losing my trombone music
was the first mess-up today
then i broke down in the bathroom
after 6th period
i tripped up the stairs after school
and bruised my ego (and my knees and hands)
at work tonight
i lost keys
to a big glass cigarette case
under it
and because I messed up
i got nervous
and kept messing up,
over and over and over again
on my break
i sat in the break room and tried not to cry
because there were other people in there
and i didn't want them to see me
life was going so well
why does it have to go downhill now?
Feb 3, 2021
Feb 3, 2021 at 10:34 PM UTC
losing my trombone music
was the first mess-up today
then i broke down in the bathroom
after 6th period
i tripped up the stairs after school
and bruised my ego (and my knees and hands)
at work tonight
i lost keys
to a big glass cigarette case
under it
and because I messed up
i got nervous
and kept messing up,
over and over and over again
on my break
i sat in the break room and tried not to cry
because there were other people in there
and i didn't want them to see me
life was going so well
why does it have to go downhill now?
now i'm sitting at my kitchen table, working on homework, and crying while listening to Taylor Swift's evermore. it's 9:32pm and I'm gonna be up until 2am working on homework agggh im so tired of life right now and today REALLY ******
