess you forgot
What that meant
Prioritize anyone but us
And just forgot about us
You can move on
But I can't go on
I still remember it all
Hits me like a train
Or wrecking ball
I'm down for the count
I can't be doing this
Let me let go of the sadness
Best friends forever
Means nothing
If you can't remember
To love your friends
And be with us
It's so obvious
You're gone
And I am not too far along
But where I go I do not know
Feels like I'm already in hell
*** I also remember
Ditching me for her
Replacing me with another
Forgetting me for him
Not being there when she died
Always telling me a lie
And I'd forgive you
To not lose you
But it hurt
More and more
It hurts
How id beg
Basically on my knees
How pathetic I became
Yet again
For your attention
I still remember it all
And I'm starting to fall
Completely apart
Pls let the pain stop
Let the memories go
It's hurting me
I don't want to forget the good
But the bad is too much from you
You broke our hearts
And you didn't even fall apart
*****
